xx Thursday, 16th January xx

today wasn't much better really, i felt really down...tom cheered me up a bit in biology, he's on my side *grin* lol nah...but he agrees with me too...i can't believe how he has turned against us like he has, so suddenly...wot he said to james was unforgivable, if i was there when he said it i woulda slapped him one...it's no wonder james hates him now...he doesn't realise what he's done to me, i can't eat or sleep because i get myself so worked up about it and i feel sick if someone mentions his name...i didn't enjoy yesterday evening much because i was so upset, it's stupid i know but i can't help it...i just hate him so much... :'( oh well...geez lunchtime was interesting today lol we were acting like big kids :D my team lost tho :-\ well, me n james :P geez year 11 n we were worse than the yr 7s lol got my interview tomorrow, i'm kinda worried about it, i've never had an interview before n if i don't get in, i don't know what i'll do :-\ hmm...not really the best of times to have it what with everything else that's going on...oh well, we'll see :) aerobics was gr8 hehe caroline's mad! she's really nice though :) god i love christo so much!!!! i feel so much closer to him recently, he's so perfect, i am the luckiest girl n the world, i really am <3 i miss him loads though...but i can't wait till i see him next :D he's just so..!!! i can't explain it lol *happy!!!!!* okis..i will stop here coz i got a looooong email to read..! xxxx

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