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12/13/03-i know it's been a long while since i've posted anything but i'm back to the dismay of my nasty h8es and h8as...i'll give a lil special and make 12 days of christmas this year...just to give you a short lil notice of the past 2 weeks, and i'ma do it backwards yesterday gene had this crazy ass flyer that said,"Lost Virginity, if found contact Gene Ray",and i performed not once but twice in choir and orchestra, after doing the orchestra part thursday night, but that's all i can remember i'll be back later. one
Quote of the Day-"Big Dave think he gon slick fuck me but he got me slick fucked up"-Veronica

12/19/03-hi peoples, i'm doing well, for a change not as tired as usual, bout to go to a party and then go out of town, again...but i'm thinkin of what i want for christmas and being broke, what do yall want for christmas...but if j.lo sing one mo damn christmas song i'ma scream!!!one.
Quote of the Day-"I'll sell this buscard to you for bout ten dollas, ok just gimme some jello!!"-South Memphis crackhead

12/25/03-hi folks, MERRI CHRI'TMA...i hope yall all having a good time and enjoyin the holidays with ya family...i've enjoyed my chri'tma and i hoped that everyone is truly thankful for what the holidays represent, family.one.
Quote of the Day-"Every week this muthafuck have a midlife crisis he call me, i asked the nigga for 75 dollas ain't seent him since"-myself

12/30/03-you know something worse than a silly ass kid?...a silly ass adult and sadly that's mostly of what i work with...silly ass adults, and then they wonder why you try to leave they stupid ass alone, or wonder why both parties are misunderstood...i can't believe such a generation gap occurs in this time and age, but i'd be damn i can't believe that micheal jackson is still black (if you let al sharpton tell it) one.
Quote of the Day-"I don't ask (names protected) what's on her mind with that raggedy ass ponytail, and i don't ask (names protected) what's on her mind with that red ass neon lipstick"-myself

12/31/03-yea, with my perfectionist ass today is supposed to be a day for a stat but i don't give a damn i have somethings to type, so sit down and grab a smirinoff...lately i had been feeling bettr about me or whatever but sometimes i wonder after making all these fuckin folks happy, who cares to make me smile or feel special, i mean yea i got family but i mean besides sharing blood and shit, who just trusts me and cares enough to ask me how the hell i'm doing, or to just fucking pay attention to me sometimes...sometimes i get so annoyed with having to help and fuckin entertain, and it's not like i don't like doing it cause i do, but for all the fye ass karma i put out you'd think that i would have the most inwardly/outwardly beautiful person on this planet, but do i..? hell naah i got freaks and other people needin attention and confidence who want me...sometimes i can't help but feel so dry cause it just feels like no one's meant for me...i've been through 4 significant people in my life and something always happens to fuck it up and i just wonder sometimes like damn when will somebody mutually admire me, or maturely admire me? can't never find one special to me that views me the same...guess i'ma marry myself and double the aura of me...them after that maybe i can be happy....one
Quote of the Day-"Muthafucka if you don't quit..."-Miss Stephanie