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Now Playing: Losing Grip -- Avril Lavigne
All right damn it, this calls for a rant.
It's not fair. Guess who calls me today and cusses me out for leaving him? For f***ing LYING to him? For being the selfish b***h I always told him I was? He tried to make me feel GUILTY FOR GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. That is NOT f***ing cool. He tried to say that it was wrong for me to leave him.
He cussed ME out for not being happy with him anymore.
I swear. OK, first off, the s*** I told him when we were dating, I meant then. How was I supposed to know that any of this would happen? How is any of that a f***ing lie? How is my telling him that I was, was happy with him a lie? I WAS happy. S*** changed. S*** happens.
How did I lie?
And he was angry with me because I wasn't in tears over the fact that I wasn't dating him anymore. GRRRRRRRR. I told him I was over it. I told him I did have a little bit when I cried about it. But damn it, I got over it. (It helped that there was someone there for me when it was over. *muah* I miss you.) He's still upset with ME. Where does he get off calling me up and telling me I'M the f***ing villain?!
I do not need this right now. I was so f***ing pissed. I screamed till I was hoarse. If he dares to call me again (or come to my house and cuss me out in person) I will f***ing kill him. Where does he get off?! He doesn't own me!
Needless to say, this has really made me upset. I can't believe this. This is ridiculous. He needs to get the f*** over me already. I moved on. Why can't he let me go, damnit?
Oh yes, other side items: I'm going to church tonight for the first time in years. My mom knows about me and Josh. The rest of the family knows about me and the psycho *coughJoecough* (I don't want to say his name). My paper went off pretty well. Oh oh Josh got me this absolutely beautiful butterfly necklace!! It's really big, on this silver chain and the wings move and it's awesome!
So yeah ... I can't really think of anything else ... I'm still mad ...