*Sigh* Well today was interesting. My horoscope was right. It said today would be an emotional day for me although sympathy from another human being would be little, if nonexistent. That's ok, I shouldn't (and don't) have to thrive others' sypmathy. Lots of stuff going on. For example, for the first time in my life I decided to actually start showing my emotions. It's not something I particularly like. But I think things will be a whole lot better for me once I do. I am an artiste (of sorts)...I can't be concerned with other's veiws on what I feel. But everytime I put myself out there, something bad seems to happen. Things have been bad anyway, so why not give it a try? It already got Ed mad at me...though he'll no doubt go and tell all his friends that I'm a heartless bitch. I don't know exactly why he's mad at me. He thinks I insulted him but I didn't. Don't get me wrong, he's my friend....but right now I'm just not amused. Thanks Renee (if you read this)...without you today, I'd be in a serious state of depression.
On a happier note, my Birfday's Sunday...yay? I'll be 16...go me. Coolness. Well, that's all for now. Must take things slowly, you know.
Yours Truly,
~Amanda

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