The Greatest MisTrial

Well I've been feeling more and more like i'm not needed on earth with each day. You know I did the stupidest thing anyone can do when there feeling like shit. i condemed all who knew me. I could sit here explainig why i did but its best if you read te poem instead. Especially this one . This one is for probably one of the only people i treasure in my life and im not afraid to admit it. So if your reading this ad your wondering if your that person. i want you to know yes you are.

  Numerous ways could i portray these simple words. Yet it pains me to. For my pride is high as well as my guilt once again i have so cruelly done that which i despise

fair mistress, I’ve become a wicked archer. My bow may kiss, but my arrows sting with all but love. There has come a day ,which i wish was not, in which i have wounded you my autumn leaf. So bad is the wound, I’d slay myself to fix it.

Do not let your oh so fragile eyes weep. Unworthy am i of one slight drop. Instead harken upon me to do something. So that i may undo the wrongs i have so vainly laid upon you. So truly do i know you shall forgive me. but do i so rightly deserve another chance to worship you.

My Queen look about you. Though my eyes can not see you. Such a sight you must be. That is only matched by your kind voice. The purest sound all around. My heart tells me of your fair beauty. ohhh fair maiden at time you feel your nothing but you have so falsely stated this for you are undoubtedly wiser and nobler then i..

For fear bewilders me. So hard is my gentle life. So sinful is the life i breathe. That i fear anything good in my life. But yet i scar myself each time i realize that i am nothing and that i have none to grow old with, nor to make sweet music with.

Sweetest blossom your strength is so overwhelming. If only you could teach me,but at last i am too distant from you. My dear angel of light you have so much to give. countless fools shall fall in love with you.But must you waste your gifts on the biggest of them all.

My Queen guide me with your lightest touch.Condemn me to hell if you must or condemn me to the most beautiful sight on both earth and heaven. No matter thy choice, i shall remain your humble knight. In this life and the next.

Yet no matter what i feel i shall remain only your knight, for i am not worthy of being thou’s kingship. Before your lucius lips utter my fate. Know that i don’t ask for your love. For i know its not mine to keep nor to ask. Yet i most likely wish it so.

Though you most likely do not love me. I wish you not to leave. at times it may seem i do just remember i am blinded for i am a man. The evilest and most stubborn creatures god has seen. God has plagued your wonderous breed with a monstrosity like me..

But yet i am still a creature a jest among gods.Who stares towards the skies every night. only to pray for you a million times. So please supply me with this my last wish. All that i may ask you is to provide me a trial to prove my worthiness and to redeem myself. What says you my lady?