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Friday, February 4, 2005
Shopping etc.
Topic: [ [ stuff ] ]
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Jump -- Simple Plan
Well, going to the mall made me feel a bit better. I finally got my satin hi-tops!! And my black club pants. Yay for me! And I have a new set of steel earrings along with a Converse tee. But eh. I still feel a bit crappy.

I dunno. Maybe it's knowing that Ashley is doing her best to tear my life apart. Maybe it's my parents fighting. Maybe it's nothing at all. I just feel rather down.

There's no one there to listen to me. Not really listen. Even if there was someone, I doubt I could really talk to them. I don't even know what I would say if someone really listened to me. I could tell how I feel cold and lonely and isolated. I could complain about life. I could rant about my parents. I dunno. Everything feels negative now. Whoever would listen to me would only get depressed anyway. No one likes to listen to someone else's problems.


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Friday, February 4, 2005 - 8:55 PM EST

Name: Josh

You know that I would listen to you if you talked to me.
I know that you're depressed, and it hurts to see you sad, but it's okay.
I'm here for you.

Saturday, February 5, 2005 - 9:36 AM EST

Name: ashley

no no, she's right. no one wants to listen to her stupid problems. all she does is ruin lives and brings everyone down and who wants to hang out with someone like that?? no one. the reason she feels alone is because she IS. no one cares about her. her parents hate her and she doesn't have any friends anymore. everyone who knows her wishes she was dead. she would be better off that way, don't you think??? btw, josh, can i email you? there's some stuff i need to tell you about her and i don't think it's a good idea to tell it on her blog. it's not nice.

Saturday, February 5, 2005 - 11:44 AM EST

Name: Josh

I don't think you should e-mail me.
I love Diana, and I'll respect her decision to refrain from me contacting you.

Saturday, February 5, 2005 - 12:59 PM EST

Name: Erika

I really don't think there's anything that you could tell Josh.

I bet it's just a bunch of BS anyway!