Neurotica
Haven't posted here in awhile, haven't really posted anywhere in awhile. Now that I think of it I was being a bit melodramatic in the last entry, it wasn't that bad. There's still no new ER slash...I WANT SLASH NNNNNNNOOOOOWWWWWW!!!!!! *twists head all the way around and spits fire* RRRRAAAAAWWWWRRRRR!!!!!! Lalala...out.
I have decided that I hate math class with a fiery passion. I dislike almost everyone in my class, especially that one person who used to be my best friend. Yeah Bethany, I'm sure that I'm the immature one when you're the one saying "I don't want to get the pencil" when it fell near my desk lazy, homophobic bitch. She should just admit that she doesn't want to be my friend because she knows I'm a lesbian but she's not going to because it'll make her look bad(that's why she never gives anyone a specific answer when they ask her why she hates me so much.) I don't really care because she wasn't a good friend anyway, she always called me an idiot...yeah I'm the idiot, you the one who thinks that a rectangle is an equilateral and that the word penguin is spelled "pingiune." Please do not to tell her I said any of this, I just need to vent and plus I feel that I got a little carried away with the entry. I'm pissed about math class because of that and because some people who were sitting behind me were making fun of lesbians. Grrr...I don't know, do I have a right to be mad about this or am I blowing it way out of proportion?
I found new ER slash...joy! *drools*
My personality is rated 28.
What is yours?Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
...I don't think that I'm constantly the center of attention...why would I be?
Can't think of anything to say. Had some interesting dreams...hehehe^o^...danced around my room after I took a shower while using my blanket as a toga(it can also be used as a strapless evening gown.) And I downloaded some music...need more but kazaa is being a cunt. Wheee...my mom read my tarot cards, it was a very good reading indeed...lots of good cards. I have a rainbow necklace...yay for pride!
So I told Padma that I'm a lesbian...she wouldn't stop saying that I liked a certain guy so I got pissed and told her that I was a lesbian. She said that she's going to tell everyone, I'll have to kill her if she tells anyone, anyone want to help?(I don't literally mean kill her, if I did I wouldn't be writing about it.)
I had a dream I made a huge gash on my leg and it bled everywhere...the weird thing was it didn't hurt(emotionally it didn't.) I think the dream happened Sunday morning but I don't really remember, it felt so real that it could have actually happened. I checked my legs, don't worry it didn't. In math I wrote some more poems, I liked the way I did the first one I wrote more than the second. Also, I drew a picture of an angel...a naked one. The angel doesn't really have a gender, those parts are covered up(I actually meant to do that, I'm not one to censor myself.)
Very interesting horoscope for tomorrow:
Wed Jan 15: Intuitive Moon
The intuitive Moon and intense Pluto oppose each other today, making for emotional fireworks. If what you really want is an intense, passionate encounter, speak up. You'll be dealing with a strong compulsive energy in relationships for years to come as Pluto transits your seventh house of marriage and partnerships. May as well face the dark and deal with it. Advantageous colours are brick red and gold. Lucky numbers are 19 and 28.Mmmmm...passionate encouter, that sounds nice, nice as in fucking fantabulous...wait, is fantabulous even a word? You know, I'd really like to get my first kiss before I become a senior citizen...I'm being impatient, Gemini's can be impatient. I wish I could drive...then I could go find me some lesbians.
I
really need someone to talk to, I'm fucking serious...dammit I'm hyperventilating again...

I get my kicks above the waistline, sunshine!