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2/02/04-yep this number ugly too, but i must profess about this amazement of controversy or janet jackson's breast...it's a damn breast, and now all of a sudden we have to go and launch a damn investigation? you saw the titty for like 1.5 second(s) and it's a problem, was the madonna/britney/christina kiss a problem, no not really but then again it's other factors to that and a whole other discussion and level of discreetness being that everybody doesn't obtain cable, (but that's who they're really worried about anyway, the people who can afford cable)...i think that we all need to chill, that's why we watch the damn halftime show anyway, to be entertained, intriguied, and shocked by those that we commercially stalk to entertain us...besides what the hell you expect from mtv anyway? one
Quote of the Day-"I'm so hungry i'd eat yo coochie for nutritional value"-myself

2/4/04-you know it just occured to me that i'm really different from most people, and i don't really think of it until certain people say things, but people view me as this really crazy kaledoscope (i know that's not right) and i thought that was weird...now away from the narcissitic thought of the evening: have you ever just been so ready for something to be over? like you get all excited about it and wanna get involved and actually think it's gonna be fun and then the irony gods fool dat azz and it's just one of the many stress pegs on your wall?..that's how i feel about mock trial right now.one
Quote of the Day-"I'm not conceited i'm just fully aware of my capabilities"-probably a Kappa

2/7/04-i finally found another pretty number, it might just be those magical sevens, or maybe i just need to stop smoking, but anyway...how's the world doing i'm doing fine, a little nervous about this coming monday, but i'm ready i got it i can handle it, i'm trippin more over the idea that this really punkass old lady will be all alone for a week and if our mock trial team keeps winning then ill have to do the work all by herself which is amazing that most of the time she doesn't do that much work...karma's a muthafucka huh?...i'm also thinkin about what to do, i'm a little bored, still talkin to too many potentials and tryin to lower this radar, finetune what i have so i can choose somebody that i really want, this time i want love foreal, not just a lover cause after awhile they're all the same...it's weird cause i'm gettin more into the narrative mood like i did when i first started this site, and i think i need to stay like that don't you? one.

Quote of the Day-"You need a role model"-Chi McBride

2/9/04-i got a whole lot to say today, and you know as much as i love all music i have to talk about the grammys...i must say that the first thing that came to my mind is that they still let justin perform and wouldn't let janet come, when we know that at the end of the day, she declined cause they didn't want her there, i believe that that's kinda messed up, and as much as i love justin and his music i was halfway mad that cbs still allowed him to perform and janet couldn't even present a record to a friend (the one and only luther)...and then i must also comment on how most of the r&b and hip hop awards weren't telecast which is not cool, i think we saw about 3 out of the 14 or 15 that exist...what the?.. but anyway and then i must say that i'm so disappointed that i missed beyoncé's perfomance with prince...and of course a grammy report wouldn't be complete without the fact that a hip hop album won album of the year outkast did it damned well winnin that grammy and that basically made my night.one.
Quote of the Day-"Go eat a twinkie or something"-myself

2/15/04-yea i know i put a stat up for today but that was in the early hours and i got some thoughts in my head, some silly and some not too silly...it's funny how you don't care about how you others perceive you until you're totally sure that you've made a complete ass of yourself, or really funny how no one had noticed kelis in these past three years until she started singin about suckin dick, or not even funny but odd as hell how vh1 has all these specials about hip-hop where comedians, gay men, and social editors discuss hip hop when the only 2 rap cds they have are run dmc run dmc and 50 cent's cd (and maybe outkast if they have more than 3 black friends), and speakin of vh1 don't try to have too much urban cred for the urban videos that they play when only the middle age suburbian audience they market to feel them...or maybe it's just me...ok now the deep sh...stuff, i know it's been a long time since i've dropped a sunday sermon, but guess what...wait temporary break i must tell you not to go spend your money on "you got served", the dancing really isn't just that great, but the acting is even worse, who in the hell dances in a thunderstorm anyway?..where was i?..yea guess what?..just be happy, i don't feel like being that deep right now my head hurts from reading to much.one
Quote of the Day-"How many times am i gon have to tell you? Don't ask questions"-Angela a.k.a Heffa

2/21/04-i know that sometimes i'm totally out of the loop when these new "pop" phrases come up but since when does anyone on tv refer to sex as "hooking up", i mean can we not just say have sex, the freaky sneaky, the tantric tease tango?..(you get my point)...it's seems really stupid and i guess when i stopped watchin the wack ass real world episodes of real world paris i forgot that they said this all the time...speak of real world, aren't they all becoming the same except we still lack cool black people on the show...from watchin the late seasons (you'll have to excuse me i'm 16), it's a real gap for black people who don't constantly make asses of themselves on the show...don't ya think, but then again on the other hand, aren't the basic tv channels running away with the reality show trend, especially fox? but then again that shows you just how the mainstream makes fun of itself?..one
Quote of the Day-"Jerseys make dumb guys burn holes in their brains"-the paraphrased words of Alexandria Dean

2/25/04-you know today i was reminded why survival is always important to self, i don't mean survival of your life, but more of like your mind, like how some people seem to try to tear you or your life matter down, how it always seems to be a muthafucka that has opinion that they want you to hear, even if they don't know the entire situation...see today i had to go to work of course, and sometimes i just don't understand why these stupid ass folks think i want their opinions, when i really don't, and i try not to make them matter, but just the presence of subject matter dripping of jackass juice i must admit that i don't wanna passout from the heat, i wanna whup some ass, but they don't seem to get that either, they get the first couple of syllables out of your mouth and start talking and you just think for a min, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!, but they never really seem to catch that part
Quote of the Day-"Fred look kinda mad about that 4.0"-Tracy a.k.a Gina Bighead
Two for one deal!!-"Naaw, Fred look like he bout to whup some ass!"-Veronica