The pain, it comes and goes in masses,
Do you know how long I've cried?
I cried the day I was born,
I cried the day my Grandma died,
I cried everytime someone would scorn,
Do you know how long I've cried?
Life has never been easy or fair,
But I've managed to keep the hurt inside;
Sometimes it seems to much to bear,
Do you know how long I've cried?
I cried when I wasn't good enough,
All my feelings inside I would hide;
I cried when I didn't do all the "right" stuff,
Do you know how long I've cried?
All these bad memories race through my mind,
All this anger built up inside,
All my life this has happened to me;
Do you know how long I've cried?
With all the stress I've had to face,
It's amazing I can actually keep everything inside,
How much longer will I be in this place,
Do you know how long I've cried?
How do I know, from here, where to go,
All I know is, I can't continue to hide,
Oh, and one more thing before I go;