Mourning

Well this poem is one of my first. It was written during the night for my mother (may she always rest in peace) but as it progressed it kind of changed for another person ( but i won't say who).Anyways here it is.

In the mourning the first thought that comes to me is you. WHy i ask is it you i seek? Someone answer me!

In my thoughts i can produly say I love you .. What will it take for you to feel the same way that i do? Please hold me tight let it all come true. Don't say no i beg you.

Why can't it come true? Someone help me. WHy will no one answer me now? I would forsake god for you. I will be true forever. Yes i will for you.

But i know it will not come true. So i lay here and cry. You will not suffer grief , but i will for you.

Lucifier quit hurting me. Please let me have her for me. Laughing he denies me the prize. That which i seek is you.

Unleashed now is my deepest pain , a life without you. Well anyone end this pain that i feel for you? I am Doomed to cry for you till the end of time.