Topic: * my man *
Mood:
Now Playing: Whiskey Lullaby -- Brad Paisley and some chick
OK. I didn't break up with him. I had every intention of doing so last night but I cried so much I couldn't say anything. And then he said all those things that made me feel so much better and I cried some more and I'm happy with him now. Ironically enough, when I think about last night I can honestly say I love him.
So that's all right now. All I have to worry about now is midterms and Thursday and Friday. My mom is being a bitch about every little thing and it's driving me up the f*ckin wall!! So I'm trying to ask if my boyfriend can come over on Thursday and she's like, "I think you have a dennnntist appointment." So I check, and the appointment is for Friday, which sucks because I want to go to the movies with a friend, and I tell her that no, I see the dentist Friday not Thursday. She goes, "Wellllllll.... I don't know yet." I was so mad.
We got the CSM catalogue thing and my mom has decided that I absolutely NEED to take English and math again. Naturally, I don't think this is the case. I want to take Pysch and some Theatre and I'm not sure what else yet. But nooooo. Once again, my controlling mother has ruined it for me.
I think I'm getting over Stephanie. Wow. And I haven't made a complete fool of myself in front of her yet! I think I'm making progress! Or maybe I'm getting shyer. Oh well. I need a gay guy best friend. Alex never spends any time with me anymore. Any volunteers? I've got a dyke best friend (Shani), a straight guy best friend, and a straight girl best friend. See Shani, I talk about you!
OK, I should go study. Peace.