Mood:  happy
Now Playing: ICP-Toxic Love
Topic: idk...Just Happy
Its October mutha fuckas!! The best fuckin' month of the year, and ya know why? Halloween bitch!! 30 more days!! Im gunna be havin' a countdown on my page. With all the shit thats been goin' on I'm just fuckin' happy today...for no reason...just happy. Nothin' happened on Friday, just the same boring shit. I watched Dane Cook and Denis Leary on Comedy Central. They are fuckin' funny as hell! My mom is off to Menards so I got the house to myself. It's nice not havin' to hear them both bitchin' all the time. Well...I'm out!
lil Emma

Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Heaven(Candle Light Version)-Dj Sammy and Yanou
Topic: ...
I'm too fucking depressed to talk about it, but it's all Jake.

Now Playing: don't wanna miss a thing-aerosmith
Topic: ...
I think Jake is like angry at me or something because he doesnt seem to want to talk to me. Hannah said that she thought something was bothering him, but I dont know. I will talk to him tomorrow. Nothing interesting really happened today to talk about. Hannah's b/f didnt call like he said he would and she is really sad about that. I'm happy that at least I get to see my b/f. I really hope that he calls you sometime Hannah, and I really hope that you feel better. I dont know why, but I feel really lonely and sad right now. Oh well, nothing else really to talk about...
lil Emma

My Mom is a Meanie
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria-Welcome Home
Topic: Blah...
I'm so bored I'm going blind. Today is Home Coming, and I'm not going. That isen't really a bad thing, but it also ain't a good thing, either. I didn't want to come to my dads this weekend, but my mom said I could only skip if I told them ahead of time. That is so bull! Jake said that he might be staying the night at Kyle's house tonight. When he is at Kyles is like the only time I get to see him. I was kinda hoping that maybe Jake could come over after school sometimes, so we can hang out some. Linda will be home anyway. He could just walk home with me and when my mom got home at six we could take him home. I bet, with my luck, either Linda will say she doesnt want to watch us or Jakes mom will say no. I can only hope. I came with a comback for "You wish", although it only will work on Jake! If I ever say "fuck you", he will say "You wish". Then I say "Like you wouldnt let me". I'm so happy I came up with that, 'cause he always wins arguments. Well, that all for now!^_^
lil Emma

Today was f-ing bad!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: I don't know or care...
Topic: OMFG!
Today wasn't that great...School was ok, but after, it sucked. First, I go to Kyle's house to hang out with him and Jake. It was cool until Jakes mom called. She said that he had to come home because it was supposed to storm something fierce. So Jake went home, and I went home. Then Lynnette calls me and says that she and Doni got in a fight, and now she can't find him. That nobody knows where he is. So, I go wait outside for about an hour...then I call Netty at about eight. She says they found him and everything is ok. So I start yelling at Doni over the phone that I was so fucking worried and so fucking mad at him. I don't know what he said, because I wasn't listening. I was too pissed off. He then put Netty on the line and she tried to make me feel better, but it didn't work. I'm still frickin' pissed and I don't know when I'm going to forgive him. I will when I fucking want too...when I think he deserves to be forgiven! Well, I'm tiered, and talking to my friends.
lil Emma

I'm not single no more!
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Bloody Bitch-ICP
Topic: Weeeeeee!
Im so happy! I finally got the courage to ask Jake out! You know what he said...of course you do...he said yes! Today just went from bad to good so fast. Nothing else interesting really happened, other than that. I'm really happy for Hannah...she gets to go to homecoming with the guy she likes! We were really worried that the school wouldn't get the form on time. I really hope that he asks her out...or she asks him out. Zach, if your reading this, you better be nice or your going down to hell and back! I'm very protective of Hannah. She is like my little sister, and if you break her, then I will break you! I'm also kinda nervous about Netty...she was contemplating suicide last night when Doni didn't call her till like 3 hours after he said he would. She was so worried, even I was about to cry. She also had to babysit and was so stressed. I hate people who commit suicide. If you commit suicide then you are the most selfish person on the fucking Earth. I say that because all you are doing is thinking of yourself and not of anyone around you that you will hurt in the process.
lil Emma