Have u ever felt lonely...this is how I feel all the time. I'm alone even in a crowd of friends, it hurts to be with my girlfriend just because she doesn't understand the loneliness. Maybe I'm overreacting when she tells me all the time that everybody loves her and has a crush on her but it hurts my feelings and puts me on the top farthest shelf. Can't she understand I need her more than those people do...can't she see the pain I'm in? Maybe not....everythings so easy for her and I'm so tired....exhaustion has crept in as I rub my weary eyes....maybe it'll be ok when I die...
I dreamed last night of nothing....the space was empty and I cried in my dream...I awoke only to know that my pillow was wet and I had truly cried in my sleep...the hurt runs that deep..........
This is a Dream of Sadness....who knows what the next dream will be....but it really happened and all my dreams that I write here are my real dreams and all of this is truth^..........