Loving Her
It is 1995, we were in the same class. She was sitting at the last row center column while I was sitting at the first column first row. I always turned behind and tried to peep at her....That is where I started to admire her. She never know I admire her. I dare not to talk to her but only try to peep at her during class. I tell no one about it except ME.
I receive a email from her. I was so happy to see it. I replied to her. We kept in touch in this email. Although I can't see her but I was very happy cause I can still hear about her.
Somewhere in the beginning of 2000, I failed my driving test. I was sad. I told her and she comfort me and companied me to Coffee Bean to have a coffee and talk to me. I know she trying to build up my confident again to retake my driving test.
I went to Mount Faber with my poly friend. I saw a shooting star fly pass. I made a wish straight away. The wish is HOPE THAT I CAN BE WITH HER.
Together With Her
On 10.03.2001, I told her that I love her but she was very shock and she never replied me anything. I was very sad. However I did not give up.
Until today, we have been together for one year and three months. We have always be together happy. I would like to tell her that
After 2 yrs 4 months and 20 days, she finally decided to break off.. The reason she gave was she can't take the stress from her mother anymore. I was very sad. I feel very unfair to me as she did not explain to her mother of our relation and also did not give me a chance to try and she make up her decision and want me to accept. I had no choice but to accept her decision. In my heart, I do not want to break out with her but I wished her to be happy and if we were separated can make her feel more happy and without stress. I will be willing to do to accept her decision. Due to this, I accept her final decision. After this separation, I don't think she will want to patch back with me anymore. I don't blame her. I know her problem. So I can only say if there is a chance for me to fix this relationship for a period of time, I will want it to be 10000 yrs. I can only say, hope that in our next life, I will be together with her and will not face anymore problem. Good bye dear... After you read this webpage, I believe you won't be seeing me again as I don't think I will want to meet you cause I do not know how to face you...
For My Beloved Darling
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