Topic: nothiing iin partiicular
Mood:
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Grr and darn it I hate Xmas shopping!! There is no place for me to hide in my house. I'm tired of my room. (Plus it's full of smoke.) I'm bored. I'm restless. Grr and darn it!
The OC is on tonight. Two-hour special. I so don't feel like going to Best Buy. *groans* Blah. I want to sleep until tomorrow. I want -- oh god here we go again. I want. I want. I'm so selfish. Grr.
May as well say it. I feel like cutting. No worries, I won't. But that's how I feel. I hate my parents. Well, I would, if I had the energy to. I hate it when I feel this way. Especially because everyone writes it off as "being a teenager." That's not it, people. Those of you who know me well know that I'm f*ing bipolar.
All I want to do is sleep. And sleep. And sleep some more. Unfortunately, I also want to do something, move around, be awake. I need something to do. Three or four months ago, when I felt like this, I'd cut. (This is December. I stopped again in October. Yeah, three months. Wow.)
Grr and darn it.