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Sunday, November 28, 2004
Construction
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Get Low -- Lil' Jon and the Eastside Boyz
Sorry, my blog is a bit hard to read, I'm working on my friggin' background to make it do what I want =). Stay with me.


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Saturday, November 27, 2004
When You Cried, I'd Wipe Away All Of Your Tears...
Topic: * my man *
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: My Immortal -- Evanescence
When you screamed, I'd fight away all of your fears ... and I held your hand through all of these years, and you'd still have all of me ...I love Evanescence. True, they made me cry last night, but they're still awesome. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase ...
Well, it's time for my grand announcement. Drumroll, please! *drumroll heard*

I broke up with Joe.

*dun dun dun* I was on the phone with him till 12.30 last night. Cried till 2.00. Fell asleep at about 2.01. Woke up at 7.00, cried some more, fell asleep, woke up, started to eat breakfast, cried again, had to leave table, etc. By 1.00 this afternoon, I had quit crying and had started to get over it.
Went to see National Treasure, found out it was sold out, saw Polar Express instead -- with *Josh* =). I was sooo happy. Even when I spilled the nacho cheese (lmao!!! I am such a klutz...).
My life isn't such a complete disaster. Now all I have to do is not fail my English class. Which means I should be writing my research paper. But I really don't want to. I'll do it tomorrow.
Josh -- *muahs*! I miss you lol.


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Friday, November 26, 2004
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Woke Up This Morning -- Nickelback
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

That was the sound of me screaming my frustration at Joe. This is one of those days when I freaking hate him.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I want to cut. I want to hurt someone. I want to not hurt like this. I want to be able to say "It's over. Get your stuff out of my house."

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Who saw that episode of the O.C. where Marissa's mom was trying to talk to her and Marissa started screaming and threw the lawn chair into the pool? Yeah. That's how I feel.

I hate feeling like this. I hate it. I hate it. I want to kill someone and at the same time I want to burst into tears and lock myself in my room so I can cry. I don't care if I AM being a drama queen.

Why would he call me while I'm asleep and tell my brother to call me back and then not answer his phone for two hours? Why would he say what he said to me when I didn't do anything? Why would he hurt me like that? What did I do?

I want to kill him for making me feel like this. Like it's my fault. I can't do anything right. I only make people hurt and angry. I'm just a problem for everyone. I know that. But why does he have to say it?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I hate him. It's like he slapped me and I can still feel the sting. It hurts. I hurt. I have feelings too. You hurt me, Joe. I hate you.


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Thursday, November 25, 2004
Thanksgiving
Topic: ~ * today * ~
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: Spiderman on TV
I was sooooooo lonely for half of this holiday. I was confused and upset for a quarter of the holiday. And then I was pretty happy and content for the other quarter.
Guess why I was lonely and confused and upset? Yes, I started thinking again. See, only problems arise when I do this. I started missing guess who.
Joe was with me all day. And around the middle of the day I started to yes, think about guess who. (Actually, it was more than one person, but I'm not going to go all lesbian on here right now.) So then I got confused and upset.
(I plan on attempting to stay calm and not swear on this entry.) So. I started to think about Josh. Started to really miss Josh. While I'm sitting on Joe's lap. Now that, my friends, is a strange thing to happen. I was sitting there, thinking to myself, "This would be the easiest thing to fix if you weren't such a coward. What's the worst that'll happen?" (Warning: I am about to be totally honest. And baring my soul to the public is NOT somthing I would normally do, but I have to figure this out and I may as well do it now.) "You know they both really care about you. Joe has 'the plan'. There's absolutely no pressure with Josh. If you weren't so scared of not knowing what's going to happen, you wouldn't be in this sitch in the first place. Why can't you just leave Joe? So what if your pretty little picture of the future crumbles away into dust? Isn't it more important to be totally happy?" And then, because I'm semi-schizo, I think back at myself: "But how do I know that I'll stay happy? What if it all falls apart like it normally does? What if Josh gets tired of me or something happens and then --"
"But what if, another year down the road, you regret it? What if you're alone anyway? Why not be happy now?"
"I AM happy. Kind of. Not really. OK, I'm happy with both Josh and Joe."
"But who makes you happier?"
*long silence*
"See. You coward. You're just scared."
"OK, so maybe I am. But you know what? It's like stepping off one side of the Grand Canyon or some cliff and trying to make it to the other side of the drop. What if I do break up with Joe and then Josh breaks up with me? What if I screw up again?"
"You're young, it doesn't matter if you mess up. It doesn't matter till you're old, like 30. Coward."
And I know, I am a coward. I'm scared. I'm sorry.


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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
I Need A Favor
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Nothing
Someone posted a comment on that one depressing entry, the one with the stories. For some retarded reason, I can't see it. (Damn AOL.)

Will someone please email it to me? nevonahil@lycos.com

Thank you!!


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D@mn parental controls
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: What You Waiting For -- Gwen Stefani
New background. Hope y'all like it. I'm the only person I know who says y'all ... I'm all "y'aawl" ... so Southern ...
Carry sweet Southern comfort, carry on....
Yeah I'm out there and spacey and very accident-prone ... man ...
I'm gonna get some sleep and get my "straight-who's-a-lesbian" friend to do my nails 'cause I can't do them right and then I'm gonna sleep some more....


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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
I'm Tired and I So Fncking Don't Want to Go to CSM Tomorrow
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Figured You Out -- Nickelback
I want to stay home and fncking sleep. I don't remember what I'm supposed to do for English class (nothing new there lol). Not only can I not focus on anything for more than 30 seconds, but I can't remember anything for 5 seconds either.
My mind is so fncked up ... it's not funny anymore. Maybe it's weed withdrawal. (Ice! I need a favor, man! I'll pay you back, I promise...*does the tongue thing* lmao. No, seriously though....) Naw, Queen Byatch likes to run drug raids on my room. Shitaki mushrooms. Damn it I need to do something!! (Someone take all the sharp objects out of my room please *cough*LayLay*cough*) I'm gonna go crazy. I need an adrenaline rush. Hmmm...that gives me an idea *mischievious grin* (Thomas! Got a match? Lmao.)
You know, if I think about it, this is the sh*t that got me shipped to therapy, isn't it? (Yeah Nat, and you think I'm fncked up!!) Damn I hated that place. (And they thought it would get me to stop cutting...my ass.) Yes, I'm going morbid. Why is it so wrong to be morbid every once in a while?! Maybe some people LIKE being morbid! Maybe some people have a strange fascination with death! Maybe some people have *gasp* -- heaven forbid -- a death wish! And if I feel like talking about it or being morbid in general, then damn it I will be morbid. (Especially because I forget anyone actually reads this until someone says something to me about it lol.)
Fact: I used to cut.
Fact: I am suicidal.
Fact: I am bipolar.
Fact: I am an x-stoner.
Fact: I am fncking insane.
Hey, let's hear a cool story, kids!
One day, a girl was alone, locked into a study/bedroom/storage room with nothing to do while her family went off to drown their own sorrows. She poked around in her suitcase and found a pretty, soft, gray scarf with fringe on the ends. She sat down on the pullout bed and thought about what was going on: Her mom had pretty much left her dad for a while, taken the kids up to grandma's, and then left the girl alone while mom fncked up her life some more. The girl had been wandering apartment halls and hanging out with guys who didn't really give a sh*t about her and only wanted her to fnck them. No one cared about her. The girl started to cry, sitting there on that pullout bed. She took off her necklace, the silver one with the gothic cross on it. She pulled her hair back. Looking back down on the bed, she saw the scarf. She had to do something. She picked up the scarf and wondered how long it would take her to pass out from lack of oxygen.
Turns out, it takes about ten seconds. That girl still has the fncking scar on her forehead. Crescent shaped. Slightly darker than the rest of her skin. Indented. Tiny burn mark at the top.
Wasn't that a nice story? You want another? OK, kids. One more. Then it's bedtime.
Another day, the girl was very sick. She had a fever and kept shivering, but no one paid any attention. Her mom told her to get up out of bed and watch her little brothers while she went to the store for painkillers -- painkillers for her mom. (Her mom was a little sick, too, but in a different way.) The girl fell on the stairs and got a headache. Her littlest brother was crying because he was hungry. She got her brother something to eat and looked in the medicine cabinet for something for her headache. She saw a full box of Triaminic. She slipped the box into her pocket and went to the pantry. She grabbed a box of Goldfish and a glass of milk. Then she went downstairs to her room and started eating the Triaminic tablets like they were candy. After number seventeen, she couldn't take any more. She lay down and almost didn't wake up.
OK, time for bed. Sweet dreams, kids!


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Sunday, November 21, 2004
Fingernail polish ....
Topic: { me }
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Suds in the Bucket -- I forget who sings it
Oh my god. I bought fingernail polish. Blue fingernail polish. BABY BLUE fingernail polish.
That's not the worst of it.
I bought pink lipstick. Yes, you read right, PINK lipstick. Well, more of a peach kind of color, but that's beside the point.
But wait, there's more! My best straight-who's-bi friend and I bought these two lipglosses from Tutti Dolci and we're more or less going to be swapping them back and forth (like we do with just about everything anyway). They're cream and -- *gasp* -- pink. And not to mention sparkly.
What is wrong with me?!
I am now buying makeup. I haven't bought makeup in months. Something is wrong.
I started looking at mags like Cosmo and Seventeen and Teen People. Oh my god I was actually looking at those little purses that seem to be the rage now!! I own like two purses. They could both pass for Army surplus. I was looking at this little cute purse thing that looks like it should be seen on some cheerleader chick's Gucci-clothed shoulder!
I think it's Thanksgiving. See, I'm spending it at my aunt's house. My aunt has this daughter who is like, Preppy with the capital P. Her name's Brittany and she is one of the most snotty, stuck-up, arrogant bitches known to preppy-kind. Every time we're in the same room, she makes fun of the clothes I wear, my hair, my shoes, my makeup, etc.
She's turning me into a prep. Someone help me!
Oh, and Joe is going to be there this year, too. Which is adding to my stress. (He's not the most, how can I say this, socially adept? person in the world. He's totally anti-social. Hates people in general. God save us.) If you knew my family, you would see the disaster this Thanksgiving is going to turn into at this rate.
Maybe I should stay in bed. And watch The Swan.


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Saturday, November 20, 2004
Sick sick sick
Topic: { me }
Mood:  down
Now Playing: The Godfather II on TV
Oh my god this is the worst I have felt in literally years. My head is pounding, has been since Friday morning. I can hardly breathe. I'm on so many drugs I get dizzy when I stand up (you would all think it's hilarious, especially when I walk like some drunk prostitute). I'm not hungry but I feel like I'm starving. I shiver but I break out in a sweat at the same time.
I am not having a good day.
So now I'm sitting here, supposed to be babysitting a six-year-old, but my god I feel like sh*t. I could curl up and die, I feel that awful.
Oh well. I'll get yelled at if I don't play with this kid.


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Thursday, November 18, 2004
All right damn it
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Real Love -- Some country singer
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE COMPUTERS!!!!!!!! I REALLY DO!!!!! Plus I'm already in a sh*tty mood. I can't see my won fncking blog yet again (who cussed this time?) I can't change my avatar on Oasis and AOL is stupid. I hate computers. I'm hungry. I'm tired. I have the godd@amn right to be in a bad mood >:O. As usual any comments please email them to me (nevonahil@lycos.com). Grrr.


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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Fnckin AOL
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Simpsons on TV
Damn it I had a wonderfully funny and disjointed entry all set to post and AOL kicked me off. Piece of sh!t. Fnck Steve Case yo.
Anyway. It involved Beyonce and my ever-shifting sexuality and Kelly and *Josh* and ummm who else .... Eh. It was great. Oh well. (Oh yes, Kelly, if there ever was a chance I'd do it with you, this is the chance. Hint hint. I remember that much.) I'm feeling crazy sexy. And a bit spontaneous. More than a bit LOL.
There is something behind me and now I'm scared to look because I think it's a bug. *shudders* I hate bugs. Or maybe it's a burglar. Oooh, I'd get to use the shotgun! Or maybe the rifle! *eViL grin* Or maybe it's a snake. I hate snakes too. No wait, never mind, it's the washing machine *feels stoopid*
I get paranoid when I'm home alone in the dark damn it! Stop laughing at me!
Damn. I need to get out of the house. I need to go to ... Kelly's house, or Amie's, or possibly Michelle's. I'm in the mood to be all flirty and sh!t. (Amie ... you still got them silk sheets?) Hmmm. Or get someone to come over here. (Michelle, my parents are gone till nine ...)
FnCKIN' CEILING THERE IS SOMETHING IN MY GODD@MN CEILING AND IT'S FnCKIN' SCARING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No never mind it was a ladybug. Excuse my hyperness. Where was I?
Oh yeah. My women (LMAO Jeannie -- my main bitch! Who you callin' a pimpstress now?! What?! LOL) I need a sedative ... One last thing ...
(Yeah *Josh* I started it that time ... *muah*)
Peace byatches!!!!


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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Thanksgiving and Christmas
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Together -- Avril Lavigne
Thanksgiving is next week. AAHH!!! That means going to my aunt's house and staying there all day with nothing to do except hang out with Brittany (although she isn't as bad as she used to be, she used to be real snotty and all) and that's not so fun. Then comes Christmas.
I still don't know what to buy for half my friends. That's pretty bad. (Kelly, I refuse to give you what you want. Just shut up about it. I wasn't exactly thinking straight when that happened and it is NOT happening again. And don't even think about trying to get me drunk again so I'll do it. It won't work.) So yeah. *remembers last December and wonders how half that shit happened in the first place* Oh well. The only holiday I have to worry about is New Year's. But back to Christmas. PEOPLE, TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS!!! Within reason, please. (No, Ashley. I refuse you too. You can apply Kelly's message to "our" ... whatever.) Hmmm. I need to start thinking about which girls I'm gonna hook up with this year ... *gets an eViL grin*
I love Christmas. Now if only I can make it through Thanksgiving.


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Friday, November 12, 2004
If I Post 3 Times
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Page Avenue -- Story of The Year
If I post 3 more times in the next 3 days, I'll have a post for every day for exactly 30 days. I know that sounds odd and off-the-wall and rather obvious, but hey.
Anywaysz. Alfie looks interesting. Very interesting. Or maybe that's Jude Law? LOL!! Naw JL looks hott and sexy. Interesting is a bit different.
I need to quit thinking about summer. Summer was fun while it lasted but it's over now. *tear* I loved summer ... I love summer ... I'll always love summer. Ataris -- Boys of Summer *tear* Yellowcard -- Ocean Avenue *tear* Santana -- Why Don't You and I *tear* I'm getting all sentimental ... *sniff* I should write something "Goodbye."
*changes song* Sidewalks -- Story of The Year
I love Story of The Year. And Yellowcard. And Coheed & Cambria. And the Ataris. And Simple Plan. And Nirvana. And so on and so forth, lol. I'm avoiding what I was going to talk about.
Who saw the O.C. last night? Did anyone else cry? I cried last week, too. I've discovered a disturbing parallel -- I am Marissa. *gasp* Just watch the damn show if you don't know what I'm talking about (I'm going to start taping each episode too so you can borrow them).
On one hand: the yard boy, DJ.
On the other: the semi-social-outcast with a kid on the way, Ryan.
Oy. Oy VAY, I tell you. And you people think I'm confused. Ha.


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Thursday, November 11, 2004
Tired awake happy not happy cold hot hungry not hungry
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Swamped -- Lacuna Coil
F*cking English teacher. F*cking laws. *sings along with Cristina and sound awful* I need a library card.
So. I'm tired and awake. I'm happy and not happy. I'm cold and hot. I'm hungry and not hungry. I'm excited and exhausted. I'm straight and gay. I'm a walking contradiction. The only way this could be more perfect would be if I was actually trans. (Naw, that would just be funny.)
F*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck. I censor so I can check my damn blog. F*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck. If I could, without having serious problems with my parents, I would be screaming my f*cking lungs out because I can't think of what else to do. Well no I could just sleep all weekend but I don't want to do that. There is wayyyyyy too much tension in me to do that anyway. So I'll settle for screaming in my head and drowning out my voices. I think I'm zooming down into another "crisis."
On a side note, I would like to inform the bit of humanity that reads this to know that I'm not this much of a drama queen in person. I'm much more laid back and the person that nothing can get a bad reaction out of.

"Set me free, your heaven's a lie, set me free with your love, set me free."

I've discovered Angel's Punishment. I love that song. That and Aeon. Hell I love most of the album. Except for Daylight Dancer. I dunno, that one irritates me. The Ghost Woman is good. And Entwined. And so on and so forth. Maybe if I focus on small things like this, I won't think and cause problems. Ah ha!
Saturday I might get to see Alfie! Yay! I still haven't seen I heart Huckabees. Or Saw. Damn it I want to see Saw. What else? Flight of the Phoenix. I know there's more. I compile long lists of more movies to see every time I go to the theater. Crap. Well I know there's more.
Saturday. November 13. Anyone know why that day is important? How about October 11? January 26? November 29? January 11? December 13? Anyone?
Oh well. I didn't think so.


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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
In Paaaiiin!!!!!!!!!
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: McDonald's Theme -- TV Commercials
My mouth hurts. My jaw hurts. My face hurts. I leave it up to you to figure out why.
My arm hurts too. Yeah, I "fell up the stairs" again. Jeez. I manage to "hurt myself" way more than anyone I know.
LMAO. I'm watching Friends and Rachel slapped Joey's hand. Have you seen that episode? Where Ross gets extremely tanned on one side and not the other? I love it.
Damn. I'm not high, I know that for sure. I sure feel like it though. Must be all the painkillers. For my "self-inflicted" injuries. I don't like men. (Except *Josh*. I still like you.)


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And the tangled web gets more tangled
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Heaven's A Lie -- Lacuna Coil
I may actually go to church tonight. There's this new youth pastor, and I have to see what he's like. Now shall I go as my cuddly, adorable, angelic side? Or my dark, evil, sullen teenage poet side? I'm leaning toward dark poet. Let's see how he handles THAT. Grr. Lol Kelly stfu.
Just when I think I've made up my f*cking mind, something happens to change it. To be totally honest, I was going to break up with *Josh* today. But... but... and... F*ck it. I know most of you are telling me that I shouldn't have gotten into this relationship in the first place and I realize that it's my fault (mostly). But... but... and...
I need to fall off a cliff and rid everyone of their problems. I bet life would be so much easier if I wasn't involved, wouldn't it? And yet I entertain you....

"Can't you take me away from your lies?"


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Tuesday, November 9, 2004
Goddamn Parental Controls on AOL
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Comalies -- Lacuna Coil
Just out of the shower, feeling good, smelling nice lol. I do hate Parental Controls though. If anyone posted a comment from last night, please e-mail it to me because I can't view my own blog anymore, due to my excessive swearing last night.
I feel slightly bad about totally going off like that (oh god maybe I am a nice person!!!). I know that some of you are just "trying to help" and maybe it wasn't fair of me to yell at one or two of you. (Ice, you and Scott most definitely deserved it though.) But with everyone combined on this one spot in my life, it's getting to be a bit much. I'm feeling forced into a decision and if I'm forced into something then it won't turn out well. Now I apologize for screaming my ass off, but I meant most of what I said.
Now I'm going to figure out a way to get to my blasted blog to check for comments. (I know some people who won't e-mail their comments to me if they posted in the first place.)


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Monday, November 8, 2004
Fucking Relationships
Mood:  don't ask
OK. Let me get one thing straight. I'm not going to do something just because everyone's telling me to. Nat, Kelly, Amie, John, Scott, Alex, Erika, Ashley, Ice, Olivia, and Holly, that means you.
I have had enough of everyone I know telling me what to think, how to act, who to talk to, when to do what, etc. I've had enough of everyone else running my freaking life.
Yes, I know that I'm in a fucked-up spot now. I'm going to fix it.
Amie and Kelly, I'm especially pissed off at you. I don't give a fucking rat's ass about the way you two figure shit like this out. Ice and Scott, it is NOT a competition, quit "keeping score". Nat, don't fucking get me started. Olivia, no, I am not going to swear off men. Get over it. Alex, give me back my CDs and maybe I'll quit hanging up on you.
Honestly, it's none of your business for half of you. More than half of you. Fuck off. I'm tired of hearing everyone's shit and then being told to do the exact same things you all did to get in your shitty situations.
No more fucking advice. Shut up, John. Shut up, Ashley. Just shut up. It only concerns three people. Those three know who they are and if you aren't one of them, then back off.


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Mexicans
Topic: { me }
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Until The Day I Die -- Story Of The Year
Why do the Mexicans stalk me?
Why?
Is there something about me that screams, "Sexy little Mexican magnet"?? I don't understand.
OK, so I was in the grocery store with my best "straight" friend (whom we all know is bi) and there were these three Mexican dudes staring at me. They followed me all around the damn store, grinning and doing that weird wink thing that guys at construction sites do. It was actually kind of funny. Tad unnerving, but funny.
Went to the mall, saw Joe at work. It was funny, he didn't see me until I walked up behind him and said "guess who." Then he jumped and was all, "OMG I didn't see you!" It was great.
Now I'm off to do more English. And to check my goddamn sched. for next sem.


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Sunday, November 7, 2004
I'm Home, Did You Miss Me?
Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Damn Kelly Clarkson
Yeah basically I'm home and I'm in a huge rush to get my homework done (damn Mrs. Smith). Jooooosh, did you do your hooooomework??? Lol. I hate English homework. How am I supposed to do an argument on something I know nothing about?? I'm not smart, people!! Until Friday night, I didn't even know what mandatory sentencing meant!! Bah.
And I have the hiccups. So yes, off to check my hate mail (the last nonhetero Republican, BUSH TILL I DIE!!!).


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