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7/7/2002

I wish I knew how to tell you. But I'm afraid because I don't know what will happen. I wish I could see how you'd respond. My mind thinks it's stupid, and I can't understand why it's happening, but my heart's playing games on me. I wish I didn't feel this way, I wish you were here but I know it's not a good idea. I wish I could get rid of these feelings. How do I remain talking to you, and still get rid of these feelings. They seem to get stronger everyday. Someone please tell me how I can get rid of them. I wish I knew!!!

Amazing!

Youíre a picture being revealed by the grace of the angels. At a pace too slow for us hasty humans, yet a pace thatís best for us. Days, months, years, seasons and the magic of heaven unravel you to me. Listen baby, ainít no mountain higher, ainít no valley lower, ainít no river wide enough baby! Just want you to know I see your light!

where's the love?

There's something I'm missing. There's a need I haven't full-filled. I need some love, why won't you show me any love? Did I do you wrong? I promise my intentions were purely for the good. I know I was a mistake, but mistakes don't always have to be bad. I'm only human, I need some love, I need to be shown love. Or is your wayof showing love different from what I think it should be? When you take your anger out on me.... is that love? When you curse at me... is that love? I live in a world different from yours, maybe ourlanguages of love are different. It doesn't matter, I just need you to find out the translation and show me love... unconditional love.

7/7/2002

I wish I knew how to tell you. But I'm afraid because I don't know what will happen. I wish I could see how you'd respond. My mind thinks it's stupid, and I can't understand why it's happening, but my heart's playing games on me. I wish I didn't feel this way, I wish you were here but I know it's not a good idea. I wish I could get rid of these feelings. How do I remain talking to you, and still get rid of these feelings. They seem to get stronger everyday. Someone please tell me how I can get rid of them. I wish I knew!!!

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I hate the way you picked me up with such care and showed me light. I hate the way you showed me what it meant to be loved. And then you threw me in the fucking darkness. Why did you have to do that? Now I miss someone I've never met. I wish you had never shown me what it meant. Why did you have to leave with love, why couldn't you leave in a bad way.. so I wouldn't want you back. You took away the freedom my heart had, and such freedom it shall never have again!