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Mood:
Now Playing: Various stuff, I'm looking for new artists
No longer as self-hating.
Got to go to the library and get all my forms and crap to fill out. Got my work permit. The only thing that's giving me trouble is the blasted checking account. When I get paid, it gets direct deposited, which is being a pain because my parents have issues with my having a checking account. {Why? God knows.}
Now I'm sitting here in layers of chenille thinking about tomorrow. With any luck at all, I'll have all the blasted forms filled out and I'll have my checking account and I can go find out when I'm working. Until then {and this is the part I'm looking forward to}, I can lay on the couch in my new cami with my hair up and watch Smallville. I'd rather it be Gilmore Girls, but oh well. I get to not deal with anything. My dad won't be home. It'll be relatively quiet. Since it's raining, it would be nice if my mom would let me start a fire downstairs so it's not like the freaking Arctic, but no. Oh well.
Grr. I want to talk but apparently I don't have anything to say. As usual. See, this is why no one listens: I'm quiet all the time. Why am I quiet all the time? Because no one listens. This is a losing circle. Fuck. Now I feel like shyt. I don't want to talk anymore. Everything I say just sounds like some typical teen with issues that aren't really important anyway. I can't do anything right.
Fuck you people who come up with stereotypes!!