Mental stability
Mood:  sad
How much of our mood is created by perception and how much is based on reality.
I am afraid that as much as I try to be a caring and loving person, I can't cut it.
I'm just not sufficient to the task of becoming the person I want to be. I'm irrational and judge mental. This is ludicrous as I'm one of the strangest people I know. I should be the last one to judge anyone, yet I do. Makes you think that in our little bubble of the world it is so important what goes on around our bubbles and those we come in contact with. I keep hoping that as I try to improve myself that I will become the person that I would like to be. I may achieve this some day but for now it seems impossible.