thoughts
Mood:  on fire
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u know when u have those moments when u wish u could go back and change everything....im there yet again. but no tears this time...no sorrow...ive burned my burdens and let it go. no more of being blind. i guess i should had listen to everyone but this is wat happens when i try to do it alone. oh well. enough of dwelling on the past. i guess there is something ive done in the past that gets me to go through all this shit. fuck it. no one should dwell in the past u never get anywhere. and i want a job im going to try somewhere eles. fuck it. and im sorry to everyone for not listening. you were all right. lol now on more happier news my lil sis is growing and looks more beautiful everyday. soon i will go back to the gym and try to destroy myself in there. i dont got much to say and i got alot in my mind take care all.