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12/11/04-i was tryin to post last night but i was having problems...otherwise i've felt a flood of emotions in barely 12 hours; insecurity, sheer giddiness, appalled anger, just ridiculous shit. right now the thing i've been focusing on most is my writing...it's amazing cause not just a week ago i had writer's block and now so many ideas are flowing through my head that i have to stop and jot stanzas and move on to the next idea...cool huh? i guess going to the def poetry jam thingy last week kinda stimulated my imagination, and lately it seems like every week, i'm growing, i'm learning something new (either good or bad) but most importantly closing this one out, i must say how important it is to have that one person that you can trust and you know you can go to whenever you need their ears...and if you're not that kind of person you couldn't imagine what you're doing to yourself. one.
Quote of the Day-"Look at his lil' eass"-my embarassing mom

12/22/04-have nothing, very bored, bye bye
Quote of the Day-"You can't eat me"-Ms. Annie

12/28/04-right now, i'm in the process of editing everything, everything will be black + white, and yep...you guessed it...antm beauty shots, yaya is on the journals and toccara is on my bio (you can just click the who am i? link on my home page)...on the flipside of introspection, several things are going through my head...blah blah blah, i need love (alone, staring, conscience, yea)...i'm also thinking about friends, cause honestly i'm still hung up on a couple issues...it's like you know someone, yall so close, and then they up and change on your ass, that's different, it's like yall don't know them anymore, anyway, i'm whining like a biatch...one
Quote of the Day-"I'ma be a dirty old man"-myself