Second Time Around

Brian pushed the door to the loft open, pulling Justin in by the belt loops. They'd hurriedly left the club after Justin had pried Brian away from the other men. Brian didn't know why he was doing this, only knew that his cock was hard in his pants and that Justin was the one to make it better.

There wasn't anything to say about the evening - Justin had won, and Brian would never admit it. Justin had played Brian's hand - taking the chance that Brian wouldn't kick his ass for stealing his partners, letting his heart and his instincts tell him that there was just a little bit more going on here... and that Brian Kinney for once couldn't control it.

Once inside, Justin tore off his shirt again, and pushed his sweaty body against Brian's... desperate to feel the man's hard form against his again. So happy to be back at the loft. So relieved to be taken in again by this incredible, mysterious man.

"Wait..." the first words spoken between the two of them that night. Brian put his hands on Justin's shoulders, pushing him back slightly.

Fear jumped into Justin's stomach. Oh God, please don't make me go... I want to be here with you Brian... he whispered in his head.

Brian watched as Justin's face fell, his eyebrows knitting together, and his forehead wrinkling with worry and anxiety. Familiar feelings of power washed over Brian - he knew he had the boy in the palm of his hand, despite the earlier events of the night. Then a twinge of guilt... Brian hadn't meant to upset him... he cupped his hand behind Justin's neck, and leaned in for a soft kiss. "I'd like to shower first... and you smell like those other guys... come on..." he whispered in Justin's ear, pulling him again by the belt loops, this time towards the bathroom.

Justin's eyes lit up, and he kicked off his shoes eagerly. A broad smile danced across his face. He didn't trust himself not to say anything stupid, so he kept his mouth shut. He wanted so badly for Brian to see him as an equal - not as some twink who didn't know anything.

Stopping in the middle of the room again, Brian pulled him close, slowly unzipping his pants and pushing them over Justin's hips. Justin gasped for air... the sensations rushing around him... the first time he was here he had no idea what to expect. But this, his second time with a man, he knew what was coming... and it made it all the much harder to wait.

Justin fumbled with the button on Brian's pants, finally pulling the soft cloth down over Brian's ass. He felt Brian's smooth skin under his hand, and realized that Brian hadn't been wearing any underwear. Justin's hard on ached in his crotch at the thought.

"Come on..." Brian had to start himself again, already once overtaken by the beguiling young man. They made it to the bathroom slowly, pulling off shirts and pants and socks and Justin's underwear as they went.

Finally in the large shower, Brian turned on the water, steaming hot, and gently led Justin under the tingling spray. They wove under the water, moving together and apart as they cleansed themselves of sweat and the other men of the evening. Brian kept brushing against Justin, slipping his hand between Justin's ass cheeks, caressing his nipples, and just teasing him to Brian's delight.

As the shower filled with steam, Brian gently pushed Justin against the glass wall of the enclosure. His ass hit the wet glass with a noisy "slap" and they both grinned. The smiled quickly slid off Justin's face as Brian tipped Justin's head back as he ran his tongue down Justin's neck... over his right nipple... down his stomach... and stopped at his belly button. Brian slid to his knees... Justin's cock standing straight... aimed at Brian's throat.

Justin pushed back against the glass, his palms flat against the smooth surface, fingers searching for purchase but gaining none. Brian swirled his tongue into Justin's belly button, running it around and around... poking slightly into the shallow indentation. The tip of Justin's cock brushed against Brian's adam's apple and the boy gasped suddenly.

Brian looked up and saw Justin's face scrunched up tight... in anticipation... in pleasure... Brian wasn't sure what. But he was anxious to see how the boy's face would change as he made his next move.

Brian knelt down even further and opened his mouth around Justin's cock... hovering... not touching...

The room had filled with steam, and the water touched Brian's back... he felt hot all over... knew Justin did too... he saw a dab of pre cum spill from the slit in Justin's cock and Brian blew cool air lightly over the delicate skin.

Justin sucked in air loudly and pushed himself up on his toes, flattened against the glass as though he was being pushed back forcefully... and yet Brian wasn't even touching him. "Oh my God... I'm going to..." Justin whispered, his face turned from Brian, cheek pressed against the glass.

"Not yet..." Brian whispered back, before opening his mouth wide again around Justin's cock. This time he took it as far into his throat as he could without touching... then when Justin was nearly all in Brian's mouth... Brian slowly shut his lips around the boy's cock. Justin's face crumpled... the anticipation gone... his mouth opened wide and no sound came out... he forgot how to breathe... he felt tears in his eyes at the immense pleasure...

Brian pulled slowly on Justin's cock with his mouth... trying to be as careful and as patient as he could. He knew that if he made one quick move... one unexpected action... Justin would be cumming before either of them knew it. Brian wanted him to experience the joys of the edge... sitting at that place where you were well into pleasure... and just about to cum... but not quite... the sensation was broader and more sensual than any orgasm. Because you could make it last all night.

His tongue swirling around the tip of Justin's penis, Brian suddenly felt Justin's hand on his neck and he released the boy from his mouth.

Justin panted heavily. "I just... I just about... I'm going to..." he couldn't get the words out that he wanted to say.

"Just wait... just breathe..." Brian instructed. He leaned his cheek against Justin's thigh as he waited for the boy's panting to ease.

Finally he heard him take a deep sigh, the steam in the air spinning around them.

Brian looked up at Justin, to see the boy staring down at him. Despite the warmth in the room, small goose bumps showed themselves on Justin's arms and legs. Brian could feel the boy start to shiver in his grasp, and he raised himself to stand in front of him. Brian's eyes stayed on Justin's the whole time... he looked scared again, and vulnerable.

"Justin... what's wrong?" Brian asked, not used to taking such care with tricks, but for some reason feeling like he should with this one. He wrapped his warm hand around the back of Justin's neck as comfort.

"It's almost too much, Brian...I don't know... I want you..." he fumbled for words. Why couldn't he be cool like Brian? Why did every emotion have to play out on his face and through his body? Justin scolded himself for being so weak, not remembering that Brian had years of experience on him, years in which he learned to control his emotions. Justin could never imagine Brian feeling or acting the way that he himself was at this moment... but little did he know that Brian had to learn once himself too.

"Are you scared? If you don't want to do this..." Brian searched Justin's face for consent.

"Yes! I want to!" he blurted out quickly. "I just want to please you.... I want to be good enough..." he shivered again in the warm air, the motions starting in his belly and working their way through his limbs. "I don't know if I can..." Justin searched the wet floor for words to express what he was trying to say, cursing himself all the while. Why did you have to say anything, he chided himself. Brian was sure to want you to leave now. You've blown your chance. Tears threatened at the corners of his eyes, and Justin ducked his head to hide them from Brian.

Brian watched the emotions play across Justin's face, still amazed himself at the power that he held over this incredible young man. He slid his fingers under Justin's chin and slowly tipped the boy's face to his, their eyes meeting again. Looking into Justin's soft blue eyes spiked an electrical charge through Brian... racing from his groin straight to his toes. Wow... Brian thought. I haven't felt like that for awhile. He leaned into Justin, and softly kissed his lips. The boy reciprocated quickly, anxious to resume their earlier frantic pace, but Brian kept it slow and easy.

Pulling away for a breath, Brian whispered, "Justin... all I ask is that you trust me. And don't think about anything else except for what I am doing to you. I have no expectations of you right now - we are here to fuck... and that's all."

Justin wasn't sure if those were the words he wanted to hear. Brian didn't understand that Justin loved him. That he desperately wanted Brian to love him back. But Justin didn't know if Brian was capable of loving anyone in the way that he wanted him to. Maybe Justin could teach Brian that, as Brian taught Justin the ministrations of lovemaking. The thought warmed Justin again, actually bringing him to smile. Could he teach the teacher something? Could this be his challenge?

Brian pulled back and looked at the small smile that danced across Justin's lips. "What..." he questioned, smiling himself, unable to control his body around this boy.

"Nothing..." Justin smiled again, pulling Brian to him for a kiss. He had a purpose now. Justin knew what he had to do. "I trust you Brian," he whispered. "I just don't know if I trust myself... every time you touch me, I feel like I'm going to cum."

Brian smiled at him. "There *are* ways to make it last all night..." he sank to his knees again, resuming his earlier position.

"You can do that?" Justin asked, curious about the things he never knew about his own body.

"You can do anything you want," Brian said seductively. "But that's a lesson for another night." Brian kissed the tip of Justin's wet penis, a sharp intake of air escaping the boy's lips as he did so. "Just enjoy it, Justin. Give into it... you'll learn soon enough..."

Brian slowly took Justin in his mouth again, pleased to hear moaning instead of gasping this time. Justin was learning to enjoy it. Brian built a rhythm, wanting Justin to cum this time. Wanting the boy to release the pent up pleasure and frustration he must have felt waiting for Brian to invite him back again. Waiting for Brian to fuck him again. Waiting for Brian... he pushed the thought from his mind.

Justin's moans grew, and now he pushed himself from the glass wall, arcing his back, leaning into Brian as his cock slid in and out of Brian's mouth. Brian had wanted to do more, tease the boy's anus, stroke his scrotum, tickle the inside of his thighs... but knew that this one sensation would be all that Justin could take now. God, Brian was enjoying teaching the young man. He was loving playing this role. He hadn't been so fortunate to be the first for so many things for so very long. Now he was Justin's first for everything, and it gave him an incredible rush.

Suddenly Justin tried to pull himself from Brian's mouth, but Brian refused, taking the boy even farther into his throat. "I'm cumming, I'm cumming," Justin repeated, and Brian rolled his tongue around Justin's penis a final time before tasting Justin's cum in his mouth.

Once Justin's moans subsided, and his body stopped writhing from the intensity of his orgasm, Brian released him, taking every drop of cum from Justin's cock into his mouth. He swallowed slightly, but could feel the slick liquid lacing his tongue and inside of his mouth. Brian stood up, unable to take his eyes off Justin's, mesmerized by the boy's dilated pupils and flushed cheeks.

"Brian... I'm sorry, I tried..." Brian smiled at him, running his tongue over his lips. He leaned into Justin slowly, wanting to kiss him, wanting to push a little of Justin's cum back into him. Justin hesitated at first, then leaned forward into Brian, placing his lips on Brian's, tasting himself in Brian's mouth, on Brian's tongue... the salty sweet taste of his cum in Brian. His prior hesitation gone, Justin felt a little naughty at the thought of licking his own cum from Brian's mouth... and he liked the feeling.

They kissed for moments, then Justin tried to reach between Brian's legs, fumbling to make the man feel an iota of what was just dealt to him. Brian stopped their kiss, and smiled at Justin.

"Soon..." he whispered, reaching behind him to turn the shower off. The sudden silence shocked Justin, and he stared at Brian for a moment, feeling somehow vulnerable and uneasy. Brian watched his face, saw the confidence dripping from it, and stepped from the shower to grab the boy a towel. Justin reached for it, but Brian pulled back, motioning for Justin to step from the glass room and into his arms. Justin did as Brian intended, and felt strong warm arms wrap around him, toweling him off with soft motions.

Once they both dried off, Brian led Justin to the bedroom, and spread himself out on the satiny sheets. Brian's hard on was raging, his long cock standing straight in the air. Justin watched as Brian writhed on the sheets, smiling and moaning to himself, waiting for the boy to join him. Justin awkwardly slid into bed beside Brian, lying on his side, curling against Brian's hot body.

"That was my first time... with... that," Justin said into Brian's chest. Brian smiled to himself.

"I know," he said quietly, hoping Justin would understand his intent - not to chide, but to show he understood. "Expect a lot of 'first times' in the next little while."

"Brian..." he said softly. "I want to do that to you... but you have to show me how..."

"I thought I just did," Brian said a little too loudly. He knew what Justin meant, but was getting impatient... he was so ready to fuck him... but he supposed he could have a little cock sucking as well. Probably better that Justin wanted to learn how to do it, rather than diving in and making mistakes. Mistakes were not a good thing when someone had the most tender part of your body in a place with teeth.

Justin had turned his face into Brian's chest, embarrassed by Brian's reaction, no doubt.

"Justin... I didn't mean to..." Brian didn't know how to continue. He wasn't used to making people feel better... wasn't used to apologizing for the things he said. He suddenly realized there was no reason why he should start now. It was time for lessons.

"Here," Brian took Justin's arm in his hands and pulled him up. "Sit up on the bed."

Justin did as he was told wordlessly.

"Do you want to do this?" Brian asked, watching the boy's face. The one thing Brian definitely didn't want to do to Justin was make him do something he didn't want to.

Justin nodded.

Brian pulled him into position so he was kneeling between Brian's legs. Brian's cock twitched at the sight of this gorgeous blonde boy in his possession.

"Lick your lips..." Brian found himself breathing heavier as he anticipated those soft full lips embracing his cock. "Now lick my dick..." Justin did as he was told, encouraged by Brian's little moan as his wet tongue slid over the slit. "And take it in your mouth... as much as you feel comfortable..." Brian lost control of himself as Justin immediately pulled more than Brian expected he would. "Oh fuck!" he shouted... he was so horny any touch would elicit this from him... Justin immediately pulled away, imagining he'd done something wrong.

"Brian... what did I do..." he looked at the older man's scrunched up face...

"Don't fucking stop!" Brian directed, and Justin smiled, eagerly returning to his position and taking Brian again. Justin never imagined that the act of giving oral sex could be so pleasurable. His dick grew hard again almost immediately, but he ignored it, lost in worshipping Brian's cock.

"... touch my balls softly... move your tongue higher... stop... oh my God... no, faster... just... like that... mmmmm... more.... fuck the monologue... you're doing great," Brian stopped his teaching and just let Justin explore, guiding the boy with his gasps and moans... Brian had had his dick sucked by countless men, but this was turning out to be one of the best sessions he'd ever experienced. Justin's youthful enthusiasm and intense desire to pleasure Brian were the added ingredients that Brian hadn't felt combined before.

Justin buried his face in Brian's crotch, sliding his arms under Brian's thighs, and gripping Brian's legs with his fingers. He pulled himself closer to the man, using only his mouth and tongue to pleasure Brian, capturing Brian in his embrace. Brian writhed in his grasp, but Justin followed every movement, holding Brian to him tightly.

Brian was close... so close... he suddenly felt Justin spasm between his legs, and warm fluid hit Brian's scrotum. The fucking kid had shot his load without even touching himself, Brian observed... just high on sucking my cock... as those word slid through Brian's head he felt the familiar feeling of orgasm race through his body and he arched his back as he came so hard it almost hurt.

After the release, he almost forgot that Justin had never sucked cock before, never mind drank anyone's seed. He felt guilty suddenly for not warning the boy, for not pulling out before he came... Brian felt Justin release his dick from his mouth, and he raised himself to pull the boy to him... but the look on Justin's face stopped him.

Justin smiled at Brian, semen dripping from the corner of his mouth... his lips shiny and full in the dark room... "God... thank you Brian..." he smiled, licking the trail of cum from his lips. "Thank you..." he climbed up Brian's body and lay flat on the man's chest.

Brian was startled by this reaction, but had come to expect anything from Justin. From the first time he met him, Brian knew that Justin wasn't like anyone else. And now he was thanking him for shooting off in his mouth. Brian could learn to like this... except that wasn't the rule... Brian stopped that train of thought as quickly as it started.

Justin panted heavily, lying on Brian's chest, his soft hair brushing against Brian's chin. "Did I do okay?" he asked, not facing Brian, knowing damn well that he did more than okay... he just wanted to hear Brian say it.

"For a first time, not bad..." Brian whispered, hardly able to breathe.

Justin sprawled across Brian's body, their groins pressed together. Brian could feel the boy's cock twitching, after having been released for the second time tonight. He must be exhausted, Brian thought, enjoying the feeling of weight on his body, as Justin used him like a pillow.

Brian slowly began to trace patterns on Justin's back with his soft fingertips, just light caresses, not quite tickling, but enough pressure to leave tiny trails of warmth along his skin. Justin sighed in bliss at the subtle gesture, loving the sense of being so close to Brian... still tasting him in his mouth, and aching for Brian to be inside him. But he knew he should wait... he knew Brian wasn't 17 like him, and probably wouldn't be ready to go again so quickly. He waited for a cue from Brian, while enjoying the affectionate movements being dealt to him.

Soon, Brian's fingers moved down Justin's back to his hips, then continued to his ass, where the pressure grew stronger. Brian's cock suddenly touched Justin's stomach, and he knew that Brian was almost ready for more. Brian's fingers trailed up and down the soft crack between Justin's ass, and Justin raised his head from Brian's chest to look at him, smiling, his eyes filled with lust and passion. He pulled himself on top of Brian, straddling his chest, and bent down to kiss him longingly, passionately.

Brian's hands found themselves on Justin's hips, gripping the boy's soft skin tightly as Justin slid his tongue into Brian's mouth, tasting Brian again... biting Brian's lips... running his tongue over Brian's teeth, and encouraging Brian to let himself be dominated by him.

Brian's hands slipped back to the firm globes of Justin's round ass, cupping the cheeks in his palms, humming in satisfaction as Justin took his tongue again and again into his mouth, then kissed Brian's face, licking him, caressing him with his tongue... simply leaving no sensation behind as he gave Brian every pleasure he knew how.

God, this kid was a devil... Brian smiled to himself, finally meeting someone who could take all that Brian demanded, and still want more.

When he didn't think he could wait any longer, Brian raised his hips slightly to touch his cock on Justin's back. He was ready... he was more than ready... was Justin?

The boy ran his hand under Brian's pillow, producing the lube and a condom. Lifting himself up, he slid lower on Brian's body, so he could pull the condom onto Brian's hard dick. Brian watched, ready to say something if Justin asked, but he felt the boy was doing a good job on his own. Justin squirted a small amount of lube into his hand and slowly grasped Brian's condom covered cock, running the slippery substance up and down the shaft. Brian moaned against his will, Justin's delicate, yet forceful touch unfamiliar and welcoming.

"Can we do it this way?" Justin asked.

"I told you... we can do anything we want," Brian said, grinning at the boy's naivety. Justin smiled to himself, noticing that Brian had said 'we' this time, instead of 'you'. He hoped this meant his challenge to get Brian to love him was becoming easier.

Justin lifted himself up to rest on his knees as Brian pulled his legs up a bit.

"Lean back against my thighs," he instructed. Justin did as he was told, and watched as Brian took hold of his own cock, positioning it so Justin could slide down slowly onto it. "Tell me if it's too deep..." Brian warned, aware that this position offered more penetration than the ones they'd used before.

Brian carefully watched Justin's face as he pushed his cock so deep inside him, but Brian only saw contentment. Letting Justin dominate him, Brian relaxed, enjoying watching the boy as he slid up and down on Brian's cock, rotating and repositioning himself for greater gratification, each time broadening the depth of Brian's intense pleasure.

Too soon, Brian felt himself ready to cum again into Justin. He tried to relax, to savor the experience, to concentrate on the grin spread across Justin's face as he drew Brian deeper and deeper into himself, grinding his ass into Brian's pelvis in an attempt to take more of Brian inside. Justin moaned, relishing the sense of Brian filling him, wanting more and more, never wanting to leave. Brian's cock throbbed inside him, and Justin wished he knew what he could do to make Brian last all night.

Sure he couldn't wait any longer, Brian touched Justin's hard on, rubbing his thumb across the slit, taking with it a drop of pre-cum to spread across the head.

"Oh, fuck Brian!" It was Justin's turn to shout the obscenities - his astonishment at Brian's touch almost pushing him over the edge. The dual sensation of being fondled and being fucked sent him careening into release, as he gasped and panted for breath, holding Brian inside him as he came, which only intensified his orgasm.

The sudden enormous pressure on his cock jolted Brian into the depths of cumming, as he pushed deeper into Justin, relishing the contractions of the boy's ass as he came into Brian's hand.

Once spent, the two stopped moving for a moment, simply stayed in place, catching their breath, reveling in the slow waves as their orgasms faded away.

It wasn't often that Brian came at the same time as his partner, never spending long enough with any of them to really get to know the rhythms and motions each man preferred. But he did with Justin. He was learning and Brian was teaching what he liked. The boy had become his own special lover, learning how to pleasure Brian... and only Brian. The thought scared Brian suddenly, as he felt a responsibility - a commitment. Fuck that, Brian thought. I can't - his thoughts were interrupted as he stared up at Justin, still in him, still covered in the boy's cum.

Justin looked at Brian with such intense emotion, Brian wasn't surprised when a tear slipped down the boy's cheek. Brian stopped thinking, and pulled Justin to his chest, slowly sliding out of the boy in the same motion. With a free hand, he pulled the condom off, and tossed it to the side.

Brian rolled them both over to their sides, and cradled Justin in his arms, kissing his cheeks, licking the tears away. Justin started to shiver again slightly, and Brian pulled the duvet over their shoulders, returning his arm to wrap around Justin tightly, pulling him closer to him.

He knew Justin wasn't cold, but Brian didn't know how else to ease the boy's shivering.

Yes you do... the voice in the back of his head said...

Brian closed his eyes and let himself drift off to sleep, his arms never leaving Justin, his body warm against his. Of all the things Brian had done in his life, who would've thought that his secret guilty fantasy was holding this young man to him, and letting him fall asleep in his arms.