feb 26

hello there, all my non-existant viewers.. i have resurected the site for what im sure will turn out to be another single exhibition, but o well, what the heck.. i dont have too many other important things i could be doing.. so i guess the last time i wrote was the beginning of last summer... long time ago.. so whats new in ryans life? lotsa crap... Past Having Doubt its doing pretty good... about mid summer we obtained another guitarist, mark, making our tres into a quatro. since then, we have recorded a 7-song demo ($5, any takers?)and sold about 90 of them.... hot stuff... all of the profit came to me because i put out all of the money.. but of course, all the money went back into the band... buying an erray of useless, expensive, and unneccessary crap. we also recented have enjoyed the pleasure of having a manager, who has really gotten things rolling for us. we are getting t-shirts, stickers, buttons.. all kinds of rad merch. we also have a guy making us a website... pasthavingdoubt.com check that hot stuff out for show dates (theres a good number coming up soon, thanks to our manager!!!) biographical information, merch information, and all other kinds of cool crap. oh yeh, i started riding again.. its pretty cool getting back to it, i missed it a lot, and its really cool. o well... im me on my new screen name (although the reason you are here is probably before you got it out of my info... but just incase..) sixheartstrings

the non-updated portion of my website

i havent been back to my site in a while. it is now june 12, and this crappy school year is almost over. people have really been treating me like crap lately in school. hopefully something will happen to change that. the drummer from my band is coming to my high school next year, so we will be able to practice everyday, and be really good. speaking of band business, this passed weekend we played another show at sharptown, and we finally got moeny! it was the first time i've made money off of my music, except for the couple bucks i made selling ben and i's demos. its exciting to see that we are going somewhere positive with our music. everyone loved us at the show too!!! we were second to headlining, with "a waste of time", a local band we are good buddies with, headlining. it was fun, everyone was getting into our music, many people asked for demos, and suggested we should make some cds!!! you have no idea how happy that made me. people like the music that ben, josh, and i wrote entirely by ourselves.... in only the past 6 months or so. thats very encouraging to me, and makes me feel good about what im doing. i hope i get somewhere with my music. but anyway... i'm starting to get hardcore into working on the farm... i drive big market trucks to vineland, delivering produce for my dad to produce brokers. that is a lot of fun, but its a big responsibility, considering im only 16, and i'm not too familiar with vineland, or driving multi-ton trucks around small streets in vineland. but i haven't died yet.. so thats a good thing. well, im tired, and i need to go to bed. check out my band's site, the link is somewhere on this site. just browse around, check stuff out... you can im me if you feel the need to... im always open to talk to people. my aim screen name is live2jamb. i currently have no email address, since hotmail decided to cancel my account and try to charge me 20 bucks a year for a new one.. and i'm not about to waste my money on a stupid email account that noone ever sends email to anyway.. so whatever.. I guess ill update this piece later....

my life as of april 16, 2003-

welcome back to my humble peice of crap. i've gotta update this thing sooner or later to keep some kinda crowd going for me. so, here we go... alright, theres not too much going on. my band played another show at sharptown march 28th, it was pretty cool but not too many people came, more people have to come to the next one!!! so come!!! ask me for dates, times, and directions. i'm starting to work on the farm, boy is that fun. But besides that my life has been busy with nothing but school work. i'm still single and looking, so give me an im. well, i guess thats good enough for now, check back for future updates!! email me if you have any suggestions, comments, questions, or just im me at live2jamb and aol instant messenger. thanks!!