-wHat eVer U WanNa CalL iT-
we've been through mad different phases like mazes,
to find our way,
and now we know that happy days are not far away,
if were strong enough we`ll live long enough to see our kids,
doing something more constructive with our time than bids,
we kno because weve been there,
now we sit back & look at what it took for us to get there,
first came the WHOO...the dramma w/our mammas,
they got on some fly shit,
til brenda split,
and now we say were gunna be that seed,
that dosent need much to succeed,
strapped w/mad greed and a heart that dosent bleed,
were ready for the world,
or at leat we thought we was,
laughin...when we caught a buzz,
for thinkin about how lost we was,
going to fast it wouldnt last,
but yo we couldnt tell,
stealin `n gettin wasted,
prepare our asses for jail,
they put us in a situation forcin us to be a women,
when we were just learnin to stand without a helpin hand,
Damn,was it our fault,or somethin we did,
back on the scene at 15&16 with a scheme,
to get more cream than we`d ever seen in a dream,
and by all means we will be living high off the love,
and we never gave a shit about much than our plans,
thats the only shit we had offerd our last,
just another little...headed nowhere fast,
that aint the half,it gets worse as we get older,
actions become bolder heart got colder,
chip on our shoulders that we dared to touch,
didnt need a click cause we scared that much,
One deep went to for kicks,
catchin' shit throwing' bricks gettin by being slick,
used to get high just to get by,
in the mornin before we get fly,
we ate somethin',a couple of stupid guys made us hate somethin',
we did some stuff,now were ready to take somethin,
3 years earlier we showed signs of stress,
didnt keep our hair done,or give a fuck how we dressed,
were possessed by the darker side livin the cruddy life,
so we get back lookin' tight slick again,
fake ''WHAT!'' jump back on again,
nothin' but love for those that know how we feel,
& much respect to everyone who kept it real,
be strong and keep from doin' wrong,
and to eachoter who stuck through,
all the bullshit youll get yours because its due

*best MeMoRiEs anyone could imagine*
1)Making potions
2)Swinging in the backyard
3)Climbing the tree
4)Stealing eggs outta the birds nests
5)Walking around at night (scarecrow;) )
6)Cacthing golfers
7)Spying
8)Talkin MAD shit about everyone
9)Smokin...eating EVERYTHING in the house
10)Gettin wasted...crazyness
11)Sneakin out
12)egging/t.p.ing cars
13)Sneakin in the attic
14)Riding in the backseat on a police car laughing the whole way to the police station :x
15)Climbing the rock
16)Stealing ''the moon'' and mushroom and painting it
17)Taking showers in our swim suits
18)Fucking w/peggy and scaring her pig...im mean dog
19)Going to church and running from the teachers
20)Fighting w/pyscho grannys kids across the alley
21)Hide `n seek
22)Lil lady on the roof
23)Ean...fun but eww...enough said ;)
24)Going outta town w/ur dad to soccer games
25)hiding behind a porta potty from those girls
26)Stealing the van to lees
27)Frog hunting w/ur dad when he went fishin
28)Attempting to RUINE shanes car..which we will! ..SOMETIME haha
29)Haveing gym together
30)nameing everyone in our school w/mean names :)
31)calling the radio station...81ST B-DAY!!!!
32)Sneaking into centrals f-ball game in the bathroom
MANY MANY MORE...AND MORE TO COME :)

Perfect song for us two girls
When we were young and our parents had problems,we wouldnt have cared to been kicked out on the streets,though back at the time we always seen eachothers face,and no other person that can take eachothers place,skippin skool,afraid to go home,with the big-boys breakin' all the rules,shed tears with eachother,over the years we were bad and heartless lil kids,and even tho we had different daddys,the same drama when things went wrong we blamed mamma,and who would think in elementary,hey! i see the pendatentary,one day gettin in trouble with the po-lice,thats rite,mamma caught us put a whoppin to our backsides,we always was commited 2 poor lil girls...tell me how we did it? there wasnt anyone to tell us it wasnt fair...no love from our daddys cause the cowards wasnt there,they moved out and we barley cried,cause our anger wouldnt let us feel for a stranger,they say were young and were heart-less but all the time we were lookin for a father..he was gone,we hung around with the thugs,but even though they mighta sold drugs,they showed us love,and when we were low u said u were there for me,and we never left eachother alone cause u say u care for me,and i can see us goin inside late,in the kitchen tryin' to fix us a hot plate,we were just workin with the straps we were given,and we ate every left-over from thanks-givin,but than the road got rough over long our moms tryin to raise two bad kids on there own,and theres no way we could pay them back,but our plan was to show them we understand,and when it seemed we were hopeless we said the words that would keep eachother back in foucus,when we were sad theres no limit to the nice things we did,and all our childhood memories are filled with the sweet things u did for you and me, and even though we act CRAZY we thank the lord that he made ''brenda and ashley'' theres no way we could express how we feel,never kept secrets,always stayed real,i wish i could take the pain away,if we could make it through these nights withought eachother,theres a brighter day,everything will be alrite,its a struggle everyday we HOLD ON everday gotta roll on