| Dreams and Rainbows. The Drama
and the Rain. For every time it has rained in your life, how many rainbows
have you seen? But every time it rains, there is a little pocket of our
selves that waits expectantly for that rainbow. About four in my life that
I truly remember, one because it came when I lived high on a mountain,
in a ski village in British Columbia. My fourth-floor condo apartment was
surrounded by Ponderosa Pines, with one lone young pine tree centred in
front of my apartment, only about four or five feet tall.
Suddenly, after the rain one day,
the end of a rainbow appeared, enveloping this young tree, the tree itself
shimmering and glowing with these brilliant and beautiful pulsing lights.
Awesome. Incredible. A moment from God.
Are not our dream-fulfillment moments,
such as opening an envelope and having an unexpected check fall to the
floor, similar to this shimmering rainbow? Four rainbows in a lifetime
of woes. Sounds like a line from a poem, but I haven't written that one
yet.
I am trying to think of four 'rainbow
moments' in my life, and the first two that came to mind are writing-related.
The first one, Grade Five, ten years old, and the Superintendent of Schools
or someone entering the classroom and announcing that me, I, little Alice
Bateman, had won a county-wide weed essay contest. My first writing reward
- indigenous weeds! Five dollars and a banquet with the county level of
government.
The other one I thought of was when
I first saw a script that I had written {a modern-day adaptation of Dr.
Jekyll and Mr. Hyde} playing on TV. Only a very local Toronto channel,
but Other People Were Watching. My heart almost pounded out of my chest!
It was then that I knew for sure that Writing is what I want to be known
for, nothing else, no other profession interests me enough to pursue it
totally. I can do many other things, but being a writer is who I am, what
I do.
The two other 'rainbow' moments?
I'm not sure. There is always so much pain mixed in with any pleasure,
even when I worked with the Nylons, a Canadian A Capella group, there was
too much pain; the death of one member and of another member's lover. The
dark balanced the light so well that there could not have been a rainbow.
I will have to think of the others, or perhaps they are still to come.
Four rainbows for a lifetime. Sounds like another line - what was the first
one?
Four rainbows
In a lifetime of woes
Four rainbows
For a lifetime
If that is all
Then that's enough
Their beauty can't compare
To all the death and tragedy
To all the guilt we share
For if there is such beauty
To make up for the bad
Then this world's not such a bad
place...
Even when we’re sad
 
By Alice C. Bateman
 
 
 
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