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I am typing this, I'm watching a video recording of their NBC Today performance,
from just over a week ago. And as I'm watching AJ perform his solo for I'll
Never Break Your Heart", my heart is doing just that. There's a part in ‘Shape of
My Heart’ that is ironically, AJ's solo. It goes a little like this: Loneliness
is tragical I
know we can win this war" Pictures
can tell a thousand words. I've
always been intrigued by why AJ hid behind his glasses. I remember I was going
on net one day, in search for pictures for my story. I wanted one where he was
smiling or somewhat feigning some happy facade- but as I went from site to site,
magazine to magazine, pictures of AJ smiling were few, if not rare. Instead,
the few I did find were ones where he was grimacing or pulling a silly face. Actions can speak louder than
words. I
think as a fan, I can only pray and wait. AJ doesn't need to know how many
hearts he's breaking- the fact that there are thirteen year old fans out there
who will hear about this will already break his, inevitably. They know we, as
fans will support them, because as much as we are their fans, they are somewhat
as close as friends and families. I
think "Human" by Craig David" sums it up best: Flesh
and blood, I'm made Human Born
to make mistakes" I think a lot of us forget
that because they're on stage, they're actually people. They're just like us,
capable of wrongdoing, pain and suffering. We all make mistakes, but most of
ours will never be ridiculed, dissected and talked about by the press. I
don't want to condone this action, nor confirm it, so I seriously think we
should just leave the Boys alone for the time being. It's not because we don't
care, we do more than they know. It's just that empathetically, if I was in
their situation I would want to be left alone. AJ knows how many people love
him- we tell him every day, all around the world, at concerts, on the net, on
TRL - Because
at the end of the day, we will love them "more than that" And
exactly like the song portrays, we would never "say the words, then take
them back" AJ's
needs us now to understand that we need to stand back and let them do their
thing. My name is Saya and I'm nineteen. I love the Boys as if I knew them myself. I will sit, wait and pray for his recovery. Because I know in my heart it'll be okay.
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