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A Father* A Kiss of the Heart and Soul* All That I Feel Inside Broken Heart* Can I Keep You?* Cherub Channel Crush* Dream Lover* Forever and today Forever* Have You Ever Looked Into My Eyes?* He didn't know I loved him Him Again* I Fell In Love With My Best Friend* In Love Again Inspirations* Know I Love You* Like the Ocean Love and Hate* Magick Dance* My Guardian Angel Now and Then* Only My Heart To Blame* Sisters So Far Apart Sisters* The Beast* The Misery of Me The Mountain* The one that got away* Thunderstorm of Love Tonight* When You Are Sad* When you are near me Wishing For You* Without You* You Are Everything To Me Black Rose* Faery Dust and Dragons Wings* Masters of Mirrors Unborn ~*A Father*~ By Your Daughter A father is a man who watches you grow He stands back a little and watches the show Yet when you need him he's by your side He can fill your heart and soul with pride He takes your hand when you need one to hold And he shapes you life like a great big mold He let's you live your life day by day Giving you hints a long the way He watches over you like an eagle in the sky To make sure that you never do cry Yet when you do shed a tear or two He's by your side to help you pull through He kind of gets on you once in a while But you know in the end it all seems worthwhile He warns you of all those awful boys out there And it's always dad's part to give them a scare Every father is unique and one of a kind And I know that one like mine is hard to find He cares for me, loves me, and does all that he can To show me that he's my #1 fan Kiss of Heart & Soul A Kiss is like the sweet melody of a song each note as beating hearts first as two, then as one A Kiss is like the softness of a rose petal it first brushes your lips then brushes your heart A Kiss is like a warm summer breeze it fills your body then touches your soul A Kiss is like a gentle wave upon the shore It rolls past your lips Then dives deep into your spirit; A Kiss is like the dancing flames of fire its ember glow with burning passion and desire; Kissing me softly on my lips, Will warm my heart with its gentle caress And leave your imprint of love forever in my soul; When I really miss you I don't have to go too far I just look inside my heart Cause that's always where you are All that I feel inside What I see in you is more than I confide What you are to me is my smile and strength What I feel toward you I protect inside What you give to me is peace of mind What I want to express isn't easy to say Do you feel as I do, so confused at times? Do you really want me to open up and show what I hide? Do you trust that to you I can confide, all that I feel inside? Broken Heart Standing alone on a moonlit beach Their shadows walk hand in hand The bond of love can be seen even through the moons' twilight gleam Their love grows with each passing day Never forgotten, never to fade away All their life, they have dreamt of love such as this And now they have it, swept away in peaceful bliss But along comes a stranger, as they sometimes do To steal him away, to give him love anew She tries to hide the tears, She tries to hide the pain, What she searched for her whole life was gone again He left without "good-bye" He left without "I love you" He left her there As love can do Now she sits, and she stares At the cold glint of steal Wondering if any of it Were actually real She can bear the pain no more She can't hold back the tears Now is the reality Of what were once her fears Would he care? She wonders Would he miss her? She thinks Nay she answers And into her breast the knife sinks Her wake, he dismissed Come to her funeral he did not For his new love Was the only thing of which he thought He cared for her no He never once grieved Never gave it a thought Her death was in vain But that's the way love goes And that is where I am. Can I Keep You Once an email I did send I thought shortly it would end . It hasn't been long but still I'll hold on with all my will. I'll try to be strong Though I don't know how long But I do know I want you So I ask, Can I keep you? Don't act as though it'll last If you're going to put me in the past Hell, one day we may be through Hopefully no time soon, So for now, Can I keep you? Please say yes baby, Just don't say maybe. Don't play with my heart, Because it's hard to restart. To show someone how much you care Maybe too much to bare. Say yes, that's all you need to do. When I ask, Can I keep you? Cherub Channel He walks amidst the stars of night He beams a bright celestial light To set my lonely heart aflame At just the mention of his name And helplessly I float away I'm swept along Confusion Bay I'm drifting past the Shore of Chance Where happy hearts dance A whirlpool of forbidden thoughts Where loves strong current has me caught I smash upon the Rocks of Doubt Defenseless, I'm tossed about I'm trapped within a sea of tears I'm rocked by violent waves of fears My boat is broken by the tide My longing passions all subside I'm emptied in a pool of calm To watch the water sweep my qualms Away into the Depths of Loss And with despair they twist and toss And on the back in angels' light His smile illuminates the night. Crush I see him in the hallway and I stare him down But when he doesn't stare back, I walk away with a frown. I try to get his attention anyway I can I honestly confess, I want him as my man I think about him all the time in a dreamy sort of way Maybe he'll sweep me off my feet and take me far away When I walk by him in the hallway, I hope that he'll say 'Hi' But when he doesn't, I say 'maybe next time' with a sigh Because I know when class is over, he'll be gone without a trace I always think about him when in bed at half past nine Maybe someday I'll get the guts to ask him to be mine. Dream Lover I look his way, wishing he would look mine, Wondering, Dreaming what it would be like if only he would look my way. I stare deep into his eyes and I seem to fall, Yet no pain will come when I hit the bottom of this endless pit. His eyes wander, just missing my own Is me avoiding me? Or does he just not see the love I hold for him, and only him I see his smile, I hear his laughter; Like the pealing of silver bells. I smile with him, I laugh with him Yet I am alone… Without him. Finally he looks my way, He smiles, I return the greeting – And he walks away. My heart is weighted upon. So this is what a broken heart feels like. I wish for him to be mine always But I know it is not possible… Yet I cannot help but wonder what could be, If just once he would look my way Forever and Today If only you could see What's inside of me. Maybe you'll understand And you can take my hand. Walks with me forever and today. I'll listen to what you say All your troubles and pain From madness to insane If you'll walk Walk with me forever and today Forever If you had to make a choice, Would you stay with me forever? If forever was a day, Would you hold me tight? If forever was an hour, Would you talk from your heart? If forever was a minute, Would you take my hand? If forever was a second, Would you be glad you were with me? Have you ever looked into my eyes Have you ever looked into my eyes? If you have, have you seen true happiness in them? Or did you see suppressed sadness? You cannot see you're reflection in my eyes, For they are already filled with pain and sorrow. Have you ever looked into my eyes? Did you have to look away again? As the sorrow overpowered you? Or did you keep looking, Your own eyes reflecting my pain and sorrow. Have you ever looked into my eyes? Have you seen the beauty and love of life? Or did you see my longing to die? Do you sit and wonder why, or do you know? Have you ever looked into my eyes? If you have, you've seen my pain. And you know why I feel anger and rage. For you feel the way I do. If you've ever looked into my eyes. He didn't know I loved him He didn't know I loved him. He's gone now it's too late. I once was full of love. But now I'm full of hate. I hate myself for thinking that he could love me too. I hate him for doing All the flirting he used to do. Id pictured us together. A love that would be so strong. And now I cant help thinking that all those crazy thoughts were wrong. For all of this I'm sorry. I didn't make it clear. I never ever told him these feelings that were so dear. Sometimes I sit and wonder if he had those feelings too; if the way I loved him was the way he loved me too. Him Again In my mind I see him near Every second his voice I hear Yet I see he's fading fast I know his words will never last His warm embrace I long to feel My poor heart I know he'll steal Does he wonder, does he care How can he know of my despair Does he long to be with me Will he share the dreams I see What are these things written above Why my friend, it's called love. I Fell In Love with My Best Friend You smiled and I waved That was the day my heart caved You were my best friend and still are No one thought what we had would go very far But now we're all grown up and you're still here And even though you don't mean to you've caused me countless tears I don't know where I'm going or where I've been The only thing that's for certain is I'm in love with you again Is there any end to the way I feel This is the only pain I know you can't heal Too scared to tell you it's true Too afraid to say "I love you" I keep it bottled inside I know I promised you I'd never hide You know something's wrong It's been this way for far too long You're my strong one And when I'm old and gray and my years are nearly done I'll look back and realize the mistake I've made And cry for the awful price I've paid A lifetime without you knowing An eternity without my true emotions ever showing I'll say it once and I'll say it now I want to be with you Baby, I just don't know how. In Love Again I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong. I said I was over you, but oh, I was wrong. Now here it is, quite a while later, And my love for you is now even greater. I spend all my time thinking of you, I'm in love with you again, And there's nothing you can do. INSPIRATIONS To those of you who have pushed me, thank you. Without you I would have fallen. To those of you who laughed at me, thank you. Without you I wouldn't have cried. To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you. Without you I wouldn't have known real love. To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you. Without you I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you. Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself. But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it; It is you I thank the most, Because without you I wouldn't have tried. Know I Love You I can't help but to think of you Laughing at all the things you do Often wishing we could run away together Very few people make me feel this way Every minute apart seems like forever You pick my spirit up more everyday Then you drop it down when you have to go Unless you stay with me til I die Then I'll go, loving only you Always with you I'll stay Belonging only to the stars in your eyes I just want you to know I love you… Like the Ocean Like the ocean's waves upon the shore If comes and goes, taunting the shore By night they drown it, by day they avoid it This is my life, for I am the ocean's shore When you go, you leave me yearning for more By night, wrapped in a blacked of blissful sleep Thoughts of you into my twisted mind do seep By day, walking in a crowd all along I look for you, for your essence to me is unknown This is my life, how it must be But maybe one day, you'll be with me Love and Hate If love is a dream, then I hope not to wake. If love is confusion, then let my mind shake. If love is the sun, then let it burn on. If love is a fairy tale, do let me see. And if love is a person, please let it be me. If hate is a fire, then give me a pool. If hate is a trick, then I hope I'll outfool. If hate is a rhythm, then I'll break the beat. And if hate is a hunger, I just won't eat. If hate is a story, I'll close the book. And if hate is a vision, I just won't look. If hate is a power, I'm stronger than he. And if hate is a person, I pray it isn't me! Magick Dance I felt like a princess Walking into the ballroom that night My dress swooped and swirled about my feet And the happiness in my eyes shined so bright My date was perfectly charming And the love I suddenly felt was quite alarming But something magickal happened when we danced And he was so much more to me by the night's end Now I sit alone, hoping he cares About me and the magick dance we shared. My Guardian Angel My guardian angel haunts my dreams and fills my head, My guardian angel floats to the surface in my sea of thoughts. My guardian angel watches over me, but does not see me, My guardian angel listens to me, but cannot hear me, My guardian angel loves me, but not the way I want him to, I want my guardian angel to want me, I do not want a guardian angel. Now and Then I sit and stare at these four walls First time here, first time gone I wish it were my name that you'd call Is this going to go on for long? Love is a game; you just have to play the hand you're dealt I don't need it, I don't want it. I don't want to feel those feelings I once felt. I'd rather just watch and sit The dark has taken over my heart No light can get in, no light can get out If you don't love, I think you're smart The more you get hurt, the more you're heart gets cold I've hurt so much; I can't hurt any more I've loved so much; I can't love any more Don't worry about me loving you Because I won't Don't worry about me loving you Because I can't I won't lie, I fear love I won't deny, I'm afraid of love Prove to me I need it, Prove to me I want it I might change my mind But if you try, It'll be one hell of a fight. At one time I thought I needed love But I was wrong, I paid the price I loved once; I will never love again If you can make me love I know you'll be there the rest of my life Even though everyone's tried everyone's failed I give everyone a chance But I haven't ever given them a second glance Many have tried All have failed So don't worry, I won't love you back. Only my Heart to Blame There's so much I've needed to say Could I tell you about my dismay About what hurts me inside What burns deep into my scared soul I haven't felt this way before I've heard of how it feels How it warms How it hurts How it lives And how it dies Your touch burns me Sends shivers up my spine What am I to do There's so much I need to tell you My world was darkness, then came a light That light was you; so deep, so true Can I go on like this Oh the mindless pain Pain like a knife Slice after endless slice I've come to a fork in the road Should I say yes, or should I say no It's not the time, but I still feel the same I'm in love with you And there's only my heart to blame. Sisters so far apart You may not have your life in order You may be kind of broke You may not always give me things You may not have said I love you Every morning I awoke You may not see me very often Since you live so far away But I know you still love me And you do every single day You may have your own life A separate one from me You may not be the prettiest girl Or the best you can be But you'll always be my sister The leader of the pack You'll always be the oldest And love for you is something That I definitely do not lack Sisters We may not always talk We may not always see eye to eye We may not always see each other But we are always sisters I couldn't find you for such a long time When I did, I cried I missed you so much You could never know You are my sister You will always be No matter how far apart we are Know that I love you We may not do 'sisterly' things We may not know everything about each other But I know enough to know I love you and always will We may not be blood But what does that matter? We are sisters in the heart That's all that counts You may not have always been there for me I may not have always been there for you But we have a chance to become closer than ever We have a chance to really be there for each other I always wanted a sister I knew I had one I just didn't know where I didn't know how to talk to her But now I do Now I can talk to you You are my sister Always and forever Remember that I love you. The Beast It is night, the moon is out Light shines down upon all that we see Dark howling breaks the silence of darkness A shadowy figure moves gracefully in the night Be it man or be it beast, It strikes fear into the heart of all those who look upon its ghastly nature It is the nature of the beast A call in the heart of every man Everyone hears it; No one ignores it It lives in the souls of us all Thriving on our innermost fears Feasting on our hate and depression Evil are the ones who feed this abominable thing I am one of those dark things I feed the beast my soul I feed the beast hate and depression For I am evil You are evil We all are evil The Misery of Me For now I watch from a distance, Wanting so much to be a part Of the dream I see every day That's tearing me apart. For some reason, I can't let you go. I wait in silence, So much wanting you to know. My emotions are crushed daily, As I fail to realize my dream Of you and I together, People seeing us as a team. But for now I just stand on the sidelines, Not able to play my own game, And wishing over and over for you, With only myself to blame. The Mountain One day I started to go upward Climbing a mountain and looking forward. At the sight I stand and stare Eyes straining through the morning glare I'll stand and stare down fate Until the ledge cannot hold my weight When it gives I lose a breath As I fall to my death That mountain was my life Through all the pain and strife That beautiful sight was you And staring was all I could do. The one that got away Have you ever loved someone who never knew? Have you ever wished you could turn back time, to bring them back to you? Have you ever realized you love him, when it was too late? Have you ever wished, hoped, and prayed he would someday feel the same? Have you ever cried yourself to sleep night after night, because it hurt so much that he isn't yours? Have you ever prayed to God to let you get over him, but deep down, you knew you could never truly let him go? Have you ever dreamed of the day that he would be by your side, to hold and love, to just know he cares? Have you ever had your heart ripped to shreds, and knew you could never love someone the way you love him? Have you ever just wanted him to hold you deep in his arms, and never let go?? Have you ever been scared of what your life will be like when he's gone forever? Have you ever thought no one could understand how empty and sad your life is, without him, your one true love?...And knew your heart would never be the same for you? See, the thing is, that's all true, because that's the way I feel for you... Thunderstorm of Love I'm not sure on what to do, Especially when I love you. The lightning's crashing, My love for you is thrashing. I'm not sure on what to feel, It's your heart I want to steal. The rain is pouring, My heart is soaring. My feelings are as pure as a dove, What is this baby? Why it's a thunderstorm of Love. Tonight Standing in the moonlight Walking on the beach Sitting in the sand With you and him hand in hand You look at him He kisses you You start to wonder If his emotions and feelings are true You know you are falling in love Is this true? Is this right? I guess it's ok, At least tonight. When you are sad When you are sad,.............I will dry your tears. When you are scared,..........I will comfort your fears. When you are worried,.........I will give you hope. When you are confused,........I will help you cope. And when you are lost,........And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon........Shining ever so bright This is my oath...............I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?..............Because you're my friend. "It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with YOU that makes me happy." When you're near me, Every wrong thing around me turns right. Your love for me turns the darkness into light. I love you. Those three, simple, but meaningful words can make my heart melt. To hear you say those words gives me a feeling I've never felt. When you're feeling sad and blue, Always remember that I will always be there for you. Always remember that I love you more than words can say. Even when you're gone, or I am away, I will always love you. Wishing For You As I sit here, mysteriously high Thoughts of you constantly run past I think of you, but you're gone so I sigh Thinking one night I'll have you at last Wanting to take you in my arms forever Never turning my head to look away Never leaving your loving arms ever To love honor and obey Oh got I want you baby I can't be sane without you I'm going to go crazy…maybe Oh baby, I love you. Without You You don't know me, but I know you You don't notice me, but I notice you You don't want me, but I want you. How long are we going to keep up this dark masquerade? How long are we going to deny our fate? How long until you want me? How long until you need me? I try my best to keep my emotions hidden Wanting time and time again to tell you Fear of rejection Fear of friends Fear of everything I hold so dear Fear of you I hold you so close to my heart I hold you so sacred in my soul I tell you my feelings I pour out my life to you You listen You sympathize You are a friend But what about me? Don't I need more than a friend? Don't I deserve the best? Why can't I have you? Why do I want you? I need you so bad Please tell me why You have all the answers You are a ghost in my life You are a presence So close yet so far We laugh, we joke, and we play We can talk about anything We talk about everything I fear you I fear me I fear pain I fear love It tears me up inside to see you It frightens me when I don't I don't know how long I can keep this up I don't know what to say I don't know what to do I don't know how I can live… Without you. You Are Everything to Me Dear lord please guide me for my heart am full of love, So much love... And yet, I know that we Can't live by love alone, So I call on you, Because you know my mind And my heart Give me please, everything I need To love him... And give me everything I must have To keep him... He is everything to me. Words are just not enough, I mean I'm not sure if I'm doing everything I can To make him understand that Our love is everlasting I have to know that I'm doing Everything that I should do, That I am everything I should be, You know he's everything to me Please strengthen me with, Wisdom, vision, heart, and soul, Truth and understanding. He's everything, He's everything to me, My day My night My joy My love My life He's everything to me, HE IS MY VALENTINE. Black Rose My lovely precious and Beautiful Black Rose How I love you God only knows Your the prize at the end of my rainbow Placed on the bank of the highest plateau, Where love Commands with tender hands and Rivers of Passion forever do flow. Picked from the vine of the ghetto wrapped with the ribbon of my heart Tied with love like a firm but gentle bow. I pray that we never part I'll face any foe a gun or a knife, I've vowed to be your girl and protect you with my life. Smelling like the most beautiful day in the beginning of the seasons March,April,or May. The tear I have will nourish your precious root and make it grow. Eliminating fear and anxiety from my heart and keeping it from any hurt or harm. Your love stays forever in the memory of my mind like soft music, days of Black roses, an sweet tasting wine. With complete sincerity I do suppose That there's nothing more precious than my Beautiful Black Rose. Faery Dust and Dragons Wings The cold rain of death's parade, Falling on my skin. Faery dust and dragons wings, Where does the next life begin? Fantasy has no boundaries dear. Little elves are at my door. Blood stained swords and spells of wrath, I have done this all before. Majestic mountains rise way up high, The streams all seem to bend. Dungeon walls and pits of snakes, Where will this quest of horror end? Gargoyles watching over me Should ward all evils away. But fate has played a terrible trick, And lured all corruption to stay. Stars and flames light up my nights, But the coldness will remain. The only way to find your soul Is to let your mind go insane. Evil hatred hides all around, Power and knowledge for you to gain. Just remember these helpful words, Pain is pleasure and pleasure is pain. Golden roots of twining trees Reach out for your binding soul. They purify your heart and mind Through burning embers and coal. What do you know of mysterious worlds, Of things you just can't see? Do you really believe these things can exist, Or do you think they just can't be? Angels tears and devils wings Can make you run in fear. Visions of world destruction, Can you see the end is near? Prophecies and charted maps Are hidden from our eyes. Of course it's wealth and power, That cover all these lies. Lying in a bed of waste A shallow grave to rest your head. Your body decays and memories fade, Nothing matters when you're dead. Masters of Mirrors The burning passion in flames of fire eternal passion from a luscious desire seduction of a soul stripped to the bone with nakedness exposed leaving us alone. The insatiable appetite of the vampire lust craving of the flesh with immoral thrust erotic draining of life's blood enticing bite dancing with grim reapers all through the night. The quest for the hunt lingers forever taking delight in raping sexual pleasure fulfilling extremes from a tasting of red in coffins of wantonness unrest as a bed. The thrill of the execution of massacre pure covers of black velvet enchantment as a lure tempting the victims with a soft fabric drape enveloping with a full sweeping cape. The masterful art of a haunting illusion creatures of darkness in shadows seclusion alluring eyes of depth taunting their kill lasciviousness nature with a cold icy chill. The sultry sweet kiss of devotions that wound a facade of love leaving loneliness entombed no reflection returns from the looking glass mirror empty eyes of nothingness yet filled the sheer fear. The carnal devouring as we seek out our prey as primal screams music rampage the play frenzy is in obsession to feed on the weak with amorous looks that pretend to be meek. The delicious demons that we conjure up to satisfy wants as we savoir what we sup nocturnal animals in caskets of hollow night seizing living death moments that void us of light. Yet shades cast in immortal fear can never outwit and master the mirror. Unborn I carry you in my body for nine months Waiting for you to come into this world. For you to take your first breath, For you to blink your eyes. To look at you with so much love and happiness, To see you look at me the same way. Hearing you laugh gleefully at my smile, Feeling you drink from my bosom, Knowing that I gave you live, Knowing how precious you are to me.