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yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i just dont get a break in life or maybe i just dont take the breaks when they come. either or damn. i got to stop being so fucking blind. anyways my bday past on thursday and it was ok i got my punches. pain lots of pain i didn't get much but lots of hugs and saying happy bday. but my mind wasn't on the bday it was on other things. wondering on weither or not i can give up on people i care for or not. most of my friends say fuck her and let her be but y is it that i dont wanna. everyone bitched at her but i listened to her. does that make me weak. or a loser. lol. i dont know if i should listen to wat my mind says and let her be or listen to something eles that i havent heard from in so long and im wondering on wat it is. it keeps saying dont let her go. you cant lose her.....dont. and since marla doesn't have this site, she is hot!!!!!!!! lol had to do it. back to the subject wat should i do lose her or not i dunno only time will tell on that.