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WHAT IS A KAJIRA?

Gor interpretation be damned… what is a kajira? Speaking from one with experience… it is a fight.. a constant battle with one’s inner self…. Of breaking years and years of conditioning of “taking care of oneself”… relearning to allow oneself the pleasure of acting and being treated like a woman again.

It is a constant struggle to remind yourself that it is OK to allow another to care and make decisions for you… to offer up complete control and trust in another… to allow them the honor of speaking for you.

"Myths say that only the woman who has been an utter slave can be truly free."
(Nomads of Gor, p.289)

DO WE DARE OFFER OURSELVES COMPLETELY TO ANOTHER? DO WE HOLD THAT PART OF US INSIDE THAT WISHES WITH ALL WE ARE TO BE LET LOOSE?

Freedom…. How can one be free in slavery?

Odd concept is it not. To be someone’s slave and still be free… it takes a lot of getting used to. But dig into your heart of hearts… how many times have we complained that we would just love to have some one take over our day to day decisions, only to fight the very thing we dreamed and wished for.

In this hedonistic world we live in, why do we continue to try to punish ourselves? To do it ALL ourselves? Why not offer our true selves to another? One answer of course is the fear of trust. How do we learn to trust when we feel the world stepping on our necks daily?

How do we learn to allow ourselves the pleasure of learning to be a REAL WOMAN again? It is simple actually. Just jump in with both feet. Stop dooming our relationships before they start…why is it that we, as women, have this self-destructive need to destroy that which we cherish and hope for most in our truest of hearts?

Is it again the conditioning we learn through the years? To always be the nurturer? To never show weakness? And is offering everything you truly are a weakness? Or is it strength?

How many others do you know that can truly say that they have offered another complete say over their very happiness? Is it wrong to trust someone so much that you are comfortable with offering them that honor anyway?

"…it is only a slave, in her vulnerability and helplessness, who can know what love truly is." (Kajira of Gor, p.48)

Profound statement? I guess that will depend on your true desire to become a kajira. If you believe it … then you are on the right path to self-discovery. If not, perhaps you will need to take a little while longer to decide if Gor is truly your calling. Having had a Master that I trust more than life itself, I can tell you there is nothing like offering all you are to another. To have someone believe in your abilities so much, that they never stop encouraging your progress and personal growth, is the greatest feeling in the world.

To know that they can, and will take everything you have to offer and continue to push you to the fullest limits of your personal abilities. To know that you belong to him completely and that HE will do for you what he wishes without any say on your part. To know that HE will treat you as a real woman…and know every part of your body and soul…is a feeling that consumes the entire spirit and leaves you begging for more.

Slave fires lurk in every woman. It is only a question of arousing them.
Explorers of Gor, page 47

What is a slave fire you ask?

It is the truest form of submission one can offer. It is the passion inside all women that make them dream and fantasize about offering themselves to one man…to give and care for his needs completely and with a fierce desire to do nothing except please him.

To desire his touch and approval so much that you continually allow yourself to learn and study that which you do not understand…To watch his every move, his every expression for need.

A slave fire…is the burning desire to be totally owned heart, body and soul by ONE Man. To have yourself completely at his mercy… to know he holds the key to your happiness.. ai.. even your very life in his hands.

We hear all the time that Gor is a harsh, unforgiving place. Ai, it is true. It is a world where Men are not afraid to be who they are and women remember what they are. A kajira is submission personified. A kajira is beauty unleashed. A kajira is a woman.

Spoken this day by amina_kishi_kg
Student of Gor/Personal kajira to kane-grimblade-

~made with love for her family at Hesa-Nykus~

amina_kishi_kg

Kajira of Gor/Personal to -kane-grimblade

06/13/03

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