ARGON13: wtvr shi
ARGON13: who knows what else you lied to me about
ShianesDreamie: i am sorry matt and i know you dont want to talk to me
ShianesDreamie: but i wanted to say i was sorry
ARGON13: it was all a lie
ARGON13: all bs
ShianesDreamie: no it wasn't i wanted to meet you and i do like you
ShianesDreamie: you dont see just how much you mean to me...... i don't know if it even occured to you
ARGON13: and then you try to be like
ARGON13: o0o cause of the way i acted you had doubts
ARGON13: dont even try to play it off liek that
ShianesDreamie: but if you want me to leave you alone... then say so.... and i won't bother you
ShianesDreamie: but i wanted to talk to you
ShianesDreamie: its my fault i admit its my fault
ShianesDreamie: but if i am just going to talk to myself..... then i wont bother
ARGON13: all you cared bout
ARGON13: was what i was going to say after
ARGON13: or posting your number
ShianesDreamie: so tell me please....... do you want me to delete you from my buddy list and never talk to you?
ShianesDreamie: thats not all i cared about matt
ShianesDreamie: or i wouldn't bother trying to talk to you
ShianesDreamie: if i truly didn't care.... about you or anything..... then i could just change my number and not give a fuck
ARGON13: i mean i leave work early
ShianesDreamie: but i do care
ARGON13: i tell my mom
ARGON13: i mean you made up all these lies when i called you from work
ARGON13: saying they left
ARGON13: and shit
ShianesDreamie: yeah i did, and i know it was wrong
ARGON13: what other lies you make up
ARGON13: i mean even the added acting
ARGON13: like omg i love how much you trust me matt im hurt blah blah
ShianesDreamie: that is the only thing matt
ARGON13: when i was liek are you even there
ARGON13: tell me now so i dont seem like a fool
ARGON13: if i didnt pull it out of you and yesss i pullllllllled it out
ARGON13: then what
ARGON13: i woulda showed up
ARGON13: you wanted me to make a foold out of myself
ShianesDreamie: no i didn't
ShianesDreamie: i didn't think you cared one way or another
ShianesDreamie: so slowly i just made mself believe you didn't give a fuck
ShianesDreamie: and i chickened out
ShianesDreamie: i know its my fualt
ShianesDreamie: fault
ShianesDreamie: i admit that
ARGON13: i dont even beleive you was even ever here
ShianesDreamie: that is your choice, its not like i can force to believe it
ShianesDreamie: ^you
ARGON13: you
ARGON13: YOUUUUUU OF ALL PPL
ARGON13: only person i actually trusted
ShianesDreamie: and you think it doesn't hurt me to know i hurt you
ShianesDreamie: i mean come on.... Matt you were my best friend...... i told you everything
ARGON13: you included lies in it as well
ShianesDreamie: and cause of one thing..... i lost everything....... i have to deal with it...... and saying sorry is never going to be enough
ShianesDreamie: cause i know, your never going to talk to me
ShianesDreamie: and that is what i can't live with
ShianesDreamie: i didn't think it would bug me
ShianesDreamie: but it is
ShianesDreamie: i thought yahoo was yahoo
ShianesDreamie: but it isn't
ShianesDreamie: i got close to you, by choice
ShianesDreamie: i didn't realize how close, until today
ARGON13: yea thats what it was to you i see
ARGON13: was just yahoo
ARGON13: you coulda just fucking told me that
ShianesDreamie: no its not, i thought it was just going to see a friend yes cause thats what you made it out to be
ShianesDreamie: but to me your more than a friend, you almost always have been
ShianesDreamie: even if you didn't feel the same way
ARGON13: it was yahoo
ShianesDreamie: it was just fucking yahoo matt
ShianesDreamie: your not just some person behind a screen
ShianesDreamie: your someone i grew to care about
ShianesDreamie: and love in many ways
ShianesDreamie: and i couldn't just let you walk away, without fighting about it.......
ARGON13: hrmm
ARGON13: yea you really showed that one
ARGON13: and kylie says you got bad shit with men blah blah always your past
ARGON13: if it was even kylie tlaking
ARGON13: hrmm
ARGON13: maybe its you that brings it to yrouself
ShianesDreamie: maybe it is
ARGON13: now i just wan tot know why i got all this shit with girls
ARGON13: how they all lie to me and fuck me over
ShianesDreamie: i didn't fuck you over
ShianesDreamie: and i am sorry wether you believe me or not
ARGON13: you didnt?
ARGON13: lying to me
ShianesDreamie: all you have to say is stop talking to me and i will do it, i don't want it that your talking to me just cause i am talking to you
ARGON13: making me think something
ARGON13: i mean if i didnt get it out of you i woulda
ARGON13: been the biggest idiot
ARGON13: and all that crap you saying how i dont trust you blah blah on my way home
ARGON13: the whole time you wasnt even there
ARGON13: and you giving me all that sorrow
ARGON13: you just want me to stop you just want away from me
ARGON13: wtfever shi
ShianesDreamie: No i dont
ARGON13: for real fuck you
ARGON13: you aint who i thought you were
ShianesDreamie: why cause i made a mistake
ShianesDreamie: i said i am sorry Matt
ShianesDreamie: i can't change it
ARGON13: cause of the way you act
ShianesDreamie: how am i acting any different than i always have?
ARGON13: wtvr
ShianesDreamie: tell me
ShianesDreamie: i am me matt
ARGON13: im done im quiting yahoo so you can have ya peace to g o in tt7 without worrying when i come in
ShianesDreamie: you say i bring it on myself, sooner or later i will learn better
ShianesDreamie: no
ShianesDreamie: thats not the point matt
ARGON13: now imma just work and sleep since now only person i talked to really i aint no more
ShianesDreamie: its not yahoo
ShianesDreamie: its not teen talk 7
ARGON13: have fun for the rest of your "vacation"
ShianesDreamie: its you and me
ARGON13: wherever you are
ARGON13: there is no me and you and you made sure of that
ShianesDreamie: so your just going to stop talking to me
ShianesDreamie: your not even going to try to be my friend
ARGON13: look at what you did
ARGON13: wtvr
ARGON13: fuck it
ShianesDreamie: but your not even willing
ARGON13: just like the rest
ARGON13: add to the list
ARGON13: liars and ppl who lie bout coming here
ARGON13: why should i
ARGON13: why
ShianesDreamie: your not even willing to try to be my friend
ARGON13: why should i
ShianesDreamie: because i thought i was your friend
ARGON13: and change your voicemail msg cause its a lie
ShianesDreamie: and i thought you cared
ARGON13: yea so did i shi
ARGON13: i thoguht you were a friend too
ARGON13: till you showed me you arent
ShianesDreamie: so because i made one mistake your just going to stop talking to me
ARGON13: one?
ShianesDreamie: yet other people can treat you like dirt over and over
ARGON13: there was lots more than one there
ShianesDreamie: and your still friends with them
ShianesDreamie: thanks
ShianesDreamie: forget it
ARGON13: oh yay you turning into aubrey now
ShianesDreamie: no its not that
ARGON13: sierra can treat you like shit and you still tlak to her
ARGON13: why cant i
ShianesDreamie: your comparing me to everyone else
ARGON13: well dont be like them
ShianesDreamie: i'm not everyone else
ARGON13: thought you werent
ShianesDreamie: i am me
ARGON13: yea you are you
ShianesDreamie: if you can't forgive me
ARGON13: you onl one that got my trust
ShianesDreamie: then just fucking say so matt
ARGON13: that aint easy
ARGON13: you aint gave me a reason to
ShianesDreamie: and i will stop trying
ShianesDreamie: i want to talk to you
ShianesDreamie: i do care about you
ShianesDreamie: but i can't make you talk to me
ShianesDreamie: no more than i could make you care
ShianesDreamie: i ask for forgiveness......... i know i was wrong, and i know i fucked up, and i also know i am losing my best friend basically
ARGON13: wanna view me cry i can take you off iggy
ShianesDreamie: because i fucked up
ARGON13: cause im bout to
ShianesDreamie: no i don't
ShianesDreamie: matt why can't you understand i am sorry
ShianesDreamie: i don't want to be like everyone
ShianesDreamie: i never wanted to be like anyone else
ShianesDreamie: i wanted you to like me for me
ShianesDreamie: and you never did
ShianesDreamie: you were my friend
ShianesDreamie: ya know how hard it was watching the person you love , love someone else
ARGON13: lol@ you loving me
ARGON13: thats when i was planning on meeting you
ARGON13: you lied bout it
ARGON13: you would not lie to someone you love
ARGON13: and you wouldnt not meet them if they was doing it
ARGON13: so dont ever tell me you love me
ARGON13: and like i said take it out of your voicemail cause it isnt nothign but a lie
ShianesDreamie: its not a lie
ShianesDreamie: you might think it is
ShianesDreamie: but i know its not
ARGON13: IT IS
ShianesDreamie: ITS NOT
ARGON13: shut up
ARGON13: stop lying to me
ShianesDreamie: its not a lie matt......... face it i do love you...... i have loved you........ it started out as a friend, and it changed
ShianesDreamie: and i would never wish it hadn't
ARGON13: its funny cause someone who loves someone doesnt do what they did
ARGON13: you werent even gonna tell me
ARGON13: you wanted me to go there
ARGON13: and find out on my own
ShianesDreamie: because i made a mistake that means i dont care about you
ShianesDreamie: i wasn't going to let you find out
ARGON13: you wanted to make big fool out of me
ShianesDreamie: alone
ShianesDreamie: NO i didn't
ShianesDreamie: i wanted you happy
ARGON13: this is always why you dint come with me to broklyn
ShianesDreamie: thats all i ever wanted
ARGON13: cause you werent even here
ShianesDreamie: why does it have to be a big fight matt
ShianesDreamie: i can't change it
ARGON13: dont even tell me you where here thurs
ShianesDreamie: i fucked up
ARGON13: cause you werent
ARGON13: wanna still lie about it?
ShianesDreamie: no
ARGON13: you never came here
ARGON13: so try and lie about it
ShianesDreamie: i'm not
ARGON13: admit it
ShianesDreamie: fine
ARGON13: which means you nto only lied to me
ARGON13: today
ARGON13: but yesterday
ARGON13: and day before
ARGON13: hrmm what else
ARGON13: since this whole week was a lie
ARGON13: where are you now?
ARGON13: or should i check from your ip address?
ARGON13: which i should have done this whole week but i trusted you
ShianesDreamie: and i fucked up are you happy
ARGON13: where are you now
ShianesDreamie: home
ShianesDreamie: so there, no more arguing no more nothing i will leave you alone
ARGON13: you were never in ny
ShianesDreamie: i was going to go for spring break
ShianesDreamie: and the more i thought about the worse it sounded
ShianesDreamie: cause i knew you didn't feel the same way i did
ShianesDreamie: and i was just setting myself up
ARGON13: so you eve fake be yoru friends over the pc
ShianesDreamie: so yes i lied to you, and i should have come clean to begin with
ShianesDreamie: so everyone can hate me the way all of your friends hate everyone else
ShianesDreamie: cause like you said, its just yahoo
ShianesDreamie: and it doesn't matter
ARGON13: i dont have any friends
ARGON13: they aint real
ARGON13: they aint a friend
ShianesDreamie: i tried to be your friend
ARGON13: none of them give a shit past yahoo
ShianesDreamie: bullshit
ARGON13: dont even go there shi
ShianesDreamie: No Matt
ARGON13: and so you fake being kylie
ARGON13: thats funny
ShianesDreamie: if i truly didn't give a shit past yahoo
ShianesDreamie: why would i have bothered to call all the times i did
ShianesDreamie: why would i have listened to you go on and on about how sierra treated you
ShianesDreamie: if it was only yahoo and i didn't give a shit?
ShianesDreamie: wouldn't i have made a excuse of better things to do
ARGON13: in the end it was just yahoo
ShianesDreamie: yahoo doesn't mean anything to me
ShianesDreamie: those i call my friends do
ARGON13: and nor do i
ShianesDreamie: you know yes i fucked up, yes i am admiting, yes i know you hate me
ARGON13: so its funny how you act like someone else
ARGON13: is on yoru name
ARGON13: acting like a friend is onit
ShianesDreamie: i fucked up Matt
ShianesDreamie: there is nothing else i can say
ARGON13: how can you sit there behind your pc
ShianesDreamie: exceot i am sorry]
ARGON13: and talk to me
ARGON13: act liek someone else
ARGON13: how can you go into such detail for lies
ARGON13: and stories
ARGON13: like bout stealin
ARGON13: and jail
ARGON13: thats not a fuck up
ARGON13: thats just sick
ShianesDreamie: my friends were in trouble
ShianesDreamie: my friends here
ShianesDreamie: thats not a lie
ShianesDreamie: so why don't you just fucking tell me to go the fuck away
ShianesDreamie: if i am just part of yahoo, it should be easy
ARGON13: you made yoruself that way
ShianesDreamie: i am me i lied i am sorry
ShianesDreamie: everything else that i told you was true
ShianesDreamie: i did care about you
ShianesDreamie: and blah blah blah
ARGON13: i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me that all girls do this to me they lie play games and shit with me must be something wrong i musta done somethign to ora musta did somethign to get her to do those harsh evil things, i musta did something to sierra
ARGON13: whoever im in love with its like
ARGON13: i do somethign
ARGON13: all girls
ARGON13: screw it
ARGON13: im a fuck up somethigns wrong with me
ARGON13: im fucked up
ShianesDreamie: Your not the one who fucked up matt
ShianesDreamie: i did
ShianesDreamie: you did nothing wrong
ShianesDreamie: i did
ShianesDreamie: its all MY FAULT!!!!!!!

ARGON13: and you went beyond a mistake you went to sick in the head shit with what youve done this week
ARGON13: so i make ppl insane
ARGON13: all the times we was on phoen this week
ARGON13: me packing
ARGON13: telling my mom im going
ARGON13: leaving work early
ARGON13: me and my hopes
ARGON13: yea so what if it was just friends meeting
ARGON13: blah
ShianesDreamie: i'm stupid
ShianesDreamie: you did nothing
ARGON13: i already had nightmares
ARGON13: i got off phoen with sierra
ARGON13: and i guess passed out
ARGON13: was bad
ARGON13: was barely able to breath
ShianesDreamie: why don't you tell me..... Shi you fucked up my life
ShianesDreamie: i ruined everything......... hate me Matt