< March 15th 2004 >
Party here, party there...
Yeah so this year so far has been pretty cool, unlike the ending of last year which as everyone on here saw sucked major ass. I got my things sorted, well sort of. I still don't care about school but now I don't care about not caring :-P (there's complex for you Tina). Tomorrow there's a maths test which I'll fail even if I study so I figured why bother? I'll try and if I fail, fuck it ;).
With the start of this year I took up hanging with my friends again instead of sitting here and writing this shit though I'm here now because I chose to come home, I no longer live in my own home of a weekend and instead live with a friend partying of a Friday night with friends and ladies (though not getting drunk because football practice drunk is sooooooo not funny). Then Saturday the same except this time we make up for not drinking Friday and drinking until we can drink no more, Andy's a real weirdo and I hope he doesn't wear the thong this week like he said he was going to for the girls, or I'ma be A) running for my life B) throwing up or C) both!
During this year so far I've joined an American football team... In England :P, I'm a center, pretty cool position for hitting people and running with the ball, first tournament, in fact first match that I've played in, in 2 weeks and I ain't nervous at all, well maybe a little seeing as the team has been together maybe a month and we're going against the top teams in the country and expected to keep the high rating of the team, woo pressure just what the doctor ordered. By the way I didn't follow things up with Laura #1 the next door neighbour but decided to move onto some new targets ;) who I met through chilling with my friends. Laura #2 Laura #3, Gemma, Carly, Kate, Jade, Becki etc...
So many boobs so little time right Tina?
Oh me just remembered, my big dude Ben gets a car soon and I get some fire arms, can yall say boom? woo hoo, gonna be screamin' and bitchin and pleading :) though most of it will be Kevin for his fat girls :P (had to do it man).
Contemplating if I play well in the first match away from home and fill my job if I get my matches recorded and send the tape to an american university could I get a scholarship, oh, even better Canadian uni so I can get nearer Tiny Tina! :P. Canada too peaceful anyways, by the way before I go I'll tell Tiago to stop sucking up to whoever he found on messenger now, Tolga to put down that AK and step away from the hostages, Zack to get the hell back to bed before his ma gets the waffle iron. And Chrissy to get her finger away from there it's an exit hole only! :O

Peace

Heres a convo from a while ago with me and Zack playin wid some dudes head
 

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Only God Can Judge Me - Tupac Shakur

Perhaps I was blind to the facts, stabbed in the back
I couldn't trust my own homies just a bunch a dirty rats
Will I, succeed, paranoid from the weed
And hocus pocus try to focus but I can't see
And in my mind I'ma blind man doin time
Look to my future cause my past, is all behind me
Is it a crime, to fight, for what is mine?
Everybody's dyin tell me what's the use of tryin
I've been Trapped since birth, cautious, cause I'm cursed
And fantasies of my family, in a hearse
And they say it's the white man I should fear
But, it's my own kind doin all the killin here
I can't lie, ain't no love for the other side
Jealousy inside, make em wish I died
Oh my Lord, tell me what I'm livin for
Everybody's droppin got me knockin on heaven's door
And all my memories, of seein brothers bleed
And everybody grieves, but still nobody sees
Recollect your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix
Cause the media is full of dirty tricks
Only God can judge me
 

Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies
[chorus]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
[chorus]
Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
[chorus]
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.