Mood: irritated
wow, its been a long time since i wrote to you. lots of things have happened since april.
i turned 18 on the 5th may and i got engaged to chris! i also have a great job now working in a nursery which i love!
i have written for ages cos i just havent known what to say. its all a bit mixed up in my head and i dont know what to express first.
i want to leave the sally army. i dont like it, i never have done really but i tried to get involved again after jay and elizabeth left but i cant do it. i did it for chris more than me but i cant keep pretending anymore, i have to finish with it. religion and stuff has made me go insane, i cant even think straight anymore. im tired all the time and irritated by everything. i cry all the time to, when people cant hear me and this aint good. im really not happy anymore, i want to be happy again.