And I wrote this letter in my head/ 'Cuz so many things were left unsaid/ but now you're gone/ And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance/ To make you understand
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I'd do anything/ Just to hold you in my arms/ To try to make you laugh/ Somehow I can't put you in the past/ I'd do anything/ Just to fall asleep with you/ Will you remember me?/ 'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules/ Dreaming of droping out of school/ And leave this place/ to never come back
So now maybe after all these years/ If you miss me have no fear/ I'll be here/ I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand/ And I just can't let you leave me once again
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I close my eyes/ And all I see is you/ I close my eyes/ I try to sleep I can't forget you/ nanana (...) And I'd do anything for you
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(When this began) I had nothing to say/ And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me/ (I was confused) And I let it all out to find/ That I’m not the only person with these things in mind/ (Inside of me) But all that they can see the words revealed/ Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel/ (Nothing to lose) Just stuck, hollow and alone/ And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own/
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real/ I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long/ (Erase all the pain till it’s gone/) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real/ I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along/ Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say/ I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face/ (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find/ That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind/ (So what am I) What do I have but negativity/ ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me/ (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone/ And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
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I will never know myself until I do this on my own/ And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed/ I will never be anything till I break away from me/ I will break away, I'll find myself today
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong/ I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong/ Somewhere I belong
Go, go, go, go/ Go, go, go shawty/ It's your birthday/ We gon' party like it's yo birthday/ We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday/ And you know we don't give a fuck/ It's not your birthday!
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You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub/ Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs/ I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love/ So come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed
When I pull out up front, you see the Benz on dubs/ When I roll 20 deep, it's 20 knives in the club/ Niggas heard I fuck with Dre, now they wanna show me love/ When you sell like Eminem, and the hoes they wanna fuck/ But homie ain't nothing change hoes down, G's up/ I see Xzibit in the cut nigga roll that weed up/ If you watch how I move you'll mistake me for a playa or pimp/ Been hit wit a few shells but I dont walk wit a limp/ In the hood then the ladies saying "50 you hot"/ They like me, I want them to love me like they love 'Pac/ But holla in New York them niggas'll tell ya im loco/ And the plan is to put the rap game in a choke hold/ I'm feelin' focused man, my money on my mind/ I got a mill out the deal and I'm still on the grind/ Now shawty said she feeling my style, she feeling my flow/ Her girlfriend wanna get bi and they ready to go
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My flow, my show brought me the doe/ That bought me all my fancy things/ My crib, my cars, my pools, my jewels/ Look nigga I done came up and I ain't changed
And you should love it, way more then you hate it/ Nigga you mad? I thought that you'd be happy I made it/ I'm that cat by the bar toasting to the good life/ You that faggot ass nigga trying to pull me back right?/ When my junk get to pumpin in the club it's on/ I wink my eye at ya bitch, if she smiles she gone/ If the roof on fire, let the motherfucker burn/ If you talking bout money homie, I ain't concerned/ I'm a tell you what Banks told me cause go 'head switch the style up/ If the niggas hate then let 'em hate/ Watch the money pile up/ Or we go upside there wit a bottle of bub/ You know where we fucking be
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