I lay awake and wounder why
sometimes i feel like i want to die
i look to the darkness inside and out
there's only silence when i want to shout.
I feel the pain from deep inside
it follows me everywhere, i can not hide
there's nothing anyone can do
it's a burden for me, not for you.
My soul's on fire, my heart no more
my conscience a burden i can't ignore
the silence is deafening, the simplicity insane
no cure for my injury that won't bring more pain.
The light is fading, my skin grows cold
i won't go on , i won't get old
my heart beats no more, no it will not go on
don't cry i'm finally happy, the pain is gone.