~Assistance for kajirae~
Greetings to all the beautiful sisters~
This girl is ryalika, which means dream most beautiful, and this one is the first girl of FireStarr's Bed & Brew. A girl has been in and out of the Gorean lifestyle, online and real life, for over four years now so if any have questions or are curious, please ask this one anything.
A girl sees and hears many things each day but the one thing that she hears that is most concerning to her is the views about on-line roleplaying, serves and etc. A girl will attempt to record her thoughts and feelings on the issue as best she is able.
On-line vs Real life
They both have their place in the hearts and minds of kajira. When first beginning on the inner journey of transitioning to slave status, a safe place to start is on-line. The beginning time is very crucial to a girls thinking as the battles within her rage. Thoughts of shame, of the lifestyle being morally and socially unacceptable, why is she doing this? Does this somehow make her evil? These thoughts and hundreds more run through her mind and heart and eat at her very soul each and every day for a time. This is a normal transitioning time, and creates a need to be anonymous until she is capable of facing her own desires and wants.
During this on-line only time, it helps a girl to chat with others that think the same way. Other girls that have been through it already as well as girls that are in the process of going through this transition. The feeling of being "wierd" or somehow "evil" begins to disappear and she becomes more accepting of her feelings and thoughts and the shame lessens within her.
During this on-line time she spends, she is soul searching and testing the waters. That is when role playing within the chat room helps. The practice of serving and kneeling, of being obedient is taught in a safe way and absorbed through the eyes of the girl typing at her computer. During this role playing she is thinking, she is totally immersed in her inner self and changes are taking place in her everyday life, how she thinks about certain things. Changes that may scare her like flashes that hit her at work when dealing with Men. She may bite her tongue now when before she would not have. She does this out of fear and in unconcious practice of what she is learning online.
A girl becomes bolder still and takes it to the next level and the desire to prove to herself that she can be pleasing to a Master in real life takes hold. It is at this point she is driven to take her training and her thoughts and her desires to real life in the hopes of being able to hold her chin high and proud and please a Master as no other girl could.
Then she becomes a kajira.
On-line and Real life differ immensly, but a girl believes they both deserve a respected place. The written word can change the world and the hearts and minds of Masters, Free Women, kajira and kajiru. The written word can bring a realization to the surface so strong that tears sting your eyes as you type all the love and desire that you've buried deep. The written word is strong training tool for the psyche and if used properly can reach the world in a way that real life is limited.
While there is no substitute for real life and the experiences one gains, online can provide reinforcement of the training already learned as well as provide another outlet for the desires left pent up if real life circumstances do not allow for a lifestyle change at that time.
A girls thoughts are that they both have a place and should be respected equally, as they both have a use.
ryalika
Basic Positions, all other positions will be taught once these two are learned to perfection
- Karta ~ kneel, part your thighs, lean forward pressing your forehead to the floor, arms outstretched and beg permission to enter the room
- Nadu ~ basic kneel, drop to your knees, part them widely, palms face up on your thighs, shoulders held back, arch your back slightly, chin held high keeping your eyes lowered
A kajira's basic rules to greeting
- Beg permission to greet
- Greet all Master's first, then Mistress', then sisters and brothers
Chore list for all kajirae - if not serving or in conversation, pick a chore and complete it well
- Take the furs outside and beat the dust out of them
- Build up the fire in the firepit
- Scrub the tiles, bucket and brush are in the servery
- Wash the tables
- Clean the dishes
