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Mood:  happy
Now Playing: The Luckiest - Ben Folds Five & Diamonds - Gretchen
Wow, talk about nostalgia and rude awakenings. Cake was going through the archive on his blog, and found an entry from November of 2003, where he mentions me. Something about how I was depressed like a friend of his friend, and it was depressing him. ..I think.

At first, I was just like, ?..I was depressed??

Then I remembered when November of 2003 was. Two months after September. Only three people know what major event occurred in September, including the one who caused it..

But looking back, I was shocked to realize that I?m not that person anymore. I don?t know how I?ve grown, but I have. I was a little kid back then. I?ll admit, in a lot of ways I still am a kid. But hey, I?m only 16. The point is, I?m more adult than I was just a year ago.

Yah, I know everyone changes. ?It?s a natural occurrence that happens to everyone, what?s the big deal?!?, right?

I honestly don?t know why that struck me so hard. Maybe it means I went through a hardship, and I overcame it.

..But I doubt that?s it, I still have flashbacks. Painful ones. Even the ?happy? ones are painful.

Knowing me, I?d have to guess that it just stuns me to realize how many stages of me people have put up with. Especially Gabe..

But anywho, I always get that stunned silence when I realize how much people care about me.

You guys have put up with so much crap from me.. you know who you are. And I thank you deeply. Couldn?t survive myself without ya guys. ^^

...Wow, I can make a rant out of anything, can?t I? o_O Guess there?s never any lack of emotionally-charged reading material with me around, eh? ^_^;;;