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Mood:  on fire
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ok when im on fire its either in really fucking happy or about to kill. you be the jugde. anyways life is going in wierd ways. everytime i figure it out and think i know the answer it take a twist. im talking to jennifer again but cause she left her man.(no comment about that) lets see if we can be good friends again. yessenia u know i didn't mean calling u jessica it was a mistake and u know i love u girl. lol and yea u do make a good looking couple wit jose (i spelled it right ok) and i wish u two the best cause he's a good guy. well as for me im tired of all the half truths so fuck it. i wont care no more and as for jello FUCK YOU i dont care anymore i never liked him never will. mari best of luck (your going to need it) i know its wrong for me to do shit like that but who cares. being a good guy all the time isn't no fun. maria and tony hope u two last and laz and marilyn shit i got nothing to say u know i wish u two more years to come. shit im starting to see that im not wit someone when most of my friends are. fuck this happens for fearing the worse. fuck it next time i like someone head first and worry about the losses later. and marilyn i know marla is an impossible goal but i have a right to dream from time to time. now most people have been saying im being weak for talking to mari but if u look doesn't that make me strong cause ive stood by my words and when i see her wit her man doesn't that make me strong cause i dont snap. i dont care anymore on who says wat about who. im 16 not 61 i need to enjoy myself and i think its time for me to. and vani your hot too. lol i know in the past ive said a kind heart is worthless in this world but fuck it my heart is stronger than anyone eles and hell im not weak. ive open my eyes and see the truth im just a kid i cant do it all my self and i cant help the world. wat i can do is help my friends and help myself. laters for now.