Hello everyone
Mood:  lyrical
Hello everyone first off I forgot to appologize to Mr. Bob Seger for not directly asking his permission to sing his song like the chipmunks, or make it sound like I was playing it at a fast speed, though it isn't a copy, it is really me doing the voice. I would also like to appologize to other musicians for using their music, though I am teaching, and using it under fair use, and not using a copy of the song, it is an impersonation of what I hear on the radio, or video, or T.V. but I make it my own as well, and give the artist credit for the song as well. I have still been seeing the movies, though not as much the past couple of months, I will see 2 movies at least a weekend, and mainly the most comedic or actioner, or something mainstream, and eat out trying to get out of the house a little.

Hypnosis
Mood:  quizzical
I wonder if Hypnosis is real, for instance with my injuries both in the car accident and three story fall, could someone have hypnotized me.
Now if they did, there would then be a trigger word that would set it back on me.
If I am unaware of when I am being hypnotized then whatever I do in that state is not in my power to control.
We are all like puppets, and though we can chose our masters in some cases our master maybe chosen for us.
Though I would wonder because I have a bad right eye, and the hypnotist must be telling me to go back to the condition I was after I fell, because I would lose too much time.
This also would be under the umbrella of not a conscious decision, and all I can do then is ask the Lord to protect me from what I may do when in that state, and to not allow me to sin against it anymore if I am and if someone is forcing all of it upon me, and to help me out in that state, and protect me from the evil that men would do to me in a prayer, so that no one even with the tigger word could take advantage of me again. Amen.
That even in that state that I live by and remember the words of the Lord and that the Lord come to my defense and strike any man who would rape me, or molest me, or perhaps even woman, and to allow me to use my martial arts knowledge, from the books that I read, and even seen in movies real or imaginary, even magical ones if someone ever was to hypnotize me, or use the trigger word again, or even to try and use a changed word if they keep changing it, and that If in that state that then is how I would behave, and that from here on out that I have full knowledge of any hypnotic suggestion, because sometimes I have blood in my stool, and am worried that if this is going on, that the man or woman or both maybe using me for sexual and martial arts purposes.
The reason that I am saying this is just in case it isn't from my injury that I occasionally find blood coming out of my anus, which worries me either way, because of the 3 story fall, and the car accident, and the head trauma sustain in the fall from the hi-chair, or any injuries that befell me, though I don't accuse anyone, or would know for sure if this is true.
Though if he/she does hypnotise me again, that instantly I will remember everything that they ever showed me, and taught me or did to me in anyway, and walk away from them in the Lord, and know that it was their sin and not mine, though the Lord may strike them dead itself, and take their spirits without me even touching them, within less than 24 hours, if they ever do so again.
I also ask that the Lord help me more in healing my ankle and pelvis, and know that it is the eternal spirit, or Ki, that heals me, though it could be from the fights that I may be getting into as well, when in this state, and from here on out ask the Lord's and Lady's the eternal spirits diving protection both from the angels in heaven and the demons in hell, who judge both the just and unjust, to protect me from the unjust and all who would harm me, and others. In the Name Yahvahhevahiy Yahuwshuwa ShekenYahuw MashiYahiy, I ask these things Amen.
Now just recently I contacted Ashida Kim, and he was acting weird about me contacting him to see if he might could help out in my V.A. case.
At the time he was being also accused of being gay by certain people, I don't know if he did that to show me that even a Ninja could be picked on by people and there was nothing that he could do about it, or if he did something about it using the perfect weapon.
Now only what is called a black, or evil, or manipulative Ninja could hypnotize me that way, which could be why I dreamed of seeing maybe a Japanesse woman standing in the woods, the Ninja would hold the picture up close to my face, and try to hypnotize me, because I have vision problems, which if my mind was trying to break free in my subconscious would manifest itself as a dream of me seeing a woman standing in the forest with a bunch of trees, which could serve 2 purposes to see if I would be interested in the woman to cause jealousy, and to give me something to focus on, and to see who I would chose to train me if I had a choice, to cause jealousy.
Now that prayer also has to apply to any agent of the black Ninja who would also try to use the trigger word, they too will die within 24 hours without a mark on them.
Though I can't say that Ashida Kim himself would do this, but it could have been someone else who heard about me through my mom being paranoid of my studying Ninjitsu with Steven Kay Hayes, and Unless Steven was contacted by Cliff Yawn my Karate instructor, and he then contacted someone else, because I learned everything in his book, and was freaking my mom out, though he would also have to hypnotize my mom and other family members to use me in either Martial arts training, or whatever other purposes he intended to use me for, HE may have just toyed with me at first, but then the car accident happened, and I got up in less than 2 days, if you were a Ninja and this occurred what would you think about it?
He then may have trained my under hypnosis, which I would have no memory of, and would make me the world's deadliest assassin, I may have been shot, stabbed, killed, but was resurrected by the Spirit of all life who didn't judge me as guilty for whatever he got me to do.
Which he can only use me when I am asleep, or by hypnosis under a trigger word, which I would need everyone to pray for me and believe both in the Church of the Lord Jesus Christ and even Satanist, anyone who believes in freedom of a man to chose his own destiny, while in his waking life.
I have still noticed odd things, Like I am supposed to get posts from my YOutube accounts even when I make a posts myself, but I haven't been getting them lately then all of a sudden I start getting them again.
Though I can't prove any of this and it is merly speculation, though the reason I would think this the most is my injury and knowing that God can heal me as it did the first time, and that when awake though still somewhat effecient in Martial arts, I can't do it as long as I used to could, but still can, who knows what I would be capable of in a Hypnotic state, where even pain receptors are blocked, though no matter what he did I would still show some of my true character, like if he made me kill anyone I would cry, or if he raped me, or something I wouldn't be able to stop him, though I may also cry as well, though if he was to allow me to be with a woman, I would do that, and not cry, but would have a sad expresionless look on my face, because even then I wouldn't believe in having sex with a woman who wasn't my wife, though again he might could have hypnotized me, and not get me to do anything at all that wasn't part of my true Character, I really wouldn't know, but could still get me to do certain things to help him.
Though he could train me in all espionage techniques and training simply because I wouldn't remember any of it, and was wanting to learn it, and used my desire, because I was a Christian, and Christians taught different values than the Ninja to gain a hold over me, though the only thing greater than Hypnotic suggestion is the truth, if I show any signs of starting to remember his subbordinates and own masters would feel threatened, and he too could be hypnotized too, only he remembers his training, the only thing that can stop a hypnotic suggestion is if the one hypnotized admits the truth, but he wouldn't have to admit it to everyone, just a few key people, but the Ninja who hypnotized him, would also have to admit the truth, to be free of his hypnosis, but to be free, he would then have to hypnotize me again, and admit all that he did, but his masters, and subbordinates could also assissinate him within 24 hours, which I even feel weird thinking this way, but it would sortof explain peoples strange behavior even before I went on Youtube or Ifilms, like with Oprah Winfrey who may have thought that I called her a Bitch in one of my e-nails, which if she wasn't helping me in my real life the Black Ninja could get me to call her that though I would sort of feel like she was being mean, I wouldn't actually call her that myself.
Which I can't prove none of this, it would be mere speculation, and sort of a hypothesis, though the female Ninja and Picture that he showed me could have been his wife, which was why he got mad and jealous, so just started using me, though she could have fallen in love with me, seeing me as an innocent victim and tried to help me out, implanting her own hypnotic suggestions helping me out as well, which I can only guess at.
Though if she helped me out she might would be safe from any harm, and I wouldn't hold any grudge against her, because I would have preferred a woman to train me anyway, because of my harassment at school, os if the male ninja was jealous he was just jealous, because I chose her, and the rest was his imagination, though the woman saw in me that I only wanted to be what Steven called a White Ninja.
Though both were using me for different reasons hers were more honorable, plus the other reason I would chose the woman over the man, isn't because she would know more than the man, but because she would be more understanding and patient with me as well, and also because in the books that I read with Steven, and a man named Andrew Adams, they taught me about the feminine aspect in Hatsumi's Style of Ninjitsu, which was also true in Ashida's so I wouldn't know why he would really have a problem with me even if I did, it could have finally just been a test, and like I said, the blood is from my intestines, and the fall, and it is another thing that the V.A. needs to check into.
Though this could just be my imagination at work, which I would admit as well, and shows that I might could write books a little, or tell stories.
Though I wouldn't lie about my medical problems, or the car accident, or the 3 story fall.
Though again any hypnotist could have hypnotized me as well, who knows, but even on him I would warn not to do it again, and let my spirit heal me in its own time, because if you think that it is your hypnotic suggestion that is healing me, and not me taping into the source of all life the eternal spirit, then you've got another thing coming.
I am just feed up with it all.
Though I don't hold a grudge, but another suggestion could be that I was hypnotized a little to not go into Ninjutsu, or Ninjitsu itself, because my mom was worried about it and Steven who would have to be the one to do it, because it was his books that I had used a picture of an atractive Japanese woman to hypnotize me, only it didn't stick, and he said I could also get in a car accident and get hurt that way, and coincedentally it happened, but miraculously I got up from the accident even with a sever spinal cord injury at T1, maybe all along the first seven cervical spine, they again since I got up never would show me the X-rays or my mom.
Now I am getting some of my ideas from a Graphic novel called Crying Freman about an assassin called Yo, or by other names, What is odd, or coincedental is that they picked a face that sort of looks like mine except for the chin, a little, the artist named Ryoichi Ikegami, and the Writer named Kazou Koike, which tells the story of the assissin, which I find the novel very grafic, but put myself in the Main Character's shoes, and saw a little of myself when I was younger, now my disability makes more of my feature show like my cleft chin, but I in a fantasy setting could have been an excellent assassin, because of my mixed looks, and heritage, all you would have to do to make me fully caucasian is give me blue or green contact lenses, and I either wear a wig, or grow a mustache or beard, to look Oriental, or Asian, is darken my hair, with dirt, or again wear a wig, which I like the story line of the novel itself, but it does touch a little close to home, because I find the dream of the woman more like a picture, than an actual dream, though I dreamed of the throne of God that way as well, most of my dreams, except for these 2 are normal, I also dreamed of Mr. Bush recently as well. Though it was a non sensical dream.
See I am sure that I have some form of Narcolepsy, but not sure how it works, or when, I could even go in and out of it briefly, and wake up suddenly, and had it at least since the Navy, because I really started having problems with it then.
My friend Myron came by this Friday again he seems more than anything to want to watch Porno's, though all I got is old ones, and I don't feel comfortable watching them with him, and would sooner him buy his own, and just come over, and I leave, and he call me when he is done.
I find it weird myself, but if he wants to watch them, and can't do it at home, because of Friends and Family being over I understand, but I am just not that into it myself, though I don't judge anyone myself who does.
I also had an unusual experience while driving home, I realized about in Garden City that my phone was on, almost like someone called my mom, but I didn't do it, and you have to dial the number with my phone, I don't even know how to set the stored numbers for direct dailing.
I guess I fell asleep again, and someone called my mom to let her know that something was going on.
Though I went walking through the Mall, and saw the Protector, by Quinten, I am bad with spelling name's, but you know who I mean, I like the movie, and would recomend it, and didn't hear of anything I wouldn't normally see, but am really short of cash, I don't even have $72.00 for the rest of the month.
Now one of my Ninja friends could have hypnotized me and called, who knows.
I could have had a mild stroke, and was revived, I don't remember anything though of what happened.
Now if I was hypnotized the hypnotizt even blocked out the hypnotizing part, which means that it wasn't a doctor, because I would remember the sesessions, and he shouldn't hide that, only a Ninja would, so either Mr. Hatsumi, or Mr. Kim, or one of his agents could have done this.
I figure I need at least 4 hours of sleep, or a doze off again, but even with 8 I still think I doze off in a Narcoleptic sense, but for short periods of no more than 5-10 minutes, maybe less.
Yet I could be remembering some of it, and that is the problem they need to just let this go, and accept that I am really disabled, and guit trying to make me appear gay, or whatever they are doing, because I know I cry whatever they are doing to me, except when with a woman, though I am sadden, and wouldn't look comfortable.
I wouldn't mind sex with one woman, and marriage and a real family, but whatever is going on is to weird for me.
Plus I am fighting the suggestions not just going along with it, or there would be no reaction at all, and I wouldn't even remember the picture.
That originally popped into my mind, and how many of you dream of seeing like a picture of a woman in your dreams, though I still like what the women do to me more than the men.
I just hope that it can all stop, and the Navy accept that I should have been put out of the Navy, and they didn't do so, so that whatever happened to me while there wouldn't have happened to me.
In the hypnotic state I must be so relazed though that, though I may be becoming aware of their presence more and more.
Though that makes me wonder who all was doing this to me along the way, were my friends even my friends, or were they trying to make me the Beast or Anti-Christ not realizing that in a sleep state they were the Beast and Anti-Christ themselves.
Plus I believe that it was both the girls and the guys doing it, so that would make me in a subconscious state bi-sexual, but in a conscious state straight, because I would still chase pussy, and not dick, or ass.
I am praying harder that no man be able to approach me when in this state, and that only virgin women, or young Ladies can revive me, or simply shake me until I wake up, whatever is going on.
Now there would be burn marks if I had a heart attack, and a paddle was used, I would know, so only if Mouth to mouth was done, and was enough to revive me, could I have had one, but if I simply fell asleep, being very tired by the movie, and my walk through the Mall, I fell asleep a couple of times.
Now I can't recall what happens when I am alseep, or in that state, but it is weird, and when Myron was over I found shit on my back, so quit Myron, its over.

Harrasment and dealing with other people phobias
Mood:  irritated
I am just plain irritated at some people's stupid ideas of God and religion.
Jesus died for everyone right, even the Homosexuals and gays, if that's what you people think is an appropriate name, because then you are just using a word that is supposed to be how a Christian is really supposed to be happy, and in a positive mood all the time, because he or she knows that his/her Almight one is.
Let me tell you the only way a man may have sex with me personally, and that is when I am asleep knocked out beyond all comprohension.
I suffered from Narcolepsy, but it wasn't the kind where I couldn't stay awake it was the kind where once I feel asleep it was hard to wake me up, perhaps, because of two head traumas that I suffered from one as a kid, and the other as an another as a teen ager, I feel out of my High Chair onto my head, and then went Head first into a windshield at 16, which may be why the Navy didn't discharge me for it, I could function when awake, and go 16 hours or more, but once I feel asleep slept soundly to the next morning, in a dark deep dream like sleep with a few dreams, occasionally.
I fight to stay awake during the daylight hours it is at night when the Narcolepsy comes in.
Narcolepsy is a sleep disorder that puts someone in an almost coma like sleep, but when I did my test I had gotten surprisingly a full nights sleep, see I am honest about it, and the problem may not come from once I wake up, then I know that the Lord will help me make it through the day, the problem comes when I am asleep, though I do say the prayer, Now a lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep if I shall die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take, but I never prayed for actual protection from people who may take advatage of me while in that state until now, I may have took it for granted that the Lord would protect me while I slept, because I found the source of the prayers in Psalms 3:5 and 4:8 & Proverbs 6:20-22, which says, I laid me down and slept; I awaked and the Lord sustained me. I will both lay me down in peace and sleep; for you Lord, only will make me dwell in safety, & My Son/daughter, keep your Father's commandment, and foresake not the law of your mother: Bind them continually upon your heart, and tie them about your neck.
When you go, it shall lead you; when you sleep, it shall keep you; and when you awake, it shall talk with you.
Which if no person talked with me the Law can speak to me, and that could have been what happened with my reading of the book of Revelation, which makes this a religious experience, and for the V.A. to call me Crazy because of it, and not the stress that my shipmates were putting me through, that wasn't what drove me crazy, me being one of the 2 witnesses was.
A Honorable military man is willing to sacrifice everything including his career for his shipmates, I could have been trained as an Electrician if my shipmates had understood that I wasn't a hotdog or a show off I just tried hard, and was taught good work ethics from My step dad Big Roddy who even now still works even with a bad neck, but he still can do more than I can, though just barely, but if I can go an hour he can still go three.
If I only had A school under my belt, and that was the extent of my electrical training, and my shipmates didn't trust me for some reason, and let me go off working alone, that doesn't tell me, or you that something is wrong in our relationship, and that for some reason they were treating me like I was supposed to know everything instead of learning everything even when I got caught not being able to do a particular job, they again let me go off by myeslf, like I have to ask them to train me or something, they should know that I only had minimal electrical skills, and if they didn't work with me, then I wouldn't be able to do my job, but if they had, I would have worked with them, which I showed when Ben started a fight with me, I still worked with him, when we had to repair the damage that we caused in the fight, though we both walked away from it, and went about our seperate lives afterwards.
Though because of the harassment I was afraid to take showers, and that they would watch me, which I don't know what they thought and maybe they were checking me out and looking at my penis thinking that I was hard, or something, or semi, though unless in water were shirnkage occurs, and it is maybe 2 inches, or cold water, but my penis on soft is about as big as a roll of Nickels, maybe even Quarters, which I don't know if that is big or not because I never looked at their penis to compare.
Though the bone may still be up there which is why I can't work on it, though if they were worried about it I understand, and bare no grudge against them, but they could have just asked.
That is all I know about this.

It's been awhile
Hello everyone I know that it has been awhile since I posted a new blog, but pretty much the same old thing has been going on.
I got a speeding ticket a few months ago, going 50 in a 35, but the fine wasn't that bad, around $65.00 I think.
Been going to the movies, I see like 4 a weekend, sometimes 5, sometimes less, but at least 1, it all depends on how much money I have for that week, or credit on my credit card.
So far I liked everything that I saw, and simply for entertainment value would recomend most of them all there are still some that I couldn't afford to see.
I guess if a critics job was to simply rate the movie for entertainment value, I could be one, and say yes or no to see it, then I could be a critic, but I am not to picky.
I helped a neighbor who got his car stuck in the ditch down on smith ave while walking, I helped lift the car high enough to get it level to pull out, it was a front wheel drive olds mobile delta 88 maroon in color, we used a jack, and lifted it and set bricks under it until it got so high, and it pulled right out, I also helped a Lady out maybe a year ago, she broke down, an me and another guy pushed her car in a parking area, and I gave her a ride home, she live close to Ebenezer Road between Rincon and Springfield, though the car needed to be pushed up a little more and I pushed it up by myself.
I went up to Atlanta for a traveling board hearing, and my case is being sent up to Washington I am hoping that it will work out soon though they said it could still be another 3 months, though I am going to my V.A. apointments more now.
The new address to send in evidennce, or responses is Board of Veterans' Appeals (O1E)
810 Vermont Avenue, NW, Washington, DC 20420 Be sure to include my name Shane Edward Lee, and claim number 257-23-2433, if you are not the Veteran include your name also.
I had to spend the night to make my trip safely so I stayed a a motel in Macon, and got a massage from the Tokyo health massage palor.
I ate some Japanese from the Shogun resturant, and also worked out a little at the local gym, which the motel allowed me to use.
I then on the way back had to get another massage because of the stress on my back, and ankle.
It took me like 2 weeks to recover though I also went on Vacation, for one night I stayed at the Beach on Tybee, at the Desoto Hotel, I got a good rate on the room, and stayed a full 24 hours.
I also tried to bike ride a little though it gave me some trouble because of the sand, I still managed to bike ride off and on, I then ate at Spankies a local Resturant and Bar, which I like their chicken fingers, then I went back to the motel riding down the street, I bought different outfits and changed into them, I rested for like a few hours then went to the pool, then went driving back down to the main Beach area, and parked, and walked around, and ate again, then back to the motel, and went to the Beach, I think that a Jelly fish got me, but it was in the water, and I just brushed it off, I watched t.v a little and may have fell asleep with it on, then got up for breakfast, went to the pool, swam a little, laid out in the sun till about 2:00 P.M. and then went to the Sugar shack, and ate there and then went home, and slept, then I went and visited my mom, which was Saturday and Sunday.
I put up a few more videos, and am just telling my story.
The rest is the same old thing.

Da Vinci code
Mood:  chatty
Hi everyone its Shane again, I am sure that by now some of you have seen the Da Vinci code, as I have.
Though some of it is similar to some of the events that happened in my real life, the things is the Bible itself doesn't say solidly one way or the other whether Jesus was married, or not married.
Yet he was a prophet like unto Mosheh, and Moshe was married, so he could have married, to fulfill prophesy, to make him like unto Mosheh.
Though the Bible itself is silent on the subject of whether Jesus was married or not, it is odd that when discussing different beliefs that the Pharisees out of the Blue asked him about divorce, without no clear reason.
In dealing with Eunuchs, which are people who choose a sexless life, and don't marry a man, or woman, and stay celibate except for masterbation, and the like.
There are 3 kinds of Eunuchs those born so, like Hermaphrodites whom may have a difficult time finding a partner who understands, and may have to live a celibate lifestyle, then there are those who are castrated, being made Eunuchs of men, these are generally men, who serve a King who doesn't want them messing around with women that the King may have in a harum, so that the slave doesn't have sex with them, they are castrated, these are Enuchs of men, as was the Eunuch who Philip met in Acts chapter 8.
Then there are religious men who chose to not marry, which isn't a command from Jesus, but a choice, and could even be for a time, and then you marry, or according as a man is able to bare it.
Now if a true hermaphrodite as Rev. 1:13 points out, and the Old Testament term El Shadday shows, and the fact that the word for female breast is masculinized in the original Hebrew script, and that Moses himself was somehow preserved by Pharaoh, who gave a command to drown all of the male chlidren, but to save the girl children alive, which only a true hermaphrodite could escape Pharaoh's mandate, because he was neither a boy nor a girl, therefore Pharaoh couldn't kill him.
We don't know the reason that the Pharisees brought up this particular subject, nor was everything about Jesus's life written down according to John 21:25, like people can't burn a manuscript that disagress with their doctrine, or belief, as well.
Now Christians are confusing vanity with faith, and pride with belief.
They are the lukewarm church, but don't even know why.
I think that it has to do with 3 reasons, they aren't loving unconditionally, they aren't teaching all of the scriptures faithfully looking upon them all, and they aren't open for discussing doctrine either, and also aren't willing to go on a little faith apart from the written word, without actually changing the gospel message.
For instance instead of writting down that Jesus was married, you could simply say that since Mosheh was married, and Jesus was a prophet like unto him, he also was married as well, but divorced his wife for some reason perhaps before his ministry began, and then before he went to the cross, because if a holy man isn't defiled with a woman, how could evil men lay hands on him, but in order to be defiled so that he could be taken and killed, he and his wife whom he put away, again knew each other, and reconcilded, so that Jesus could die on the cross for the sins of the world?
Also if Jesus did have a daughter it would also explain why her birth would be hidden, since daughters birth aren't mentioned, but because the male and female are one in the eyes of God, through Christ Jesus and the angels, who bare the image and glory of the Eternal Spirit in heaven, while we as earthlings are male and female in 2 bodies for marriage purposes.
Now the Gnostics mention the source gospel and use letters to represent it like Q, well this is because there are different scripts of the Tanak, or Towrah, the first five books of Mosheh, which are identified as E, J, P, & D, which could have been known even during the time of the Gnostics, and Orthodox church when they started having their fallout.
Now even though the Jews denied Jesus they still live by the Towrah, and that is still the word of God, and can't be changed.
So is some of Dan Brown's Novel possible yes, except no one knew that Jesus married, nor who the woman was, though it could have been Mary Magdalene, more than any other woman in the Bible, and she could have went into prostetution to support herself after Jesus put her away for adultery, but privately, so that she wouldn't be stoned, though according to the law of Mosheh' a man wasn't to return to a woman after he put her away, Jesus was preaching repentance and forgiveness, and restitution.
Let's look at Elijah before he was taken up into heaven, Elijah out ran the Chariot's of King Ahad to get to the city of Jezreel before him.
Now a horse isn't as fast as a cheeta, but I heard that Benny Hinn said that Adam in Eden could have out ran a cheetah, which could be true if Elijah out ran a horse drawn chariot, and the Hand of Yahvah was upon him, In I Kings 18:44-46.
Yet this same man feared a woman, and ran from her simply because her Messenger used the Hebrew word Elohiym, which again I purposed why this would occur since when talking with the Messenger of Yahvah, Elijah used certain specific Hebrew words, Elohiy, Yahvahhevahiy, and Tsebaoth, which only if all three words were feminine in pronuciation, would it explain logically why Elijah ran from Jezebel, or Isabel, because he thought that she came to understand that the God of Israel was One, but neither male nor female, and was referred to in both the masucline and feminine sense, as long as no image was associated with it, because as the divine breath or spirit, or ruwach, it dwells in all human beings even the Hermaphrodites.
Elijah, if married before his ministry, we don't know either, but he could have been for all we know as well, because he could have been widowed as well.
In the Old Testament, Eunuchship wasn't the norm, but arranged marriages, and the like were the norm.
Yet what is clear is that Elijah was so Holy that he was taken up into heaven by the chariot of Isarel and the horses of fire parted Elijah from Elisha, now Elisha may have also been married, or not married again the Bible just doesn't say if he got married, or didn't, which doesn't mean that he did, or didn't get married, but before Elijah was taken up into heaven he hadn't known a woman, so since Jesus was translated or transfigured before the resurrection what would make him go from this type of spiritual demonstration of power to where the Roman's were finally able to catch him, and there is only one thing knowing a woman, even in the Temple when David an hungered and ate of the shew bread, which was only for the Priest to eat he could not have known a woman, nor his men for at least 3 days, though again it isn't mentioned directly in the text either, but that would be the general amount of time allowed, which is mentioned in 1 Samuel 21:1-6.
Now none of this is proof for or against Jesus being married or not married, but it does support that he could have been, and if he had a daughter and was a true hermaphrodite, this also would be the seed of a woman, because whether male or female the seed of the son or daughter comes from the male, and Jesus also being a true hermaphrodite would be a woman as well, and by re-marrying Mary Magdalene, and having her to wife, and knowing her, thus also became mortal enough for the Soldiers of the Chief Priests, and then one of the Roman soldiers raped him, and this person will become the Beast.
All of these ideas are based a an idea foud in the scriptures, and that is the foundation of faith, which is not in what is written, but what is not written, for the letter kills but the spirit gives life.

Week & Weekend report
Mood:  celebratory
First off I would like to wish a Happy Mother's day to everyone, Like Brandon Lee's character in the Crow said, "Mother is the name of God, to all their children." Paraphrased a little as well, again backed up by Isaiah 66:13, Psalms 27:10, and Genesis 2:24, God being the Father and Mother of the whole human race, since the woman was taken out of the man, but the D.N.A. of both is male and female, the male receives half of his D.N.A. from his Father, and half from the Mother as does the woman as well, and God made both in its image.
It was a good Movie weekend, though there aren't too many movies that I don't like and unless it is absolutly horrible, it would be simpler to tell you the one that I didn't like from the ones I did, or the ones I didn't watch.
Though I finally saw "Take the Lead," with Antonio, and liked it allot, and saw it as inspirational.
Now I want all of the actors to know that you can safely come to Savannah, because sometimes we will have film festiviles, and things like that, and Jason Patrick came back in Sept. of 2004, who I like as an actor from the Lost boys, as did Rodger Ebeert, and Jeff Cohen, from the Goonies, I even got an autograph from Jeff, but I am not stalking anyone, in part due to my disability, and in part, because I see you as normal people who got certain breaks in life, and while I like your movies, I never saw you as anything more than human beings like myself, who are trying to make a living in life, and happen to be in the entertainment field, though I know people idolize you, and there are both sane fans out there and crazy ones, even with all that happened to me, I still know right from wrong, and even if I here voices I know that I have the power to listen to or not listen to them, and chose not to if they try to get me to do something that I know is wrong.
Also Robert Redford has been around Savannah, Keanu Reveese, Katie Holmes, Greg Kinnear, and Kate Blachant, from the Lord of the Rings, I probably spelled her name wrong.
Though again my Question would be, has everyone become so Holly Wood, or pretend, that you no longer recognize the real deal?
Though I think what people are really experiencing is a form of hearing people talking about you behind your back, and like the song goes, "Oh, shush, keep it down now, voices carry." I am not sure who the group is at this moment, but will get back to you later on.
Now don't let people whether behind your back, or in front of you tell you who you are period, if you like to dress in light colors that doesn't make you gay, or staight it is just a stereo type, made by men who were harassed by their dads who think that they know what Satan wants in a man, which unfortunetly is what they teach their sons, who worship them, and don't learn the difference between right and wrong, but hopefully can learn tolerance, and to agree to disagree, because no one can force anyone to change their mind, you can only hope, and suggest, but if you want to listen, you may be able to help people to understand what love is.
Also their are also 2 other reasons that I did my parody of Tom Cruise from his Risky Business's character Joel, and 3 other unrelated video joke singing clips, 1) Because I sent an audition tape to Jeopardy and notice that afterwards my penis may have been noticable on the tape, that was because I had just gotten my video camera, and didn't know how to work the lense yet, and it may have made it though soft look larger, because I think that the camera was on close up, with me not knowing, the second was in case guys looking at the same pictrue on my third pictrue blog, might would think that it was a vagina, and to show them that it was a penis I showed them that I had one, even if it would look a little smaller on the web cam, though it would also show Jeopardy that my penis whether on a video camera, or web cam, is thicker than normal, which is also why I was with 11 African women, though also a few white women, and Asian woman also, though no Spanish yet, my ex-wife said that I was thick, which made sex good, though my penis wasn't as long as a brother's penis, it was just as thick, which though for my size it is over 6 inches, though I don't mean to get to grafic with all of this information, and I am just talking about our bodies that the Lord made, and Christians act like we will all be sexless beings in heaven or something.

Week & Weekend report
Mood:  celebratory
First off I would like to wish a Happy Mother's day to everyone, Like Brandon Lee's character in the Crow said, "Mother is the name of God, to all their children." Paraphrased a little as well, again backed up by Isaiah 66:13, Psalms 27:10, and Genesis 2:24, God being the Father and Mother of the whole human race, since the woman was taken out of the man, but the D.N.A. of both is male and female, the male receives half of his D.N.A. from his Father, and half from the Mother as does the woman as well, and God made both in its image.
It was a good Movie weekend, though there aren't too many movies that I don't like and unless it is absolutly horrible, it would be simpler to tell you the one that I didn't like from the ones I did, or the ones I didn't watch.
Though I finally saw "Take the Lead," with Antonio, and liked it allot, and saw it as insirational.
Now I want all of the actors to know that you can safely come to Savannah, because sometimes we will have film festiviles, and things like that, and Jason Patrick came back in Sept. of 2004, who I like as an actor from the Lost boys, as did Rodger Ebeert, and Jeff Cohen, from the Goonies, I even got an autograph from Jeff, but I am not stalking anyone, in part due to my disability, and in part, because I see you as normal people who got certain breaks in life, and while I like your movies, I never saw you as anything more than human beings like myself, who are trying to make a living in life, and happen to be in the entertainment field, though I know people idolize you, and there are both sane fans out there and crazy ones, even with all that happened to me, I still know right from wrong, and even if I here voices I know that I have the power to listen to or not listen to them, and chose not to if they try to get me to do something that I know is wrong.
Though I think what people are really experiencing is a from of hearing people talking about you behind your back, and like the song goes, "Oh, shush, keep it down now, voices carry." I am not sure who the group is at this moment, but will get back to you later on.
Now don't let people whether behind your back, or in front of you tell you who you are period, if you like to dress in light colors that doesn't make you gay, or staight it is just a stereo type, made by men who were harassed by their dads who think that they know what Satan wants in a man, which unfortunetly is what they teach their sons, who worship them, and don't learn the difference between right and wrong, but hopefully can learn tolerance, and to agree to disagree, because no one can force anyone to change their mind, you can only hope, and suggest, but if you want to listen, you may be able to help people to understand what love is.

Karaoke anyone
Mood:  bright
Well it seems that I finally got one of my videos up on msn.com, and that people are taking a notice, though some are being mean a little I am handling it all the best I can.
I would like to apologize to Mr. Tom Cruise, if my paradoy of him angered him, or made him think that it was a personal attack, against his own manhood, or anything, I did it because of other things I saw other comedians doing on T.V. including Will Ferrel, and Mike MacDonald of SNL and Mad TV, which I watch regularly, or like the Rock group that wore socks around their johnsons, it was just an attempt to get some recognition to my situation, which is a difficult one, because while I am disabled I can still do some of the things that I used to could do, but not all of them.
Now the other 3 clips weren't of him, just me doing these songs similarly, to the paradoy, figuring that if I do a couple of them, it will either piss the right people off to get someone angry enough to do something, and actually help out, if they understand that I was joking, and wasn't saying that Tom had a smaller Johnson than me, nor comparing size, I figured since his shirt was closed, you would get more exposure, if it was open, and cause more controversy that way, and would draw attention to my problmes with the V.A. which only the Government can change, so in order to get them to listen I had to do something a little outrageous, though if Tom does have a problem with it, and wants me to take it down I can delete them as well.
Not much else is going on, my Cousin Dion called, and my mom, told me about me being on MSN, because my sister subscribes to their On-line service, and she saw me on the ticker.
Though I hope that people will just laugh at it, and understand that I am having a real problem with the V.A. though I am trying to laugh it off as well, and though I don't think my performance was the worst Karaoke Song ever, I did carry the tune, and may have tried to harmonize more with the music that was playing as well as Steve Perry's voice, and my own, I hope that I didn't offend him, or Jonathan, and would like to offer them an apology as well, if the song wasn't my best performance, because it was as soon as I bought the song book, and there are more songs than that, just go to Ifilm, and search shane1lucky, and I have over 30 songs that I did, and if you go to S1 back injury, on my web site at www.shane-lee-ministries.org and click on the bottom link you will see all of my videos, which also explain my problem with the V.A, also their are some of the same vidoes on www.youtube.com under shane1lucky as well.

Summer's Here
Mood:  energetic
Well everyone Summer is finally here, and I hope everyone will have fun this year.
I got my estimate from my insurancee company, and they estimated it at around $1,500.00, but the body shop estimated it at around $2,300.00, so with a $500.00 deductible that means I would only get around 41,000.00, which then I would have to find a body shop to do it for that amount, which is under the estimate, by almost $1,300.00 to $800.00 though I did get a loss of value check for about $340.00, I am still $150.00 short of their estimate, and over $950.00 with the Body shops estimate, so will still have to wait a couple of months before I can repair it.
Other than that I have been doing the usual, going to the movies, I seen most everything the last couple of weekends, and liked everything I saw, though as An American Haunting progressed, and the direction it took, wasn't too much of a surprise to me, going into a dark recess of child molestation, and rape.
I went to the beach this weekend, thought I didn't actually make it onto it, because I ate first, and it started raining, were I made it out on the peir, so I walked around a little, until it stopped going into the different shops, but then went on home, because my time expired on the meter.
Other than that nothing new to say, though I do understand that with Jessica Alba's postiion about having a choice to change her mind about being in Playboy or not, though I don't understand why she acted like her fans wouldn't know that she wouldn't be naked in it, and feared that maybe some busybody Christian Organization, told her that I would get a copy just for the chance to see her naked, which isn't really how wet dreams, or masturbation works, which who anyone masturbates to, isn't supposed to be anyones businsess but their own, and is supposed to be a private affair, between that person and the Lord, and the Lord wants men to think of women, if not married, and women men, though it married you are to think of your spouse like I said, though if you are tempted, and masturbate to a differrent person, and don't take it past that, the Lord knows that you are trying to keep yourself, and understands that as well.

Trial and the Weekend
Mood:  rushed
Hello everyone, this is again your friend Shane, hoping that everyone is doing good.
Traffic court went O.K. I felt a little rushed, and everything, the Judge was a Ms. Tammy Stokes, I was the 2nd person that they called up, so it went rather quick, My attorney had vision problems, and had a seeing eye dog, which the last time I was supposed to sign in the guilty box, but signed where the lawyer was supposed to sign, because I was rushed.
Now I don't know exactly what's going on, but I think that someone is messing with me, because someone has been incerting exclamation points into my blog, while I was writing in lower case, like I hit shift, without knowing it, and the exclamation point! like that.
The lawyer with the guide dog, told me that when he got the case it had to do with an infraction back in April of 2004, ater my Aunt Francine died, where I went through the yeild, at the red light on brampton road, because I was in a hurry to get to the post office, to get some stamps, I wound up getting arrested for a robbery that happened at Wachovia bank, and being interrogated for it, and also found out that I had a suspended license, because of the 2 lawyer's in Virginia.
I guess even if I had a medical excuse like I was hearing a voice at the time, like an argument, which is what happened with the accidnet on I516, with the stratus, it wouldn't matter either, in GA all that would matter is I hit someone from behind, even if they didn't have brake light, which I think also in another case a long time ago me, or David, or someone brought up the subject in another accident, which it takes 2 people to cause an accident, and both can be 50/50 at fault, but I guess in GA, because anyone can say that the person didn't have brake lights as an excuse, they don't even want to discuss it even if it was really the case.
I guess whoever wrote up the law figured that everyone would say that the person in front didn't have brake lights, so unconditionally made it the person who hit the other person from behind, fault, uncondtionally.
I am not saying that this is true in every case myself, but next time I will have a camera in my car, and will instead of trying to hit my brakes, reach for the camera, and take a picture, of them not having brake lights, and hit the hell out of them.
So I finally signed the guilty waiver, but with an explaination, and the fine was dropped, which is all that happened here.
Ater that I went for a walk to cool my head, and went to Welsh Pawn shop trying to look into buying an electric guitar, but decided to wait on it, then I went to a store with antiques, and looked around, and bought an incense holder, and a comb that folds into a carrying case.
I then did window shopping a little, and finally ate at Churchill's pub, which is a British type pub, and had Roast beef, with Yorkshire pudding.
I then went home, and rested the rest of the day.
Then Friday I went to a couple of movies, and saw Silent hill, which I see horror movies to help people to discern between fantsy and reality, and religion, which gets mixed in with most movies.
This time the Christians were the oppressors, which is sometimes the case, but not always, and you have to know the true good Christians from the Wolves in sheeps clothing Christians, and you will know them by their fruits, or works.
A true Christian knows that Jesus is working to save everyone even the sinner, even while they are sinning, and just simply wants them to acknowledge the Eternal spirit, and love each other, and not do each other harm.
Though I would rate the movie a high 7, though it was a formulaic horror flick, it was entertaining.
I then saw American Dreamz, which poked fun at American Idol, and even suggested that Simon, or the host, slept with one of the contestants, like maybe Jasmine, though this time the fiancee caught them, through the key hole, could Fantasia had found out about the affair, and blackmailed Idol, or was it Simon Fuller a producer, who knows what the writers were saying, but one of Jasmine's song on the C.D. discussed a married man that she was in love with, though again, that could mean anything, a man can be married to his job, or God, or anything.
Which I also mentioned in 2004, and then in 2005 we had the Paula Abdul scandle, so was it her, I guess it wouldn't matter.
Though I would rate the movie an 8 for entertainment value, and the story of the terrorist becoming a contestant.
Then Saturday I auditioned for Wheel of Fortune, though my arthritis gave me a difficult time, I still held out, and even managed to make it on stage, as the last group of contestants, I got one letter correct, which was a D, and the solve was National Audobon Soceity, which I knew that National, though my first guess was National Defense Secutary, because we only had a y, which was the second letter that I called, but the lady next to me got it correct, if she hadn't have gotten it I could have figured it out, but what was weird is I was asked to sing, and picked Singing in the rain, and when I got outside it was raining, though it was forcasted to rain later that afternoon, which a lady in line told me, which I also sung a little while in line. I sung Little David, and Soon I will be done, which was an old African Spiritual that the slaves used to sing.
I meet a couple of people, but am so bad with names, like I remember a Joan, but I don't even remember the Host name, or the woman who played Vanna, but I at least won a hat, and a pen, and a wheel of fortune light up wheel, and also a Vanna Key chain, so it was a fun experience even if I don't get on the show, but I heard that you have to pay your own expenses, so probably couldn't go anyway.
I got there at about 11:00 and stood in line for maybe 45 minutes, and then waited till around 3:00 maybe before making it on stage, though there were a couple of times where I had to sit on the floor because of my back pain, and my eyes were watering.
I then went to the Eisenhower Cinemas, which is where I parked my car, and walked over to the Armory, because I was worried that their would be a bunch of people there, and that I could get into an accident again.
I then walked over to the Comic Box, a comic store that I go to, which is where I used to get my comics when younger, I look around a little before the movie, and walk in front of the stores a couple of times, before the movie, then I went and saw the Sentinal, with Michael Douglas, Keifer Sutherland, and Eva Longoria, which I would rate a 9.5 for entertainment value, which some people in the theater did have a little bit of a hard time following it, which has to do with an Secret Service Agent, who has an affair with one of the wives of someone who he is supposed to protect, and gets blackmailed, and framed for an upcoming Presidental Assassination plot.
After the movie I walked the stores again, and went to the Comic Box again, and bought a poster of Vampirella, for like $8.00 and finished walking ane then went and ate at Long Horn steak house, which I also did Friday night as well, which I guess Prom is going on, because there were some high schooler's in Tux, and Prom Dresses, though the first night I tried to talk with one of the girls that was cleaning the table, and again last night, but she acted like she didn't hear me, or something.
I then went home, and fed my cat, and laid down for the rest of the night till about 10:00 this morning.
I then tried calling my mom shortly after I got up, and that was all I did so far.
My mom and Step dad go boating, and sometimes I will go, and sometimes I won't, plus I just like to go riding like last year I went with them, and we went to this little sand barg, and walked around a little, and I found a shell or something, and Guy Creech came also, with his new wife Debbie, but I wound up losing my wallet also, and thought that I put it in the compartments to hold stuff in the boat, but anyway, it wound up getting lost, and had my license, and money in it.
So I guess we all have ups and downs, but we have to stick to the truth, and do the right thing no mater what other people do to us.
I also took pictures, and sent them to Jonathan as well.
Which it takes me a long time, and my back is bothering me while I am typing up this blog, but I do it, because no one else will help me, unless I help myself,and God can help me spiritually, but it is my fellow man, and woman who help me physically.