I am a 26 year old soft butch lesbian. For those of you who do not know what a soft butch is. Well, it is the best of both worlds. *EG* I love wearing my baseball cap and jeans with a button down shirt whenever possbile. I live in a small town just outside of the Dallas/Fort Worth area! I have been out to most people for over 3 years. But, didn't come out to my mother till recently. I think she is "ok" with it for now. Only time will tell for sure! LOL! I like to get online to chat with all my friends and possibly make more! I am a flirt. So you will most likely find me in the Texas or Butch/Femme chat rooms on Gay.com. I am no longer single ladies. I have found a girl who makes me feel important and loved. Heather is an inspiration to my soul. She now holds the key to my heart. When I'm not with her I am constantly thinking about her. I am growing to lover her and her two beautiful daughters Kayla and Chanler. They obviously take after their mother! I am looking forward to one day making us a complete family. And I know that it will happen in due time. So, I just take my time and enjoy every moment I spend w/ her and the girls! I love you guys!

I am going to include some pictures on this site as soon as I figure out how to do it! I am new at all this as my title says at the top. But, you can be assured that there will be some pics and some of my poetry put on this page! I have had so many people request to read some of my writings. So, even though I feel it to not be safe due to others copying my stuff. I am going to do it anyways!

There are a lot of special people in my life! And they know who they are. I think if I were to mention any names I might get myself into trouble! LMAO! Being that I am only 26, people think that I really do not know what love is. I can assure you though, that this poetic heart of mine has loved...and will continue to love those who come into my life. And I will cherish the ones that I have with me now. I hold Heather and the girls very close to my heart and will do my best to make them all happy.

Here is a little bit of my Poetry!

Open your eyes,
And look at me.
Your eyes are like windows.
The windows to your heart.
Allow me to see into them.
Let me comfort you...
Let me be a helping hand...
Let me love you...
If two people have love,
Than anything is possible.
Time,distance,or other people;
Cannot keep us from loving.
No matter where we are,
As long as we can feel that love.
It will never die.
Listen to your heart.
What is it telling you?
Be true to yourself.
No matter the situation,
Keep your faith.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
Let me be that shoulder.
If you need a listening ear,
Let me lend you my ears.
What ever you need.
Don't think twice,
Just ask me.
I am your friend.
~Poe~

In your arms of peace;
I find the comfort that I need.
A love that was long forgotten;
Was remembered instantly.
How I love feeling your touch;
And seeing your smile.
Your eyes that see so deep.
So deep into my soul,
That it's hard to hide emotions.
Everyday I fight with my inner thoughts.
Anger starts to rise up inside me.
How could you have been so cold?
You took my heart and ripped it out.
You held it it before me and laughed.
Tremendous heartache is what I felt.
I tried so hard to hate you.
Yet you always work yourself back in.
Then comes forgiveness so easily.
One word from you and the anger subsides.
Confusion takes over and I don't know what to do!
I want to run I want to stay.
What do you have to offer?
Will this be different than the last?
Then you tell me there's another.
Thankfully I have not fallen completely.
We say our goodbyes and go our seperate ways.
My heart still mending, but in better shape.
Thanks for allowing me to love;
And thanks for letting me go to find love again.
~Poe

 
 

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