UNTITLED
By: ANONYMOUS
Confusion is such a funny state
It can be both good and bad
You’re torn between two different things
Torn in two different directions
You know what direction you want to go
But you just can’t do that
Two guys, both very nice
One who never called
One who you just met
One is your type
And the other not
He whom is your type
Makes you laugh
He makes you tingle with just a look
And a touch…
Well, fireworks inside
He kissed and you kissed back
You can still feel his lips on yours
And you can taste them there too
Just thinking about him makes you feel alive
Like you’re not the same old person
The goody-two-shoes everyone knows
You try to change your thoughts
But you can only see him
Trying to sleep is a waste
Your dreams are now filled with him
The taste of his mouth
The feel of his lips against yours
His body touching yours
His hands caressing you
Everything happening so fast you don’t know anything
You don’t know ho to react
You feel the impulse to whisper his name
You want to touch him
You want to taste his body
You want him to hold you in his arms
You just plain want him
Your mind is racing
You’re body’s reacting
You don’t know what to do
You don’t know what to say
Then all of a sudden
You just say no
You sit and wonder if you did the right thing
You regret saying it
But it’s too late
You feel guilty
Like you did something wrong
You just sit and hope and pray he’s not mad
Getting home you feel guiltier
You normally would tell your mom
But you can’t, she trusts you
You need someone to talk too
You don’t know what to do
Then you realize something
Confusion isn’t the word or state
Of your mind, body, and soul
You’re just crazy for saying no
