My testimony
Hello again, this is Shane-Edward-Lee, from Shane Lee ministries @ www.shane-lee-ministries.org {:-.D} and instead of trying to make you feel guilty for not coming to Jesus, I will instead tell you what Jesus brought me through, and give you the oppertunity to see for yourself, that Jesus can help you to not sin, and to also live a fun and happy life.
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One of the reasons that religious people hide the truth is because they don't trust you that you can handle it.
I was brought up in and around Savannah Georgia.
I sometimes got into trouble, like at age 3 I caught my bed on fire, because my mom and dad smoked, and I got ahold of a matchbook, and struck the match and caught my mattress on fire, as it got hotter I knew that I was in danger, so went and got my mom, and showed her the match, and said, Moma, burn, and she said, yes, Shane that will burn you, and I said, no moma, burn, and showed her that I had caught my mattress on fire, and she was able to get someone, and put out the fire.
Lucifer tells you that you can do whatever you want, because God loves you, but God tells you that you can't do whatever you want, because Lucifer doesn't love you, and wants you to sin, and knows that I won't sin in my own human form, and it does it so that he doesn't have to serve you, and be an example for you to live a good life, and then wants to condemn you to hell for your transgression, which was his fault in the first place, and if he had never sinned himself, you wouldn't be tempted to sin either, but you, because I don't sin, you can't use him as an excuse either, says the Eternal Spirit.
If I say I love you, but have sex with your girlfriend, fiancee, or wife behind your back, and try to kill you if you have sex with mine, then I don't really love you, and am being selfish, and coveting 2 women, and am trying to kill you to get your wife, but if I love you I will leave you and your wife alone, and to work on your own relationship with your wife, because you aren't loving her right, but will instead of trying to steal her from you, stay with my wife and work on our relationship.
That is why God/Goddess wants you with one woman, unless you want to take care of a bunch of children, and pay childsupport forever.
Don't give me $100.00 or $1,000.00, or as much money as you got to take my woman's virginity, or to sleep with my wife once, because if you get her pregnant, you owe me more than that, you owe me a child with your wife, or child support, or both, because of an eye for an eye, so if you have a child with my wife I get a child with your wife, or it is better to seek your wife, and I seek mine, and not practice immorality, or promiscuous sex, though I forgive my wife, I don't want her to be with you in the first place, and if there is something wrong in our relationship, I would try to work it out, but if it doesn't will divorce her, but as long as we are together we are married, and if we break up, I will let her go, but if we stay togther, I will treat her the best that I can, but I am to marry a virgin, and only a virgin from her virginity, though if a man has sex with a virgin he is to endow her to be his wife, Ex. 22:16, and you are not to add to or take away from anything that is written in the law Deut. 12:32, and if later on she wants a divorce I will give it to her, but if she wants to stay together, I will stay with her forever, in the Lord's will as well, because I am not saying I will, based upon myself, but I will based upon the scriptures and Yahvahhevahiy Yahuwshuwa.
I know that I can behave myself, but I am around crazy people who don't want to love, and want to do whatever they want to do, because they think that the Gods are good and evil, when that isn't true, the angels are good, and the demons are good and evil, or fallen angels, or fallen Gods, but the real Gods are still in heaven, and are doing good, and hoping that we will chose the same.
It is Satan, or Lucifer, or Heylel, taken from 1887 and 3915, the fallen God who is blinding the minds of them which believe not, as Paul referred to in 2nd Cor. 4:4, but we no longer have to let Heylel blind us, now the only other word in the Hebrew that has the hey in it, is the word for palace or heykal definition 1964, and 1965, which in Psalms 144:12, that, or so that, or asher, our sons may grow up like plants, and our daughers like cornerstones hewn like a palace, or Temple, which there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow our of his roots, and the spirit of Yahvah shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom, and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord, as found in Isaiah 11:1-2, and in Isaiah 28:16, we read, Therefore says my Lord Yahvah, Behold I lay in Zion for a foundation a stone, a tried stone, a pericous corner stone, ( which there are two types of stone that was used in Isarel the natural stone, to make altars and the temple, and then hewned stone as for a palace and Temple as well, a woman is hewened stone, because she is hewned out, or taken out of the man, in fact the name Eve also means to show forth, or chavvah, 2332, 2331, & 2333, and also life giver, which was Adam's acknowledgement that the female gives half of her D.N.A. and the male half of his D.N.A. to make of two one flesh, which is the orgin of sexual reproduction, which means that she was 50/50 in the body of Adam, before Yahvah removed her from the body, and made her own body separately from the male's, and finished closing up the flesh underneath, because the female parts were both underneath, and encircled the male parts, Jeremiah 31:22, Gen. 2:21, which Adam had 13 ribs, the male has 12, and the woman has 11 and 1/2, for child bearing, because if she had a full rib, with the child in the womb it would crack the rib, but she has a rib, technically, but it is on both sides, but like a half rib, which is the rib that God removed from Adam on both sides, and closed up the flesh underneath, which in an androgynous body, would mean that the female reproductive organs which would also be near the 13th rib, would be removed from Adam by God cutting slightly underneath them on both sides, from which it could also take the ovaries, and fallopean tube out, it would leave the womb, for the scrotum, and would put the testicles in the womb, and bring the womb outside of the body, to become the scrotum, and close up the flesh underneath, which happens with every male at puberty, which is a sign of the former oneness of the man and woman, and the testicles slide down from the stomach down the tube that in Adam used to be the vagina, and it seals fast, and only God can reopen it, and only if it places the woman back into the man, which Mosheh was the one who established the old testament, but used the blood of bulls and calfs, and the like, but Jesus as a ewe lamb, was sent to the ruler of the people, Isaiah 16:1, and 53:7, and John the Bapstis said of Jesus behold the lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world, Jn. 1:29, & 36, which the Religious Jews set up by Rome, metaphorically offered up Jesus as a lamb to the ruler of the land, which at the time was Rome.
The problem is you are letting the fallen Gods exploit you, and manipulate you to the dark side of life, and be good and evil like they are, we are all in the garden of good and evil, and are all shaping our enviromnet, and all affecting one another, which another reason for more ribs is because there were more organs in the 1st body that God made, so Adam needed an extra rib, though if a half rib on each side itself, it would mean that there were really 12 and 1/2 rather than a full 13, in case Satan tried to have sex with Adam when he was in the image of God, so that if they got each other pregnant they could still deliver the child, though with difficulty.
When God made the earth, it said that everything was very good when it finished on the sixth day Gen. 1:31, but Satan went about to prove God wrong, and we sided with Satan, and became good and evil and made it easy for Satan and his fellow angels to manipulate us into sinning against God, which is your choice and letting them do so, because God tells you and warns you of what is going on, and the same spirit in Satan and Jesus is in you, except Satan is using its spirit to sin, whereas Jesus is using his spirit to do good, and love the right way, and the choice is yours who you follow, but every choice you make has a consequence.
That includes Adam male and Adam female, or the human beings, and the way it designed us to reproduce.
It isn't what you see that corrupts you, it is what you do that corrupts you, and then changes you.
Lucifer only saw the good that God made up until sin entered into its heart, Isaiah 14:4-23, which is like with Ezekiel 31, and 28 a comparision of the King of Babylon to Luicfer, or Heylel, as also was Pharaoh, and the King of Tyrus.
Because Christians, and Jews know this, but don't associate Ezekiel 31, with Is. 14, and Ez. 28 as well, which means that they are sealing this whole chapter, because it also deals with Satan, as also being a certain tree in the Garden of Eden, they show their unwillingness to teach the whole word of God, which is why Jesus calls them lukewarm, and they will be spued out of his mouth into paradise instead of being resurrected and brought into heaven, which is because of the 7 seals, and the fact that the Jews think that only the Messiah can open them, but he has already come, but the Christians think that Jesus can only show you in heaven, when you get to heaven, but that isn't true either, Jesus can show us all from heaven, as he showed the disciples here on the earth before he left, in Luke 24:27, & 44-45, though John says that they didn't write everything down that Jesus taught them in John 20:30-31 & 21:24-25, and as he showed me, which he showed the Apostles the things concerning him in the whole of the Old Testament last, that the disciples might show it, and reveal it openly first to the believing Jewish people first, and then also the believing Gentiles as well.
Now I am not against the Christians, nor Jews, because they are doing this, because any man/woman at any time can see this own his/her own, and Paul hints that you shouldn't consult with men, but read the Bible on your own, in Gal. 1:6-18, so if you think that men are lying to you, then you have to break away from them, and learn on your own, so we are all without excuse, but not without mercy.
I did look a little into the occult, and once had a book of spells, which I got through Little Roddy, but the only spell that worked, was the one to get rid of a headache, which involved putting your head under cold water and saying a chant, which I don't even remember the chant now, but I lost interest, even though that spell seemed to work, and didn't want to get into the more grotesque spells, that involved calling up the dead, or demons, or animal sacrifices, or love spells, or anything like that, it was just too weird for me.
Though the spell to cure a headache involved the invoking the Father of all Spirits, or lights, and I remember inferring that to God and Jesus, so that could be why the spell worked, because I also tried it without putting my head under the water, and just saying the chant, and it worked that way as well, but that was as far as I went into it, but now I can just pray and concentrait, and ask Jesus, and it will go away, though I also read a book dealing with witchcraft in the church, which involves sealing the seals.
But if you don't see the seals then you are acting like Moses didn't explain it to the Priest and Judges, nor Jesus the Apostles, and the Apostles the Church 1st, and then wrote the New testament allot later, because they had the Old and used it more, and the Old Testament itself is the source of the New, Acts 2:42, which doctrine means message.
Because I choose to remain a good person I was able to overcome my past mistakes, and learn the truths of God.
I even did the club scene, but only drank occasionally, and mostly drank Coke, or water, and danced, though I hooked up with a few girls, I tried to make the sex a relationship instead of just sex, but most of the time it didn't work out, but I never did drugs, or anything beyond dancing, or listening to the music, so if you want to go to the clubs to dance a little, and drink just a beer or two that is fine, as long as you are older than 21, but if you want to go to just get laid, God is against that, you can behave yourself, and are only making excuses to do what you want to do, though because of my disability I don't go out to clubs anymore, I mainly tried to meet women for a relationship, or something more long term, but always behaved myself, and if I went home alone, I went home alone, I had Jesus in my heart and Jesus was with me even in the club, because Jesus was in my heart.
I hooked up with a Sandy blond once, when out at the club, and she picked me up, and wanted me as soon as she saw me, and took me in her truck to an apartment complex, and we made out, went to a bench and made out some more, and then went back to the truck, and had sex in the bed of the truck, which had a camper on top, I went down on her, and entered her, which lasted maybe 5-10 minutes, then we exchanged numbers, and ship info, but I never saw her again, and she never called, but she was a medic, or Core man, as it is called in the Navy, and was a little worried about getting pregnant, because we didn't use protection, but we lost track, and I didn't see her again for awhile, though about a year later I may have ran into her briefly, but she took off before I could be sure that it was her.
When it comes to sex you can do anything from the Karma Suitra, to Tantric sex, as long as you realize that it isn't just about pleasure only, but also about having a family one day, though if you don't want one, the only thing you can do is masturbate, because when you have sex, you are having someone to husband or wife, with the opposite sex, though Marriage is supposed to be legalized according to the law of the land, the law of God is greater, and is simpler when it comes to marriage, and isn't as complex as the law of man, though God may perfer you to get married, either before or after you have sex, the ceromony is for men, and not necessary for God, but if you do the right thing you will get married however and whenever it works out, and God is also fine with that, though again if a person doesn't want to stay with you you can't force them either.
I met Maribel at the Burger King near the Navy base, and I noticed her behind the counter working, and she also notice me, but she made the first move, and I responded, because with me it doesn't matter whether I make the first move, or the woman, though with me, I learned that because of my eye it is better to let the woman make the sexual advances, than for me to make sexual advances towards a woman, which I did try to have sex before I lost my virginity at 21, but it never worked out, which I accepted.
Maribel lived with her mom at 7759 Tucker Ave, in Norfolk, both her and my dad were born on the 3rd of July, which was one of the coincedences that made me think that I should marry her, if she could handle me being one of the 2 witnesses.
I got her number and started calling her, and since I was on base she would call me their and leave a message, and I would get back in touch with her.
We had our first date on Valentines day, and went to a motel and made love.
After this we would get together as often as we could, then I got an apartment of my own, in Norfolk, around Old Dominion University, which was in Norfolk as well.
Then Maribel would call me after getting off of work at Burger King and I would go and pick her up for a booty call, which things were going good at first, but then her mom found out that I had Psychological problems, and didn't want her seeing me anymore, but despite that we still tried, up until July of 1995, then I didn't see her again for almost four to five months.
Now me and Maribel would also have sex in the back seat of my Chevy Cavalier, and in the shower, and me and Daphne had sex in the Bathtub when we went home to meet my parents, as did me and Rose once, so standing up or doing different sexual positions isn't a problem with God, though for some of them you would have to be limber, which is another benefit that taking Karate gave to me.
When little I remember taking a shower with my mom once and awhile, but not when I got older or anything, though I also walked in on her and my dad when they were having sex, once, or twice, but didn't guite understand what was going on.
I grew up and did some silly things, I would show my penis to little girls, who I liked, up to age 6, but when my mom told me not to do it anymore I stopped doing it.
Though I also hit a girl up side the head, with a thick toy clock that I was playing with, when around 5, because she tried to take it away from me, but her mother got upset and I never saw her again, and again learned that it was wrong to do that, and didn't do it again, and missed her, and knew that if I was to hit a woman when older, that she would leave me as well, and never did it when I was older.
I once dunked a kitten into a toilet tail end 1st, and thought it was funny watching it scratch me, and fight, because it didn't like water, but again I didn't do it when I was older, nor did I hurt the kitten physically, or drown it, or anything, only got it a little wet, which was around 4 or 5 as well.
I tried to sleep with a girl cousin, when around 5 or 6 as well, though we were told that it was wrong, though I also took a bath with a male cousin, and we pretended like we were girls, as would me and my step-brothers, and would tuck our weiner under, but it was just pretend, but again I learned that it was wrong, and not natural to do this, so quit doing it, with men and with the Beast, Judas, and Lucifer, once you sin, you can't repent, or admit your mistake, nor stop doing it, once gay always gay, or once a cheater always a cheater, but that is a lie, to get you to not repent, and accept the love of God, and the mercy of confession, though we don't even have to sin anymore now that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh, and can go and sin no more, if we resist doing evil to one another.
I also tried to sleep with about 3 other girls, and got my 1st hard on at age 10, while standing in line with a bunch of boys to get washed by female counselors, which got me excited, at a summer camp called the Fresh Air Home, and every year I had a new girlfriend, from age 7-10, and would make out with them constantly, and liked kissing girls.
Now a female responds by getting wet, in her vagina, and lubercates to a man that she is sexually attractive to, but again the first person that you respond to this way isn't necessarily the man that you are supposed to marry, most young woman, and more mature Ladies respond to a number of different men in an open environment, as will most young men, and more mature men, but lust and love are 2 different things, love is paitent, and can wait, sex can't, love can masturbate to one person if they are in a serious relationship, and wait for the right time to be with the person that they love, and isn't afraid to marry, now can a woman, or man, for that matter, cheat on a person they are marrying? The answer is yes, but that is part of the point of a woman being a virgin, a man is to test a woman's word, in the olden days, and was to bring a white towel to the bed, and the woman was to lay on top of it, and would bleed on the towel as a token of her virginity, and if the woman wasn't a virgin the man is free to annul the marriage, and seek another to wife, but today both men and women are throwing away their virginities like it is the plauge, or like they will be a virgin sacrifice to Satan, or something, or will be thrown into a volcano, as a sacrifice to some pagan God, this is of course crazy, and everything happens in the earth in its due season, either by nature, or by man interferring with nature, and no virgin sacrifice is going to change that, plus to God the way a woman sacrifices her virginity is she keeps it until she finds the man who truly loves her, and will marry her, and treat her right for the rest of their lives, which as men and women, we both have to work harder at making our relationships more lasting, we both are giving up too easy on that initial spark that brings two people of the opposite sex together, the thing is lust can become love, if you forgive each other of the lust and learn that love is also sexual in nature, but is more paitent about it, and doesn't have to have its own way, but seeks not its own, which means that you should be open to race, and not look upon the outward appearance of a person of the opposite sex, if they are fat, or thin, or anything like that, which is only supperficial, because a fat woman can lose weight, and a thin woman can gain a few pounds, but love doesn't look at that, it only sees the love that it can give to the right person of the opposite sex, and to you homosexuals, what part of no, you aren't supposed to do that, do you not understand, what part of you weren't designed to have sex with the same sex, do you not understand, and what part of if your reproductive organs work, there is only something stuck in your head that is psychologically interferring with your normal sex drive, do you not understand, and what part of you can have sex with someone, but not be with the right person of even the opposite sex, that you are supposed to be with, do you not understand, if the only way that we can reproduce is through having sex with the opposite sex, why do you think that it is O.K. for you to take the sperm or egg of another person, and create a child through artificial means, making a third party bear your sin, and rebelion, because you hate life, and the very parents who bore you, when you do such things, there is nothing wrong with you physcially, that prohibits you from having a child, it isn't like your eggs, or testicles don't work, so who planted the idea in your head that it is O.K. to do this in the first place, I will tell you who, someone who hates doing the right and natural thing, that's who, and thinks that it is O.K. to lead someone astray?
You aren't even to wear the clothing of the opposite sex, Deut. 22:5.
Now I am not saying that you can't play around when younger, for instance I was so girlish looking, that I once, wrapped a towel over my head, and hung it down like the virgin Mary, and pretended I was her momentarily, which was like at age 12, God might would even allow entertainers to do a little drag, but once you are done with the role, or whatever, you accept your gender and be a man, or woman, which again Hermaphrodtes are born that way, a transexual covets being the opposite sex, and goes about to change their gender, though this is imposible, which you have to do what you know God will tolerate with wisdom, because you can murder someone and say I can't control myself, but you know you can, the same is true with any crime, though dressing up like the opposite sex isn't a crime against the law of man, it is an understood part of life in most societies, as well, whether they know about the Bible or not, so most people frown on this, though nature shows you this as well, now if a species wants to go instinct, then it will do things against nature, and will succeed.
Now I know that this seems old fashion, and it is, but either you are sinning in the old fashion way, or you are doing what is right in the old fashion way, good is before evil, but sin is almost just as old.
Which I was taught this from the Bible, which is a book of human natural laws, and dealing with what is natural for a person to do, and what is wrong for a person to do, so then it is also because you hate, for some reason doing the natural thing, which can come from your parents, or those around you, and several other sources, which this idea isn't apart of nature only fish, and Lizards can reproduce without a male partner, all the rest of creation reproduces one way, and if a species doesn't reproduce the right way, it will go instinct, but I guess you think that it is O.K. because the human population is thriving, it doesn't mean that if the human population is rising that we still don't need both boy and girl children, and though there may come a day when we may have to use birthcontrol, and the like to control the population, that doesn't mean that you still won't need both boys and girls, and should if you want a couple to have only one child chose one couple to have a boy child and one a girl child so that the population of boys doesn't out number the population of girls, and there be an imbalance, because both are important for different reasons, and both can work, and do things, and be productive in life if allowed, and given a chance.
Though once and awhle we would have fun, like it would snow once and awhile, and I remember trying to make a snow man, though we would get snow once and awhile here in Ga., when we did it was just enough to have fun, but not enough to cause major problems, though we would get a snow day, and to stay at home, though when I went up to Chicago, and Great Lakes, it was during winter, and I manged alright, though I also remember that we got Kids from the R.O.T.C. who came to base for their training for when they were in the military.
Now I am not saying that Moses didn't share in some of the ideas of other religion, if you are trying to be moral, there is only one way to do this, and also do things how we were actually designed to behave and react to each other.
Now this is how I was told to look at a woman, look at her as a sister, or potential wife, but don't try to have premarital sex with her, wait for marriage, which I tried to do, but a Pastor said that the way a woman should look at her virginity is that you have a gift that you can only give to one man, and it shouldn't be some jerk off who just says I love you, and you are to put that gift on a shelf, and save it for when you are older and can take care of you, your husband, and children, if you even want to marry, because 1st Cor. chapter 7 says that you are better to stay unmarried, but aren't commanded by God, but if you want to be safe marry, because promiscuious sex can get you into as much trouble as a bad marriage can, but if you were honorable and your husband isn't, you can leave your husband, which Jesus is talking about idealy that if you marry you are to stay in that relationship, but you aren't to just make things up as an excuse, someone has to actually do you wrong, and both the man and woman are responsible for caring for the house, and providing for the family, It doesn't matter to Jesus, or God who does what, as long as you both love each other, but if your husband is abusive with you, or if your wife is abusive to you, you have grounds to leave them, but if they repent and say that they are sorry, you then have a choice, you can forgive them, but in marriage 3 strikes and you are out, you don't get to beat your wife, or cheat on your wife, or attempt to kill her and your children, though you shouldn't even be given one chance with this type of crime, nor should it enter your head, though I am mainly talking about adultery, and an abusive marriage where the husband beats the wife, with the 3 strikes and your are out idea, though if you are reabilitated, you can remarry, and go on with your life, and above all treat each other right, and don't go into sexual immorality, or homosexuality, though I knew better and was never tempted to have sexual relations with a man, or another boy, even if the girls were mean to me, I would still sooner be with a mean girl, than a guy, even when me and my step brothers would fool around, or me and my friends, we all knew when to stop.
I didn't even have to read Lev. 18:6-30, and 20:2-22, nor Romans 1:16-32, which people who do these things are merely confused, and God no longer wants us to stone them, but to help them to understand their error, but still love them, and help them by explaining to them what is natural, and why, and what is unnatural and why, and where that thought comes from, and the truth is you can stick anything in your vagina that will fit, and you can stick your penis in anything that is tight enough to wrap around it, but whatever you do, you can stop doing it, and stop following that train of thought, if it is going against what is natural, and the established pattern.
A person who uses drugs and beats his wife, should be sober for at least 2 years, before the woman should consider taking him back, though if she loves him she shouldn't have no problem staying faithful to him, and show him that he needs to let love into his heart, and quit treating your behavior, which is how you act, with your personality, which is who you are.
Yet even though I won't just hit a woman, that doesn't mean that it can't happen if the woman says the wrong thing.
Like Myron's ex-girlfriend Alerry was talking trash about me, and her and Myron were having problems, and we were out at the Burger King here in Sav. off of Eisenhower Dr., and as she came out, I put my foot in her face, in the air like Bruce Lee did in one of his Movies, I think Fists of Fury, and said quit talking bad about me, or I will end you, and walked off, but Myron had thought that I kicked her, but I didn't, or I would have ended her, but it wasn't like I was actually going to kick her, I was just letting her think I would at the time.
Then while in the Navy David had married a girl named Angel, and her mom was always in her business.
I hadn't seen David in about a year, or so, though I would visit when I had my Grand Am, and when I came back home, and would update, both him and Myron on what was going on in the Navy, and David and Angel had a couple of Daughters, but not a little boy yet, and Angel said an off handed remark that sounded like I would have molested him, or something if they had and before I knew it I had slapped her across the face, which was also when I was having the problems on my ship, or After Sheena, no later than when I was dating Maribel in 1995.
I apologized and said I didn't understand what she had said, and that I thought that she was saying that I would molest David's child if they had a boy.
David got mad and wanted to fight me at first, but calmed down after awhile, and I apologized to him as well, but I also didn't know that her dad had beat her as well, but promised that it would never happen again, and it didn't.
Well later on Angel wound up cheating on David, and they broke-up and divorced, after that David was sort of glad that I had slapped her, though I don't know what made me do it, and now he has a son with his new girlfriend Gwen, though he had a daugher first, named Megan, he finally had a son, and named him Dakota Cage, though he had 2 daughters with Angel as well, I don't remember their names.
Your thoughts come from those around you, and from the angels in heaven, or the demons in hell.
Lucifer can even go into heaven and accuse you to God, as a disembodied spirit, so if Lucifer can do that, so can the dead, though there is a barrier that prohibts them from going to the bosom of Abraham, or paradise, and those in paradise can't go to torment either.
Yet the way I think talking to the dead works, is the person going to the reading, says out loud what they want the psychic to see, and like with the witch of Endor 1st Samuel 28:7-25, through Saul's knowledge of Samuel she was able to call up Samuel, whom Saul knew would be very wroth with him as well, and would prophesy his death, which the witch was able to do by a familiar spirit, though the Prophets of Isarel worked similarly they heard the living, and the angel of Jahvah gave them ears to hear, but its is almost like having Superman's hearing, or even intuition.
I myself messed with a Oui Ja board, and it seemed to work, but it was a familiar spirit, but I made it confess that Jesus was resurrected, and told it not to lie to me, and it said, yes he was, and when I tried to get one that said it was my dead dad, I knew that it was Lucifer tempting me to get hooked on it, and that it would try to bring about my death, so I stopped, and never picked up one since, though my ex wife got a Tarol card reader to give me a reading, which was part of why I divorced her, though after the reading I stripped out of my clothes under the covers at the motel that me and Daphne were staying at, to show the reader that she had made me naked in the sight of the Lord, but I was still covered.
God isn't omniscient in one sense, because it doesn't know evil, though it knows about evil, it hasn't actually done evil, so isn't fully all knowing, but Lucifer in a sense isn't either, all knowing, but has problems, because of God's continued love for us, and also is no longer omniscient, because it doesn't know how to love anymore, but if you try to look at them as one and the same, you get confused, and think that God is omniscient when it isn't, God only knows how to love, Lucifer once knew how to love, but now only knows how to hate, but can show positive affection, which isn't real love, but if you separate them, you then see the truth, which is the problem with Yin and Yang teachings, because the good comes from a male and female angel serving the eternal spirit, the evil comes from a male and female angel serving evil and its own purposes, so both are yin and yang, but both aren't good and evil, one is good and the other is evil, and is drawing both men and women to their side, though Lucifer lies to men and says that it is a man, but men are lying to other men telling them that Jesus is also male when he/she isn't.
Though the way God/Goddess is as Yin and Yang is that God/Goddess is good, and loves us perfectly, Satan can be good, and act good, but doesn't love us, so is evil, which remember El means Almighty, and not God, the English just interpreted it this way.
Now I think a person goes gay because people around them judge them that they behave more like a woman, or like bright colors, which God says to be of one mind, and of one accord, and one mind, 2nd Cor. 13:11, and Phil. 2:2. which means it is the people around you who say that you are gay, and you hear it and agree with it, and since we are physical and not spiritual beings you can have sex with anything.
They also say it doesn't matter to God, when it does, or that they don't care if you are gay, well not caring, is not loving, plus the ones who say it are bully's and you get scared, and God understands, but wants to give you strength, and the knowledge to over come them, and their false judgements.
It gets so bad with the dividing of male and female, that only a woman is thought to be good at reading comprehension skills, whereas a man is thought to be good at Math, when these skills are necessary for both to make it in life, and would make us to be a little androgynous in our thinking, but not sexually androgynous, because the angels know that their female is sharing the same body with them, and though one, they can be made 2 again, and though 2 we can be made one again, which is what is scaring some men, because they are so promiscuous that some of them may have more than one wife, and Jesus said that two shall be one flesh, and that the days will come when they shall say, blessed are the wombs that never bore, because they have more than one wife, and know that they are only to have one, and have not returned to the God of the Bible, nor repented of their sins, though it isn't too late.
If someone is in the cycle of it they need church until they can quit doing it, but the church has to start learning and explaining the 7 seals, or go into judgement themselves, though they will be saved, they will pass through the fire, and all that is wood, hey, and stubble will be burnt, as a refiners fire purifies silver, and the gold, and metals and percious stones will be purified.
Though the church can't see it as marriage, because you can't have children in this kind of relationship, neither a Government because it allows marriage for reproduction purposes, and to keep track of the population, and no homosexual union can produce children, because it wasn't designed to, but those who can't have children shouldn't be angry with God, because God may not have even wanted them to be together in the first place, and they did it on their own, you aren't to force marriage, or pregnancy, but if there are other physical problems, like a person is sterile, or whatever, they actually have a physical problem that prohibits them for now, (though sterility in human beings could be related to a number of issues, among them wearing tight clothing, or an injury when younger, or not the same blood type as the person that you want to have a baby with,) in the bodies that the sin in Eden produced, to not be able to have children, though for these people to be jealous of those who can have children is wrong as well, because then they endorse homosexuality, and blame God, but if you are gay, the only thing that prohibits you is something in your subconscious mind, that makes you think that you have the right to chose your sexuality, when you are in one of three images, true hermaphrodites, who can only marry women, if they don't want to have problems with having children with men, though you can be with a man, it is better to be with a woman, then the two from this image, the male and the female, but whatever image you are in, that is your gender, now a hermaphrodite may have a gender identity crisis being in a world with normal males and females, but we shouldn't, though again if you do it, it is again because one parent or the other chose not to accept you, and in hatred abandoned their child, well I got news for you crazy men who do such things, you, and not your wife determines the sex of your child, because you are your father and mother, or XY as is your wife, but she is XX, but the male determine the sex, or gender, and not the female!!
Now to God any sex with the opposite sex is marriage, or you are having the woman to wife, even if no child is produced, what do you suppose that the people, in the days of Noah did, legally get married, and divorced, and then legally get married to someone else? No, they had sex with whomever they wanted to have sex with, though the worse sin of all was ignorance, even though Noah warned them, that something they had never seen before was about to come upon them, and a man is having a woman to wife, and a woman a man to husband, though homosexuals, are just pretending like what they are doing is similar, and though physically it is, you can never produce a child that way, and that is the point that nature, and the Divine Breath would make, nature itself, doesn't want you to be gay, or it wouldn't have made most animals male and female, though there are a few exceptions to this, the majority of creatures reproduce sexually, even Earthworms, who are hermaphrodites as well, so even nature shows you that hermaphrodites are apart of it, as well as the male and female, but the Beast, Judas, and Satan, hate all creatures, but the hermaphrodites worse of all, because it reminds them of their sin.
Sex with the same sex isn't marriage, because you can't produce children, but it is anti-marriage, in other words, you know what marriage is about, and the only way that you can do it, but instead of doing it that way, you subsitute the reproduction for sex only, which isn't what God made sex for, though if with the opposite sex you can have both pre-marital and marital sex, any sex in the natural union of the male and female is marriage, but can never be marriage in a homosexual union, because it is unnatural, as is sex with animals, and that is the law of the universe, not just God's law, or man's law, it's just the way it is, and you can't change it, because if you try Lucifer will be given permission to afflict you with a disease, or even bring about your death, though if you repent God can forgive you and heal you, all the same, though it is Lucifer's choice whom he will afflict or not afflict, just because he doesn't afflict you when you are doing something wrong, or just because you aren't caught right away, doesn't mean that God isn't against what you are doing, or that you won't die for it, and go to hell for it, and be punished by Lucifer personally.
Ignorance is not bliss, because it will send you to the grave faster than anything else will, and hell is the grave, or death, or seperation of the spirit from the body.
Now I hear voices a little, and have to discern them, you may not have to hear voices, since I am putting out the information for you, so that you don't have to go through what I had to go through to learn it, but you're to walk by faith in the word of God and not by sight, and to not just be a forgetful hearer of the word, but a doer of it, though when Paul says the law is not of faith, what he means is it isn't perfect, but is a school master, because it was a combination of the precepts of men and the faith of God delivered to Mosheh by the Angel, which was by faith, but we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God has before ordained, or commanded, that we should walk in them, though again the main and only law that Paul is referring to is Circumcision, which may make a man a surer oracle for God, as I am also circumcised, but it has nothing to do with your salvation in Christ Jesus, though Belief and Baptism do, as can Sprinkling, and confession of your sins, and desiring mercy and not sacrifice.
I also after thinking about it, think that in the accident, that before I went into the Windshield, that I told Little Roddy to hold on, and asked God to not let us die, though I also could have slid down the windshield instead of twisting down, but either way my neck would have been bent at a 45 degree angle or more, because my body weight of at least the toro, would hit and bend my neck at an unnatuaral angle, because I had to hit close enough to the middle of the windshield if I did so, which the only one who would know is Little Roddy, but he is dead, and never told me in detail what occurred, so either if I twisted down, or hit straight on, it still should have broken my neck at the C3.
Now when I worked after the Navy I would often talk to myself and still tried to work, though I do it more now.
When I worked for Stafford Auto Paint they told me of a Oriental girl who worked there before me, and one guy told me that I could be a model, and the reason I had to quite, or couldn't work anymore, is a guy named Floyd came to work for us, because our warehouse guy left, and I was going to try and do the job, but couldn't, as part of my job I would mix paint, and take deliveries to the different Auto repair shops around Sav. and made like $6.00 an hour.
Me and Floyd got into a fight once, and he took a swing at me, and I saw him, and hit him on the nose, and he hit me on the mouth, I would try to get along with him, but certain types of men, just don't want to work with me, so in July of 1997 I couldn't work anymore, and tried going on Disablity, which if I had to May 7, 1997 a year after May 7, 1996, then I again was only a few months late trying to reopen the case, so what is wrong with the Veterans Administration, when they can't take me at my word, that I honestly thought that I had 2 years to reopen my case, because I confused it with the amount of time that I had in the inactive reserve, which I explained to them time and time again, and they won't listen, or more specifcally Ms. Sullivan won't listen.
Now technically I had a year to file the case, but because of tranportation problems, and also because I didn't know I had a year to file, nor if I did, would have filed later on, I filed as soon as I was discharged the next day, yet since I did it this way, this would show me if I had waited a year how much time it would have taken to process the case, if I had filed a year later, which would mean that I would have until May of 1997, and would then have a year from that date to reopen the case, and I started around Nov. of 1997, so even though I didn't know I still made it in time to reopen the case if I had done it the correct way.
Now if the V.A. hadn't have taken 5 years I wouldn't have taken this step, but because they are completely devoid of any common sense, and I am fighting to regain mine, they act like they are justified.
I mean either I know in part, and prophesy in part like everyone else, or I am prophesying in full, and knowing in full, but still have human problems, even if I have some intuition, it doesn't mean that I am all knowing, I don't think that, but some people might think that, and use it to penalize me for not filing in the year period, but only if someone around me knew, and I somehow heard them talk about it, and purposely chose not to file, would that be true.
I even remember getting locked out of a Ford Explorer when I took David up to Oklahoma to visit Gwen's family there, and I had to use a coat hanger to hit the lock release on the arm pannel of the door to open the door, but I am very determined to do something once my mind is set on it.
I would also get locked out of my aparment or car, because I would sit my keys down and forget them, but would call Mom and Big Roddy to help me get my spare key, or whatever I needed to do.
Now either I am so paranoid Schizophrenic that I miraculously was healed of a serious car accident before I went into the Navy, and am Schizophrenic because of that healing, though I didn't know all of the details involved in it, until just recently, but didn't go around telling my shipmates, nor the people at Christian fellowship about the accident and using it to prove that I could be one of the two witnesses, or anything like that, because I wasn't told, but if I didn't and up until now didn't even refer to it as a miracle, then I wasn't schizophrenic about it or becoming one of the 2 witnesses later on, and got up from a three story fall, and was walking on crutches in about 50 days, and all they told me when I first woke up is that I had somehow pushed my pelvis up a Centimeter, with me drugged, and not even sure of what a centimeter was, because they didn't bring a ruler in there, so either I was so Bi-Polar that on the up swing I got out of bed, and on the down swing I would suffer chronic pain and discomfort, and have to lie in bed, or so delusional that I was able to overcome pushing my pelvis up into the sacrum and other muscle tissue, and nerves, but whatever happened with this injury wasn't normal, and they knew it, but only used medical jargon, which I didn't understand, because I wasn't a core man, or a Medic, or trained in Medical terms, even when I am telling you what is said on the Med Board on these blogs, when I mention it, I am only quoting what is on the paper, I am not actually understanding everything that is being said or descrided in it, though I do have some common sense knowledge about things as well.
Though when they removed the external fixation device it didn't hardly hurt at all, but when they removed the short cast, all I could say over and over again, is Jesus it hurts, help me Jesus, while they were removing the cast, which took several minutes, so I was hollering a little.
Now I also was in a wheel chsir momentarily as well, when I was recovering, I didn't just start walking with a walker over night either, I had to do it gradually, and was able to transfer from the bed to the wheel chair after 35 days, though from there I progressed as rapidly as possible based on my faith in the eternal spirit through my teaching from Jesus Christ, and his disciples to be able to walk again, though I am not sure if Christian Fellowship Church prayed about me during this time, or even knew that I was in the hospital, but even though my body wasn't fully healed, and even I have to suffer a little, I still give praises to God for the healing that I received, even if my body can't keep up with my spirit, God is still working with me, and I know that in time all will be well.
Now this also means that my left leg is now 1/2 inches shorter than my right, because when I lay down and stretch them both out, the right leg is now longer than the left, though it effects my mobility a little.
I was honestly never told that I only had a year to reopen my case, and swear and affirm that I did not know, and what else can I say, either they are refusing to believe me, or simply don't want to, or are using my disability to not believe me, when anyone can see by what I have written here that my memory is fine, and though I remember more in a flash back form, and not actual dates, or times, or places, I do remember enough to write 10 blogs, filled with information about what I can remember growing up.
Though if I knew, why would I wait until July to file and start trying to reopen my case, or even Nov. which only happened, because the Veterans Affairs office here in Savannah said that I had to wait and get in to see a Doctor, before I could reopen my case, or they would have let me go ahead and file, because you can verify with DFACS and Social Security that I started trying to get help by no later than Aug. regarding my disability.
Plus I made less than $7,000.00 both years that I worked, in 1996, and 1997, so it also wouldn't be a problem if they back paid me, because V.A. money isn't taxable, and I made about the same amount I would have, maybe a little less if I had used Unemployment, and Social Security, for 1995, and 1996, which I also could have gotten food stamps then as well, only I didn't know anything, and the Psychiatrist had said that even though I was Schizophrenic that I could work, even though one doctor had told them that I should be at least 50 to 70 % disabled, and they only gave me a 10 % on the pelvis and ankle injury, which was done without telling me all of the information.
Now if the Navy was giving me a hard time, and I was behaving so Bipolar that I could walk on a pushed up pelvis, where the whole left side was pushed up, which was pushed up into the lower part of the spine, or the S1, which I did do research on the sacrum, and coccyx, but just recently I found out the the bottom of the spine is S1, which I just found out that S1 is the sacrum, so if I pushed up the pelvis even a millimeter, beyond the sacrum, that would shift, and dislocate my pelvis and sacrum, which the bottom of the spine is L1-L5, or L6, which being pushed up a centimeter would effect, at least L5, or L6, and would push it over to the right, which would also happen with the sacrum, and coccyx as well, which the pelvis would be pushed up into the sacrum, and spine at least, if pushed up even at 1/8th of an inch, and was obsessed with the idea that I had two years to file, doesn't that prove that I have both congitive states and down times, but unless specifically told that I only had a year, and shown specifically by another person, because I also have slight learning problems, and may not have thought about what to do in regards to the V.A., and just because the information was available doesn't mean that I was in the right mind set to get the information, if I was deluded enough to think that I had 2 years to file with the V.A., because I was in the in-active reserves for 2 years, if I believed that, only if I was told by someone specifically, would I have known, and then I would have filed, and not have tried to work for the whole 2 years up until a month before, and then try to reopen the case, no matter how schizophrenic I am, I always use my head, and the information that I am shown, or given.
Now I can give you examples of what I mean by intuition.
For example, when my Grandma died in 2003, which was sudden, and everyone was praying for her, which she had cancer, and surgery to remove it, and actually died of a blood clot, but the night before she died, I had a dream of me standing over her, and praying for her, I was trying to work off and on, even though disabled, and was driving for a Labor company, and was on my way to drop someone off, and was going down 5-16, which is a 10 mile stretch of Interstate between Savannah and Garden City, I was half way down it around Sam's wholesale, when I heard like a scream, and knew that something was wrong, and when I got back, and the dispatcher started to tell me, I knew that my Grandma had died, and told her, before she even got the words out of her mouth, to call my Grandma's house, I told her that I knew that she had died, which means that when she died my mom screamed, and I heard her all the way in my car over 5 miles away, though if mom knew about my dream, and was trying to help me by doing what she was told to do about it, she might have also helped in my recovery from the accident by believeing, because it would have been Big Roddy saying that me and Little Roddy would get into an accident, or something, and mom was saying, no they wouldn't, and even if they did, God would heal at least Shane, because he could be one of the 2 witnesses, or even the male child from the Book of Rev., and she was right.
Another example would be that when I was taking Karate, I had thought that Bruce Lee had started taking Kung Fu when he was 13 like I was, and asked Sherman about it, but he said, No, Bruce started Studying with Yip Man at 13, but had already been studying Kung Fu, before that, but then I found out that the Founder of Shito Ryu Karate, he started when he was 13 as well, so even though I had the wrong guy, I was a little intuitive about someone starting their training at age 13 like I did.
Which it isn't with my physical ears that I heard her scream, it was with my spiritual ears, because the Angel of Yahvah had made me aware that something bad was about to happen, but that it knew that I was praying for my Grandma, and would see to it, that she got to paradise.
Though this was after I had moved to 185 A Smith Ave., but I also got allot of Olive oil, because of Mema and Aunt Francine, and mixed it together with Frankencense, Myrrh, and Cinnamon, which I tried to find Calamus, and cassia, but substituted the Frankencense for it, as pointed out in Ex. 30:23-25, and covered myself from head to toe in it, and went walking through the neighborhoodd for the next couple of days, and washed it off afterwards, though I wore it for about 24 hours, before i did the next day, and did this about 3 times, because I had about a quart of the oil mixed together, and did it until there wasn't anymore left, this would be an obsessesion, with trying to heal my Grandmother and Aunt Francine, and while I was going through it no one could get me to stop, but I wasn't a harm to anyone, while doing it, but if someone had told me that it wouldn't work, because I didn't have all of the ingrediants, I would have listened and stopped, but since I was opperating on hope, I didn't stop until I did what I could, I even gave Mema, and Aunt Francine hand cream, with some of the oil that I mixed in with the bottle so that if she used it she could get some of it on her, and be healed, though because I wasn't a Pastor yet, I bought her a bottle of anointing oil, and told her to get her Pastor to apply it on her if she wanted, which I don't know if she ever did or didn't, though she could have asked me to do it, and I would have, but she had to make the declaration of faith, whatever she did.
I also was falsely arrested for a Bank Robbery charge, after Aunt Francine died as well, which they said that I looked like the person who robbed the Wachovia Bank, which they are still after me for the $3,000.00 that I owe them for the car that I got while on Convalescence leave from the Navy, which Uncle Harvey helped me get, whcih I paid well on it until it broke down on me, and I couldn't work anymore again because of transportation, but I also told the V.A. as an example that I would know the difference between robing a bank, because even with my psychological problems, I was saying that I would know the difference, and wouldn't do this, and also if I felt like hitting one of the V.A. counselers, that I would also know the difference, and may swing my cane at the table, or something, but wouldn't hit anyone, because I would use my commone sense, and generally it overrides the emotional response that I may have, though even when I don't I know how to direct my anger, which I learned in martial arts, and to not harm someone unless they actually physically assault me, and it is self defense.
Which I spoke with the F.B.I. as well.
I was arrested though because a lawyer in Virginia said that my vehicle was involved in an accident back in 1992, or something, when a friend had borrowed that car, and used it, whom I thought had permission to not go on a cruise, who pawned my speakers, and could have made a copy of the key, and also could have stolen the car, and got into an accident, which I would also lose my Drivers license allot as well, so it could have been him, because he looked a little like me, though he also could have let another guy who looked like me use the car as well, and he wrecked it, but the Lawyer would cancel my Drivers License both in Virgina, and Georgia, even when I was no longer Licensed in Virginia, and had tried to suspend my drivers License, and even though I didn't match the discription of the guy that they were looking for, and was in a 2003 yellow Dodge Neon, which would be the wrong car for a bank robber to try to make a get away in, and I was in a hurry to get to the post office, and back to the house for when my mom was supposed to call later on, and let me know what was going on, well I went through a yeild, with a red light, and checked traffic, and it wasn't moving, or anything, and quickly pulled out, and crossed to the middle turning lane, to pull into the Post Office, here in Garden City, and the next thing I knew the cops came swarming in on me, and I got out with my cane, but never got to mail my letters, and was arrested, and sent to jail, though it is the V.A. and their refusal to pay me the money that makes me a bank robber, and not because I wouldn't work, or pay the bank their money, because any debt over $500.00 is a felony, if the company wants to make it a case, but my money is so tied up that I can't even file bankrupcy, which would relieve some of the detb, but so too would the V.A., and I have tried to find lawyers to take my case, but no one wants to take it, or help me, becasue I can walk on a spinal cord injury.
Though this isn't the only traffic offenses that I got I got one in Garden City for running a stop sign, on Main St., but what really happened was I had stopped, and gunned the car, and accelarated fast, and scared the cop, and tried to explain, though this also happened in Savannah, where I was at a light, I was let off with a warning.
Also when I would run David back and forth from Roebling Road Raceway, and was running a little late, and was in a hurry, and pulled out on someone, though I didn't hit them, or anything, I was sure that I wouldn't hit them, but as I kept going a Bloomingdale police car pulled in front of me, and I was thinking about passing him, because he was going around 55, and I got about 1 or 2 car lengths behind him, and then suddenly he pulled off to the side of the road as I went around him, and got me with following to close, but that was around 2001, or so, and I have been keeping my nose clean, and avoiding accidents, and tickets, and have been driving safely for 2 years, though I tried to argue the case with this one I just went ahead and paid the fine.
I also saw a buzzard once while walking down Smith at 127 and there was a dead squirrel it was after, and I was just walking and it saw me and got scarred and flew off, and it knew that I saw it, and was afraid of me, which I could feel it notice me, and knew that it saw me, and I saw it, though it seemed surreal, but it flew away, and I never saw it again, which with my miracles, that could be why it was afraid of me, and the oil.
I did normal things while growing up like watching T.V., listening to the radio, going to the movies, but I was told like watching cartoons, most T.V. shows are fiction, and you don't go around doing what you see on T.V. or at the movies, though you can play and pretend a little your to discern when to stop, though there are times when my life seems to mirror movies, I still keep my head, and live by the Bible, and not lean to my own understanding, which Romans 14 explains this, which applies to movies and entertainment as well, so if you listen to, or watch, or read something, you have to do it by true faith, and keep the law of love.
I also went to amusment parks Like Six Flags over Georgia, I remember us going with my relatives from France when around 16, or 19, they may have visited twice, but Dee Dee, and Sandrine, his daughter came over from France, who was my Mema's Brother, and I even met my Great Grandma from France as well, but Sandrine came with a friend, but I forget her name, like Margret, maybe, but I think that she liked me a little, but agian missread my blinking eye, and I did met a girl the first time they were here, so that they would understand that I was looking, but waiting as well, because I would sooner break up with a girl before sex, than to have sex with her and it not workout, and then break up with her, that is how I was before Pastor Davis, at Christian Fellowship Church put his arm down between my butt cheeks, and cupped my butt, after this, and the problems on my ship, and King getting electricuted I changed that philosophy, and didn't care which woman I had sex with, as long as they were willing to let me know that they were interested, and would let me go all the way with them, by either making the first move, or letting me make the first move, however it worked out, and if the girl said no at any time I would stop, so I never raped any woman that I was with, but some women I would sing for, and some I wouldn't it all depended like with certain girls I would write poems, and like with Lisa I would write to her like I would be her knight in shinning armor, and stuff like that I even started trying to use calligraphy in my handwriting, though I still wasn't that good at it, but tried, though in the Navy we had to write out the 10 general orders, which I only remember like one or 2 of them now, like don't leave your post until properly releaved for watch, which bothered me a little, because my relief could be late, and I not get relieved properly, and things like that, but we used print form for the general orders.
Also what you hear on the radio is supposed to be entertainment, and you are supposed to discern for yourselves what is right and what is wrong, but me I just listen to the music, and the melody of the song, more than actually know the words, but even if the Band meant what they said, I use my head, and listen to the voice of God, more than the voice on the radio, or behind the song, but Christians know that you are walking by sight not by faith, or if you are walking by faith, that you aren't discerning what you can do and what you can't do, and are being influenced by those around you, who are speaking negativity into the air, and it is echoing, and you are hearing it in your head, and thinking that it is your own thoughts, when really it is someone elses, because you aren't supposed to think anything that is evil, and if you are you are being influenced by evil thoughts and words of people around you, which you can chose not to listen to.
This is because you can be empathic with people around you, or share the same thoughts, feelings, and ideas, motives, and situation, because we all grow up similarly, and God put us on this planet, and everything that we would need, and knows every possible combination that we can come up with, though at the same time the apathy of Lucifer is being followed as well, and adopted.
This is why we are told resist the devil, or the dark side of the life spirit, and it will flee from you, the light side is positvie emotion, the dark side is negative emotion, the light side includes marriage, and sex within legal marriage, but the dark side doesn't, and wants you to practice all sorts of immorality, but can't resurrect you, and the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
This is also pointed out by Solomon in Ecclesiastes 10:20, Curse not the King, no not in your thought; and curse not the rich in your bed chamber; for a bird of the air shall carry the voice, and that which has wings shall tell the matter.
This means that your mind is like a light switch and you are either thinking good thoughts, or allow bad thoughts to come into your mind, or are like a light switch that switches back and forth from listening to good thoughts and voices, to listening to evil thoughts and voices, but make them your own, and say that these feelings are yours when they are shared by every human being on the planet, and either you are doing good or evil, or both, and see the effects of the evil one in the earth, just as you see the effects of the Holy one in the earth, it is only because God is still trying to love us in spite of our sin, that the judgement hasn't fallen yet.
Take every thought into captivity to the obedience of the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord, which this is why Paul said, speak you the things that become sound doctrine, because what you say matters.
For instance, I, when 8 watched the movie "A
Clockwork orange," but from the movie, even though others saw that it was O.K. to rape women, I saw it as a horrifying experience for women, and the way that the actor was punished, also told me that if I was to rape a woman I would be punished for it somehow, so it had a positive effect on me, but on others a negative one, which is how you view things, and what you hear from those around you, though I also studied the Bible, and learned to over look the passage dealing with sin and the punishment of sin, and on the ones that taught me the truth and how to do good and to listen to my elders, and those around me, but even if they weren't willing to follow the scriptures this way, I even though confused worked through it all with a positive attitude, and though I did make mistakes along the way, it was because of the grace of God, and my willingness to be transformed by the renewing of my mind, that I was able to come to the knowledge of the truth, and by it be made free, for you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free, but it wasn't what I saw that effected me, it was what I did, and what was done to me, but I am willing to forgive it all, but also to not do it again, nor to do overtly wrong in the first place.
The message I got from the movie after the actor in the script raped a woman, and was caught later on for murdering another, and sent to jail, and then voluntered for a new form of treatment, which he thought to trick them, but was forced to watch repeatedly the gang rape of a woman, and toothpicks were put in his eyes to make sure that he wasn't able to look away, then after the treatment, a naked woman was brought before him, and he couldn't even touch her without becoming sick, so what that told me, is you don't even touch a woman unless she says it is O.K. even if she is standing there naked before you, so if a woman was to come to my house naked, even if underage, I would tell her that because of satutary rape, that I found her beautiful, but would have to wait until she is 18, though she can have sex with a boy her age, but that would be harder, because most boys her age, can't afford to help raise a baby, though I think that if a young person under the legal age has sex, both parents should help take care of the child until they reach age, and that they should marry, or not have sex.
I was also paranoid that Sheena would say that I would rape her, so wrote her a prophesy to protect her from rape, and promiscuous sex, though I told her that I wouldn't cheat on her unless I was asleep in bed and she brought some women into me while I was asleeep, and she tried to sleep with me, and I wasn't aware of who it was, which was just another way of trying to say I wouldn't cheat on her, or rape her.
I also when living out in Port Wentworth was playing with Little Roddy, and Mark, and we were at an old playground, and there was a merry-go-round, and teeter-tooters, and there was a wasps nests, and they attacked us, and stung us, and after that I was allergic to wasp and bee stings, though I also remember playing with a yellow jacket, and trying to get it to be nice, and not sting me, but it stung me, so again, I was a little nieve, but would learn my leasons, though God wants us to trust in it, and that it made the earth to be inhabitted by us Isaiah 45:18, which God gave us everything on a silver plater, but we like Satan, thuoght that we should have done the work ourselves.
Now I am called crazy, because I became psychically aware of what was going on around me, and could hear people over long distances as well as close around me, talking about me behind my back, and prophesying evil, or that I would do evil, but this is like when a man beats his wife, it is those around him, who plant the idea in his head, but I would know that, and chose not to do it, even when me and my ex-wife would argue I would never hit her, though she did try and bait me, and I even had to hug her, and pick her up, and lay her on the bed, to show her my strength, but I never hit her, no matter how adjitated she tried to make me, I wouldn't hit her, which was another reason I divorced her, you don't just hit your wife, because you suspect her of doing something, if you are unhappy it is better to leave her than to beat her, or cheat on her, because two wrongs don't make a right, except in multiplication, or math, but it never does in a relationship, you don't even rape your wife, if she won't have sex with you, because all of these thoughts come from Lucifer and the fallen angels who sinned with him, but fear not, for they that are with us are more than they that are with them, 2nd Kings 6:16, so when Lucifer fell he only took 1/3 of the angels in heaven Rev. 12:1, & 4, Gen. 37:9, & Gen. 1:14-18, but the sun and moon don't rule over the day and night, they are not capable of actual rule, because all the sun is, is a ball of nuclear gas and energy, all the moon is, is a huge rock out in space, and if they rule you, you would have to worship them, and Moses in Deut. 4:19, says not to worship them, but angels rule over the affairs of the earth, but where pure spirits first, that through Jesus were allowed to dwell in the earth, and become human, that they may be lights to us in the ways of God, only one of them sinned, and later on the remaining 1/3rd joined it in its rebellion, and also died and became disembodied spirits like Lucifer, and try to posses the living through the dead, which is why the Bible is against talking to the dead, and reincarnation, because then you have the dead possessing the living to steal a new person's life, and drag them down to hell, or the grave with them, yet even if I hear voices, if you don't, but do crazy things, you are then letting those around you control you, including Lucifer and its fallen angels, yet if I hear voices, and make mistakes initially, but get it under control, yet you can't, or don't, who then is crazy, me, because I learned that the voices have to do with those around me, and that I don't have to listen to them, or you who don't know that you are listening to them, but are still acting crazy?
So I never forced a woman to be with me, I may have in their own minds tricked them, but they were after the same thing that I was after, which at the time was sex, and possible marriage, if it worked out, but if not then I would let the woman go, and accept her choice, even if it was to abort a child, there is nothing that I can do about it, but I am against it, because only in the case of David and Bathsheba, did the Lord kill an infant, and it was after the child was born, so that tells me, that even in the womb, if God didn't want a woman to have a child it would take care of it, but God forgives all sins even this one, and a woman is only supposed to have one husband, though she can get pregnant by almost any man that she sleeps with, unless she has reproductive problems, but no one can tell you how to react perfectly in every situation, you have to make your own choices, and be responsible for them, but also willing to admit the error of them, and learn from them not to do them again, which is why Jesus came into the flesh, to be an example for us, and you can't say, because he was a true hermaphroddite, that it makes him better than us, or make excuses, Jesus was just as human as we are, yet without sin, in fact he would have more problems than us, because of his dual nature.
Though I would also like to apologize to any woman out there, like Sheena, Daphne, and Maribel, who I may have done wrong unintentionally, but never harmed physically, with Sheena I felt like she wouldn't listen, and tried to make her for awhile, with Daphne I flet like she didn't care, and with Maribel, I was told so much stuff that I didn't know what to believe, but I kept my nose as clean as possible with each woman, and though I may have said offensive things, to Sheena, I never cussed her, nor cursed her, I was only trying to help her realize that she was being so superstitious about me being one of the 2 witnesses, that she didn't even think that I could have a wife, nor make mistakes of a sexual nature, even though Samson did, and King David as well.
Though with Maribel and Sheena I was really just trying to explain, and wrote them as much as I could explaining, but if a person doesn't want to hear you, I learned that you can't make them, though with Maribel she seemed to care anyway, and was willing to be with me a little anyway, I even dreamed that a Red Dragon was chasing her, and told her that as well, and related it to Rev. 12 as well, because I also found her name sort of encoded as well, which Mary, or Mery Baal, is an Epitheth for Gideon, as would be Maribel, so I was sortof trying to help her and me to make it through our time together, which it was always her choice with me, though I was under pressure too, and made mistakes.
I also contacted American Idol message boards for the 2004 season, because of Jasmine Trias, because I thought that she should have won it all, and that people were getting a little racist about things, because I look a little Asian myself, and was harassed because of it as well, and know that there aren't very many main stream Asian artist in the American Music industry, though I also placed my testimony on the message board as well, though I got some negative attention, as well, I still handled it with grace.
I also would go online at the Libary as well, and started a prayer chain for Christopher Reeve before he died, but it wasn't received well, so it was deleted from the Message Board, as were most of my posts.
Though I think that someone may have gotten my pass word for Yahoo.com, or Aol, because some of my messages for the last couple of months were being deleted, but now all of a sudden they aren't, which it is the ones in the Bulk folder, and not the ones in the Incoming folder, but I also signed up with Belief net, and was supposed to get their e-mails, but haven't received them, so I don't know if someone has been deleting them, or what, but I have an address if anyone is trying to contact me, or anything.
Though not allot has been going on in the last couple of months until just recently.
I did get a Birthday card from Howard Stern's show, who was the only one, besides my family, that I contacted who sent anything.
Oh Yeah, also most swear words are interjections, or words that you say in moments of excitment, though again it is better not to use them, but any interjection can be used to express a point.
My friend Brian came by and we went to Geogia Southern University in Statesborough, and hung out at the Libary there, and ate at Ryan's Stake house, though here in Savannah, Ryan's, is now Fire Mountain.
We also went riding around the Metter and surrounding area, and ate at the Western Steer, and Kentucky Fried Chicken/Taco Bell.
I took us a slightly different way, and Brian didn't trust me at first, and looked at a map, and took us down 280, and Brian was a little worried, but I just kept going, and showed him that I knew where I was going, we also went by Michael Guido's Gardens, which is an Evangalist who would run short commercials for T.V. and Radio, and would give the "Seeds From the sower," as he called it, and "A
Seed For the Garden of Your Heart, which would air on different T.V. Stations while I was growing up.
Me Brian and a friend of his went riding through the side Towns off of I-16, up to Dun, Georgia, or something like that.
Though just recently I was involved in several events that I need to explain to you Also.
Here is an example of a self defense situation.
A couple of Mondays ago I was doing a 30 minute walk around my neighborhood, and started around 4:00 P.M, because I was wanting to go an get something to eat at the Golden Corral after I was done.
I was walking in the sidewalk, and was about 10-15 feet from the Apartment Drive way where I live, which there are 2 apartments adn about a 40-50 foot driveway for about 4-6 cars to park in.
Right in front if a Beauty Salon, and a Pawn Shop.
There is an area for cars to park, and a couple of Green City Garbage containers.
I was like 6-8 foot in front of them, when some guy from behind pulled in to park behind me, but he gunned the engine of the car as he pulled in, and I quickoned my steps a little, yet felt that he was about 1-2 foot away from me when he pulled in.
I was a little upet, so decided to see if he had saw me and was aware of how close he was to hitting me.
So I did sort of a small arch, or u, of 3-4 feet to go up to the parking area of the Beauty Salon.
I went up to the car and motined to roll down the window, and he did.
Now remember, I have a bad leg, and am walking on an injury, that I shouldn't be walking on, and if when pulling in on me like he did, if my leg had given out suddenly, I could have fell backwards, and been hit be his car as he turned in, even if he was 3-4 feet away, he still could have hit me, so I went up to simply ask if he had seen me, and approacthed the car.
As he rolled down the window, and I asked if he had seen me? Which I did politely, he then in an angry tone said, Yeah, I saw you, which all I wanted was an appology, or for him to act like he hadn't seen me, though I just said O.K. initially, and stood there waiting for him to realize what he had done to me.
Then he said, You better go on, so I back off a little and let him get out of the car, and start going up the the Beauty Salon, and was watching him as I was slowly walking away, trying to let it go, but I stopped for a minute, hoping again for an appology, and then he said, You beter go on M.F., or mother F*****, then I decided to see what he would do if I acted like I was going to hit him.
I lead off on my left leg, which is my bad leg, and stepped out with my right, in a front stance, or Zenkutsu Dachi, and raised my guard, only.
Now I was a good 3-4 feet away from him, and if I had swung, he would have hit me first, in the head, but by raising my guard, only, and being so far away from him, I made sure that if he did swing he would hit my arm, and not my head, plus with my bad leg I would be slowed down a little, but he threw a real punch, and I was able to take it on my Biceps, and go forward with the left into another front stance, which after he swung, I was in a self defense situation, which if he hadn't have swung, I would have just stopped, and walk away if he walked away, but he didn't.
He swung off of his left full force, and I had a bruise on the side of my biceps for at least a week, from where he hit me, about the size of a fist.
Now also remember I have mental problems, and High blood pressure, and I was hot after the fight, but remember I am also in good shape, and still exercise as much as my leg will allow me, until I hurt, or no longer than 1 hour and 30 minutes, every other day, to at least an hour walking, yet I do practice my Martial Arts in the drive way of the Apartments, and I believe his girlfriend worked at the salon as well, so something must have happened to either agitate him over me, and her, or she was saying I did something that I really didn't do, though I do remember a couple of weeks, or maybe even months ago, that I was turning in off of the light and the girls were crossing in the road, but I let them go on across, and waited, and then pulled in to park, though about a year ago, I did, do my laundry naked, but realized that there was a blind in the window from the beauty shop, and didn't do it again, which if someone could see me through the blinds and was actually there, I didn't know.
This could have made her boyfriend mad with me, and if she was acting a mean person about it, or a B****, she could have put him up to it, yet if he wouldn't have swung, I could have stopped myself fully, because I was far enough away that I had to also bring my left foot forward after the right to even get even with him to hit him, and then I swung, but only after he swung, except whereas he missed I actually hit him in the head, and remember calling on God to help me to control myself so I didn't kill him, but only wanted to teach him a leason, and to stop bullying people, and to never try to hit someone with your car.
Yet not only did I hit him in the head, because he tried to stand up to the punch, as I was drawing my right hand back in to the guard position I also pulled my thumb across his throat, and cut his throat about 1&1/2 to 2 inches, though I tried to throw my own left as well, which he threw his own right and connected with my left cheek, and hit the inside of my elbow and tricept as well, as my right hand was back at guard position.
Then the guy lost his balance and fell forward, and I turned to my rear right in sort of a horse stance while he tried to righten himself, and kept up my guard ready to go again.
He sort of stabalized himself a little, but by then the girls of the salon came out, and acted like they were calling the police, so I started backing up towards the sidewalk, though keeping my guard up, and was ready to go again if I had to, though he looked shaken up.
The girls came out saying that they had called the police.
Now the guy was a good 6 foot tall 200-220 pounds, and had muscles as large as mine.
So he was trying to use his size to bully me, and not me bully him, because he wasn't afraid of me, or was acting like he wasn't, plus I wouldn't have let him get out of the car if I was bullying him, and even tried to walk away, but was concerned that he might try it again and had to make sure that he didn't.
I guess the girls may have actually called the police, and the guy wanted me to sit and wait for them, because I told them to go ahead and call, but he wanted me to sit on the log which they have to mark the parking area, up by the Salon, which wasn't even where the incident took place, as the girls walked him in I could see the scrtch on his neck, but I stood on the sidewalk where I was when he pulled in, and illustraited how far he was from hitting me, and told him, you were about that far from hitting me, and illusatraited about a foot of space from my left to right hand, and he didn't correct me, and said that I would wait at the side walk until the police arrived, but decided to go on, because I was going to the Golden Corral to eat a free meal, which the Golden Corral does for Veterans every year, and even passed a patrol car at the Fountain Inurance, when I went.
Which the thumb raked across his throat was a combination of a Yubi Basami, or a Ube thumb strike, which in Karate is used for a direct attack to the throat, and in Ninjutsu is used for a Kidney strikes, or stirkes to the throat, usually only in life or death situations, though in reality all I did was simply straighten out my thumb as I was pulling my arm back to gurad position, which I threw like a hook punch, or Kagi Zuki to the head, and maybe a straight punch with the left, or a Tsuki, and may have hit him in the body, and as I was pulling back straighten out my thumb, and as it went across his throat at almost a 90 degree angle, my thumb nail cut into his flesh, which it wasn't that long, but it is thick, and at least a millimeter, and maybe 2 millimeters long, maybe 3 at the most.
Though I didn't get out completely unscathed, he did hit me with a right of his own solidly to the left cheek, though it only left a slight bruise barely noticable, and I eventually left after a few minutes, and went and ate, and walked around the Oglethorpe Mall here in Savannah, which I only did once, which was my plan anyway, which was about 3 weeks ago, and nothing else happened, and as far as I know the guy is alright, though I haven't seen him around here again.
I was also messed with by some scam artists from Africa trying to offer me money, like 1/2 millin dollars for about a week, if you want to see the outcome go to 419,bitten us.com, or http://419.bittenus.com, or http://419.bittenus.com/Sarah Hanis/index.htm to see what occurred.
If you go to my comment section on these blogs you will see links to get you around to my different sites.
I didn't trust the offer from the start, though today I was in another car accident, when I was going to the Natonal Guard Armory, which is also where I took the Asvab before I joined the Navy, which is on Eisenhower Dr. here in Savannah, and was going to the light, and was going to turn in at the light, well a guy in a 1992 Ford Pick-Up truck named Carlos Brown, which was also the name of the guy who was trying to run a scam on me, stopped completely suddenly in the left lane, because there was another way to get to the Aurmory, before the light, and a guy in a blue car turned in here, but I thought that the guy in front of me was going on, so had to slam on breaks to try and not hit him, but was going the speed limit of 35, and hit him.
Now I ask you, does a person have a right to come to a complete stop in the middle of traffic with other cars behind them, because he missed his turn?
I also didn't see brake lights, or a turn signal as well, but noticed that he wasn't moving, so hit the brakes.
There are 5 lanes at this particular part of the Dr. on Eisenhower, including a middle turning lane, with 2 lanes on the right and 2 lanes on the left, with a light about 30-50 feet ahead, that was green, but the guy said that he missed the turn, but I thought that he was going on, because I don't remember seeing any brake lights, as mentioned above, but I hit mine as hard as I could, so had to slam on brakes myself to try and not hit him, but was going the speed limit of 35, and hit him.
What this means is that the tires stopped, but the car, because of the round wheels, kept going forward, and the smootheness of the road, even though I stopped physically, the car still went forward, though I wasn't following too close neither, I just didn't have anti-lock brakes on my car, and my brakes locked, which could happen in any situation, but that does't mean that I didn't try to stop the car, because I did, I stopped the tires, but the cars forward momentum kept me going even though I had came to a complete stop, because in every instance I was going the speed limit, in normal conditions, no more than 5 m.p.h over the limit, and hit my brakes when seeing that I was coming upon a bad situation.
Now the secondary entrance to the Aurmory, is like a little dirt driveway about 10 to 15 feet from where Mr. Brown was at, which no one was in front of Mr. Brown either, nor was anyone else stopped but him.
Now I ask you, does a person have the right to come to a complete stop in the middle of traffic, with other cars behind them, and traffic in front of and behind him, and to the right still moving, could you stop in time if this were to happen to you, and you were going the speed limit, and coming up on the scene with other cars behind you as well?
This would be an illegal stop, because there was no light, and no stop sign, and no place for him to turn in at, he would also be impeding the flow of traffic, and also did an illegal lane change inot my my lane, a couple of minutes before I arrived on the scene.
I was traveling in the left hand lane, with no one in front of me initially.
Now if he had been in the middle lane, and I hit him, because he was stopped there, and tried to turn myself, it would be my fault, but I don't care who you are, if I am right in front of you, and stop suddenly in the middle of traffic, because I missed a turn, but there is a light up ahead, and the traffic to the side, and in front of me are moving, and I am the only one stopped, would you say that it was my fault, or yours, if I did the same to you, regardless of what the law says, which in this situation, all you can do is hit your brakes, and if the flow of traffic is tight, and hope that you don't hit me, or hit someone else, in this situation.
No one on God's green earth could stop suddenly like that, not you, and not me.
Now if you are at a red light, or a stop sign, or in a turning lane, and are making a turn, and traffic is backed up, and I am speeding, and come up behind you, and hit you, that would be my fault, or if the light is green, and I am going the speed limit, and coming up behind you, and you are taking off slowly, and I can't stop, that would be your fault, for not looking to make sure that no one is coming behind you, and if you need to pull off quicker, though I would try to stop in this situation, if I could, but if I was going the speed limit, and only saw the green light, and then notice you, then whose fault would it be?
We as drivers whether in front of someone, or behind someone can't act like we are the only person on the road either, and if you don't take off at a proper rate of speed, you can make an accident happen, just as well as someone hitting you, and isn't it funny that the people who don't have insurance, or who are active people like myself, don't seem to get as injured as others who aren't active, and do have insurance, if traffic is blocked so that a person can't change lanes or something, like when three people who are related take 3 different cars to come to Savannah, you don't need 3 cars to take a trip to Sav. just one, and to be considerate of other people on the road, under certain circumstances if someone is in front of you, and not responding correctly themselves, then they make you the victim, and could even be scam artist trying to get your insuracne company to pay them.
Now the reason that I was there is because I am having problems with my own V.A. case, and the V.A. was having people from this area of GA to go to the Armory to check on their benefits, and I was doing the same, and spoke with a guy about it, but he said that he would get back to me this moday, but I haven't heard back from him.
I also went to a Research group of about 50 people, about trials, and how to determine if the Government has enough evidence to convict someone, though some of them looked familiar, some of them I didn't recognize, the group lasted from 8:00 A.M. to 5:30 P.M. and we got breakfast, and lunch, though we can't give details about it, which was last Saturday the 10th, of Dec. though they did record it all.
Oh, also last Tuesday it was forecasted to rain, and I prayed to God, and knew that God answered me, and it didn't rain, for Wensday, as well, though they forecasted that, though last night it was supposed to be raining, and I was up to like 2:00 A.M. lying in bed trying to relax from the day to where I could get some sleep from around 6:00 P.M., but it did rain in the morning like they said.
Now we all have problems, but I handled it with grace, and even in self defense situations don't hold a grudged againt my attacker, and do this everytime something bad happens to me.
Like I would also try to find me a girlfriend, when I lived at 140 A Main St., before they tore it down, I got me a Computer, and was trying to learn how to use it a little, I would try to find girlfriends of Asian Friend Finders, and wrote to girls all over, even some in China, and even wrote during the Plane situation that happened between the U.S. and China, and even appologized on behalf of our country if out plane did violate their airspace, and warned them that I was one of the 2 witnesses, and that they could be heading to World War III, and that things should remain as they are, as far as Taiwan is concerned, or if like with Hong Kong, if the people elected to, or wanted to return to China that would be different.
Though I also found out that my name in the Hebrew is Shen, but the name for God in the Chinese is also Shen, but also Shangdi, and Tian, or TianZhu, which is what the Catholics use, though another explaination for my hand which I used to cover myself, where some people may have thought it was my penis the second picture down on the left, is that I wasn't shaking the camera at all, but my spirit manifested itself outside of my body, to cover up any concern that my penis could be showing, but my spirit made it to where you couldn't see anything even if you through that you had, though Shen also means Kidneys, and if you remember in one of my other blogs I said that the Jewish people thought that a persons strength comes from their Kidneys, which could be my inituition at work again.
Though if you watch movies, and see how people react to different situations enough, you can also learn to read them, and tell if they are being honest or lying, by the way they behave around you though some people like myself, will try to control their emotions, and not read anyone, or keep their minds pure, which is what I do, so you can learn to read people a little, as well, which is also intuition at work.
I met a woman after this in the Savannah mall, who wanted me to bring her granddaugher over from the Philippines, and tried to help her as well for several months, though the woman got short tempered with me, because she didn't understand that I would need her as well to help me out, and seemed to want me to bring her over only for her, and wouldn't explain to me what I needed to do to get her granddaugher over here, which I tried for about 6 months, but couldn't figure out what to do, so the old woman ended it, and changed her mind.
I then wrote to a girl named She Rylou Luchavez for over 2 years, and then another girl named Maribel for awhile, but that didn't go anywhere either, so now I am just trying to be friendly, and nice, and not worry about it, if I find a woman, that is what the Lord wants me to be with I will be with her, if not then I can only wait, and be patient, and try to learn from my mistakes.
To point out everything that I did wrong would take up some time, but I also made good choices, and tried the best that I could, and learned from my mistakes.
That is what God and Jesus want from us, to live our lives the best that we can, and to try to make as few mistakes as possible, and if you make one to learn from it, but never make a major one, because you can control yourself, and stop what you are doing at anytime, and to believe that you don't have to sin, and can go and sin no more, and live in harmony with society, and the people around you.
Now the reason that God doesn't want you to receive the mark of the Beast, is because only a selfish person would recieve it, because the Beasts hates all people, but mostly the Christians and the Jews, and will try to kill them for not receiving his mark, which if someone does evil, you aren't to even bid him Godspeed, which is what you do when you receive the mark, so because they fear death, and don't want to love their neighbor, they receive his mark, which the 3 and 1/2 year period is mainly to get into the position to get things started, the last tribulation period will last 500 years, with Jews and Christians being forced to live outside of society, but there is away out, and that is if we can all learn the seven seals of God, and help others to know them, God never sends a prophet who doesn't offer you away out, or to avoid an up coming judgement, but it is your choice. Go to my other page at www.angelfire.com/realm3/shane_lee_1of2/truth/ to learn more about the day and the hour.
Now the male trinity represent the fact that you need three witnesses according to the law of Mosheh before anyone could be put to death, Deut. 17:6-7, the two witnesses have to be male and female, because Mosheh said in Deut. 4:26, I call heaven and earth to witness against you this day, so the male is metaphorically heaven, the female metaphorically the earth, though the two witnesses are the 2 olive trees and the 2 lampstands, or candle sticks, and the 10 virgins had 10 lamps, making them the lampstands in Matt. 25, & Matt. 5:15-16, which most lampstands or candlesticks, are made from the olive trees, just as the woman was taken out of the Human being who was called Adam, but whom God called Adam male and Adam female, even after she was taken out of him, Gen. 5:2, though not only did Adam begat a son, in his own likeness, after his image, but also a daughter after his female's own likeness, after her image, who were no longer in the image and likeness of God. Also go to my other blog to understand the Beast.
Oh guess what it happened again this weekend, it was supposed to rain all weekend, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday, but because I asked God in advance hearing the forcast on WSAV channel 3 Sav. I asked for it not to rain at least on Saturday, and even though all day we had a 30 % chance of rain, it didn't rain, though my water heater was tripped when I tried to take a shower that morning, and I did get a little mad, and punched the wall a little, with both hands, and cut my pinky, on my right hand, but it didn't bleed much, which was before I figured out that my breaker had tripped, I heard in my spirit, that, he changed it, and figured that the weather, would be sunny that day, and it was.
Now I don't bet on anything, not even the weather, because I can only ask God to do something, and either it will, or it won't, and though it was cloudy most of the day, it was also sunny, and though it looked like it should rain it didn't, because I did look at the weather channel as well.
Also I need to address the Shroud of Turin, which I find only one problem with it, the fact that the persons hair, is somehow even with the face, which can only occur if someone is standing up, or somehow used an engraving to make the image, and may have also been sick enough to use human blood to produce it, and got herbs from the holy land, and anatomically, duplicated the wounds that Jesus suffered, both before and after the cross, and burned the image onto the shroud making one plate for the back, and one plate for the front, which Jesus was wrapped with two pieces of cloth the linen that covered his body, and the linen, or napkin that covered his face, or head, in John 20:6-7, and Thomas asked to place his finger in his hands, definition 5495 in Strong's Concordance of the Bible, which was used because the nail would go through the hand, from the palm to the back of the hand.
The problem with hair is that it didn't have anything to hold it up, even with blood matted in it, when a person is laying down, and the hair is long, it will fall behind the back, and lay around the head, sort of matted, but not even with the face, this is physically impossible, which is what you see with the image on the shroud, the hair instead of laying flat is even with the face, plus when you push a piece of cloth, and wrap it around the face, it is impossible to get a clean image, because of the blood, and roundness of the face, if you look at the shroud the cheeks are flat and even, and not rounded as a normal face would be if a cloth was wrapped around it, the eyes, nose, and mouth shouldn't be perfectly even as they are on the shroud, nor the cheeks, which I don't say to discredit the resurrection of Jesus, only the Shroud itself, though if the napkin survived, they could have used it, but that would still be a messy image, though it Jesus had long hair, and a beard, you may be able to tell some of it, but not evenly as with the shroud.
All I would warn is not to walk by sight, or need physical proof, just believe that it is possible for God to have raised Jesus from the dead.
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