WGA Registration # 1071412
Production Note: There is a link at bottom to Synopsis with Proposal for Movies or TV. The narrative here is ongoing when there is no dialog. There is also a link at bottom to a sample scene with dialog for April 21 1923, First Encounter with Hermann Goering. Any or all of the narrative journal entries can be developed as scenes to this same degree.
____
FADE IN:
Lambert Valdison, a Swedish man about fifty, is sitting at the desk in his richly appointed library. He has just finished writing and now his voice narrates the text as he proofs it without speaking aloud.
Nazi Germany
Diary of an SS Officer Preface I especially like this account because it illustrates how one can derive heroic inspiration from indigenous mythology without rejecting science, behaving unjustly towards others, or being deceived by the false agendas of governments. I would only hope that if I had lived during these years that I could have acquitted myself even half as well as this very exceptional individual. The journal was bequeathed to me from the estate of Magnuson's good friend Dr. Lars S. Lokison. Disclosure of identities was only authorized last year. Although for safety there was no mention of children in the journal, it is known that Waldron had a son with Helga Ingram in 1947. The name given to me was Eric Fenris Magnuson. Lambert Norris Valdison Stockholm Sweden
March 16, 2003
A new voice, Wallie Magnuson's, begins to narrate the story. Background and images appear and change in accordance with his words. Here still photographs suggest these backgrounds.
Warriors of Heroic Destiny
April 22, 1918. Sad to hear that Manfred von Richthofen was shot down yesterday. I love the people on both sides in this pitiful war, and none of this would be happening if people were awake.
June 20, 1918. Move to Stockholm.
September 1919. Enter University of Munich as second year student. Study history, archeology, psychology. June 1920 Begin reading Aleister Crowley's "Blue Equinox".
Oktoberfest 1920. Visit very wicked ladies in Hamburg. Close call with Communist thugs one night convinces me to carry 7mm Luger with short silencer under my coat from here on.
June 1922. Graduate w honors. Nice graduation presents. Considerable money plus small business interest associated with Zeppelin Shipping Company.
September 21, 1922. Climb Brocken Mountain with Helga. Consecrate Elder Futhark Ring and also dagger as field athame. December 1922. Visit Aleister Crowley [famous occult writer and mystic] in Sicily. We talk about many things such as the universal spiritual quest of mankind. He agrees with my statement "the only real morality is absolute Libertarian reciprocity. All other ideas in this connection are merely criminal rationalization". September 1923. Nazi Party Rally in Nuremberg. Goering introduces me to Heinrich Himmler. Himler tells me about Dietrich Eckart and Hans Horbiger. Two days later he sends me a list of suggested arcane studies.
Visit Berlin. Second night I am with pretty blond girl, Inga. Local policeman for some reason bursts in through door. Yells at me to get dressed. Try to ask what is wrong. He angrily swings truncheon at my face. I move, but not fast enough. He hits my left shoulder. Scramble for my pistol and shoot this very cruel and bossy man right between the eyes. Really dislike being interrupted this way when I am with a girl. Feel very disappointed in myself. I didn't listen to Pa about individual guns. Actually aimed for center of policeman's forehead. Shot was four centimeters low. Now I'll have to practice. Luckily ground floor with private door yard. Drive body some distance away while Inga scrubs police brains off the wall. Have her call hotel next morning pretending to be secretary with urgent business. Leave Berlin immediately.
April 1925. Visit France. Very impressed by new modern Art Deco at Paris Exposition.
August 19, 1927. Nuremberg Rally. Hitler introduces me to Franz Von Pfeffer. Attend this spectacular function every year hereafter. Oktoberfest 1927. Visit Berlin. Enjoy jazz. Rendezvous with Lars Lokison. One night on the town we have drinks with Lotte Lenya and her friend Greta, Lokison's future wife.
Orgy of sex afterwards at Helga's cute little Witch house. Keep this, arcane matters in general, and all libertarian business private until much later.
July 1929. Join Rahn in Lavelanet France. Explore and dig around fortress on Montsegur. Visit mountain caverns in the area. Compile data. May 4, 1930. First of secret trips to Geneva where I invest in rare metals. December 1931. Himmler announces marriage requirements for all SS men. January 1932. Have my doctor write a ficticious letter to SS Headquarters claiming that I am sterile. March 1932. Am granted permission not to marry. Now I can carry on with my Witches without any foolish govermental interference. June 22, 1932. Begin anonymous Libertarian mailings to Nazi Party leaders. This involves presenting them with simple concise information about the superior workability of Capitalism and Liberty. The examples provided by America, Canada, and Australia in the last century, before the bankers took over, are all the proof any economist or politician needs.
March 17, 1933. My unit is now to be called the Leibstandarte SS. Nice quarters.
April 1933. Visit New York on leave. See Duke Ellington's Band at the Cotton Club. Another night, see Cab Calloway. One evening enjoy fine supper at Cafe Society. See Hazel Scott and meet nice young couple, Erk and Priscilla Kelly from Birmingham Alabama. Erk's uncle, Sir Erskine Ramsay, owns big steel mill there. Pill tells me about her swinging young cousin Helen Pinkson from Boston. Talk music later with Cab Calloway at a party.
September 1933. Nuremberg. Big crowd in front of the Frauenkirche.
March 1934. Attend meeting at Chamber of Culture in Berlin. Join mainly in hopes of helping to change the very poor agenda.
September 1934 Nuremberg. Grand spectacle as always. Meet Wolfram von Sievers.
Oktoberfest 1934. Meet a large black haired woman who only drinks a little beer and suddenly passes out. Trade her in for a petite sober blond.
February 6, 1936. Attend Winter Games in Garmisch-Partenkirchen.
March 21, 1937. Walking in the Black Forest with Helga we hear loud clashing noises echoing through the trees. Eventually come to a clearing and see two stags fiercely locking horns in competition for females.
May 1, 1937. Receive Order of the German Eagle 5th Class. This is simply a general recognition of diverse effort. I must ask Goering to recommend a tailor to make a special uniform to display all this handsome gingerbread I'm accumulating.
May 6, 1937. Hindenberg blows up in New York. Call Pa. We both decide to sell all our Zeppelin related interests immediately.
June 1937. Visit Peenemuende Rocket Research Center with Goering. See Werner Von Braun through a door window. Would like to have met him, but we can't disturb them working.
September 1937 Nuremberg. Speer has outdone himself. Zeppelin field is magnificent.
November 6, 1937. Find out results of conference in Reich Chancellery yesterday. Hitler explained plans for Lebenstraum. Am glad of the small part I have played in helping to rebuild since the last war, but realize now that I must leave Germany as soon as possible. This is Hitler's fight, not mine. He is a brilliant politician, but the idea of invading Russia is absolutely absurd. Education about birth control is the best way to gain living space for Germans. If the Vikings had done this instead of raiding elsewhere, we would not have been invaded by the Christians and would still have our Norse culture at home instead of the Fish Basket Heresy as Lars and I have always called it.
April 1938. Visit Berlin. Meet Martin Bormann and Albert Spear. A few days later Speer shows me progress of new Reich Chancellery. Being such a fine architect must be extremely rewarding. The legacy such a man leaves is very tangible and great.
May 1938. Receive Motor Sports Badge 1st Class for past minor racing triumphs.
September 1938. Wish I could be at Nuremberg. They will just have to get along without me.
November 7, 1938. Ernst vom Rath shot in Paris by angry Jew named Hershel Grynszspan.
March 1939. Visit Carl Jung at the Polytechnic in Zurich. We discuss ideas of destiny and multiple coincidence.
April 30, 1939. Attend World's Fair in New York. Wonderful look at probable future. Stay whole month. One night get all dressed up. Taxi driver tells me Cotton Club closed long ago. Have good time anyway. He drives me to see fine singer Billie Holiday with orchestra. March 7, 1941. See the strangest little rabbit out on the lawn this morning. Keeps looking up at me. Clarify outline for autobiography, "Diary of an SS Officer". Initiate deal with publisher for immediate release at end of war. Will not actually write it until I see events winding down. This war might last forever. Dec 3 1941 Work is halted on the Autobahn. January 8, 1942. Buy nice handmade model of the Battleship Tirpitz. Never got to see original.
June 28, 1845. Looks like decision not to write autobiography is a good one. People are very angry about this war because of the prison camps. Most people think that all SS men were in the Death's Head. The fact that I got out of Germany four years before the Final Solution concept was adopted won't matter to the kind of sloppy thinkers that would permit all this government sponsored nonsense to occur in the first place.
November 20, 1945. War trials begin in Nuremberg. Too bad those who framed the Treaty of Versailles won't be held accountable as well. They structured things so that their banker friends would be able to finance another war, and it worked. Under such terms good hardworking Germans would have to elect a strong leader like Hitler to save them from Communism. The virulent anti Semitism was simply an accident of history that few could have forseen. November 28, 1945. Visit site of JG7 Greyhound Squadron. Probably best of this war. Major Erich Rudorffer alone had 224 victories. Very different from the first war. The old planes were much more maneuverable. The increased number of kills, however, has to do with the ability of the faster single wing planes to suddenly swoop out of the clouds and attack so quickly that the other pilot never has a chance to maneuver.
October 1, 1946. Attend last days of trials in Nuremberg. Get a few pale smiles from old friends, but mostly the whole business is very sad. International Military Tribunal hands down twenty one verdicts. Eleven are sentenced to death. The Russians murdered far more people than the Nazis, but they are not criminals because they were on the winning side. The entire struggle is a very clownish enterprise. National Socialism vs International Socialism. Two equally false ideas. And the international bankers manipulating the politicians and lending money to all concerned. Just as in the last war I love the people on both sides, but they are all a bunch of dopes when it comes to economics. The world has been made safe for Democracy by leaving half of Europe under Socialist dictators. Capitalism is what works, not Socialism. None of this had to happen. It's a pity that religious hatred, false politics, and phony economic theory could have become so interwoven with both Christian ideals and heroic Norse values. Both sides have been led equally astray. This war only illustrates the terrible consequences that can occur when men of power and those who support them are not well rounded in their education. But Russia will slowly build a capital base and will be able to initiate free enterprise eventually. I just hope I live long enough to see it. August 1947. Meet Dr. Ferry Porsche. Very smart man. Feel real encouragement that Germany is rebounding well since the war.
January 30, 1948. Attend Winter Olympic Games at St. Moritz. Talk with Paula Kann, a native Austrian girl on the American alpine team. She says there is very good skiing in America since the war. Many who fought on skis in Norway got government loans and created mountain resorts. October 5, 1949. On vacation in America. Visit friends in Dover Massachusetts. One morning while out walking alone see a very strange sight at the uphill corner of Bretton and Abbey Road. A little boy is playing on a tricycle. Boy looks like he must be of British ancestry, but also looks strangely like a chimpanzee. Strong look of moral retardation. I am almost spellbound by the oddness of his appearance. Feel deeply sorry for his parents knowing the terrible ambivalence and pity they must feel whenever they look at him. Suddenly a man about sixty in a black hooded jersey and pants comes stealing out of the woods behind the house gripping a large pillow, his arms raised, rushing nimbly towards the boy as if to smother him with the pillow. Because of bushes apparently, the man doesn't notice me. I raise my hand and wave briskly until he sees. I then point at him correctively and he runs back into the woods. The boy doesn't notice any of this. Nobody at home. Call police. No answer. Leave a note telling boy's parents about the hooded man. Tell the boy to go inside because it's going to rain and to lock the door until his parents come home.
December 1963. Visit England. See American bluesman Sonny Boy Williamson at Crawdaddy Club in Richmond, Surrey, with combo called the Yardbirds. Impressive young guitar player Eric Clapton. August 1964. While vacationing in America visit Joe Wagner and Marie Gangolf now living in Royalston Massachusetts. Haven't seen them since we were all kids. They left Europe just before the first war. They have huge vegetable garden. Onions bigger than large grapefruits. January 18, 1968. Have decided I will complete the autobiography. If they kill me now at my age it won't matter too much.
1969. Visit Boston Massachusetts. Enjoy half roast duck and Indian Pudding at Durgin Park. For lunch one day have beef tongue on rye at Jake Wirth's in the Theater District. Contact Carl Peterson who I haven't seen since he was a child. He is attending Suffolk University as a student of psychology and invites me to hear Victor Frankl lecture at the school. We talk with Frankl and Dr. Robert Webb, one of Carl's professors, briefly afterward at a tea held in Frankl's honor. What a small world it is - it turns out that Webb's mentor in experimental psychology was himself a student of Wilhelm Wundt, who was a friend of my father years ago in Leipzig. Cheeseburger Trilbee afterwards at Beacon Chambers Hotel with Carl and his friend Frank Adrisi. Both are 356 Porsche owners. Frank is planning to study clinical psychology at the University of Chicago starting in Autumn 1970. August 1969 Finally get to see extraordinary combo called Led Zeppelin. Special mental association for me because of past investment in Zeppelin Shipping. Talk with pretty young girl who is surprised that someone my age would like this kind of music. Seems a logical evolution of blues to me. Difficult to understand how somebody can play guitar as well as Jimmy Page. He must take special magickal vitamins or pursue arcane studies perhaps. August 12, 1974. Sometimes evil can come from good intentions. It pains me to say this, but while visiting friends in Dover Massachusetts I find out some things which lead me to believe that it would be much better if I hadn't been around to save the little boy from suffocation that Autumn day back in 1949. Apparently the look of constitutional psychopathy which I noticed in him so long ago has finally born a great deal of very rotten fruit. September 1982. Read investment book by smart young man, Douglas Casey, who claims that Soviet Union will soon break up into component countries. Think he may be right.
September 3, 1985. Have been riding trains all over Europe recently. They are very streamlined and much faster than years ago.
January 5 1988. Customs officials detain me crossing into Vermont from Canada. Get talking with a US Treasury fellow who asks me what I think about events in Russia. I tell him that if he had asked me a few months ago I would have had an easy answer, but that this Gorbachev is a very great man and I expect to see big changes in Russia soon.
November 9, 1989. TV says that the Berlin Wall is about to fall.
November 10, 1989. Myself and over two million East Germans enter Berlin.
November 11 1989. Radio says that communist government is collapsing. Visit East Berlin. Thousands of people are walking around drinking champagne. Bottles litter the street. Restaurants and stores open. Am delighted to have lived long enough to see these wonderful events. November 14, 1989. Now that it's all over I will admit that it would have been difficult in Russia to go directly from medieval feudalism to free enterprise with no capital base for industrialization. This could only have been accomplished with massive foreign ownership of business, a great evil in itself. Perhaps seventy years of industrial socialism was necessary to bring Russia to this great day. March 14, 1990. Hear a cruel but thought-provoking joke today: Why are Jews so smart? Answer - Because all the stupid ones stayed after 1933. Sadly, there is a point in this. It's easy to understand how they must have felt. I loved Germany too and didn't want to leave. Sometimes though, common sense must override unmitigated optimism and stubborn pride. History does not always move as fast as we might want it to and one must, after all, live to fight another day.
The End
____
All dates and historical events are completely accurate.
Only the characters of Inga, cruel policeman, street
Wallie, Helga, the coven, and all their activities not related to the
Absolutely every other character and situation is completely Roy C Peterson Heroic Destiny Productions
_____
Like to see this as an epic motion picture? We would like to talk to Actors, Agents, Directors, Producers, Financiers, Distributors, Scouts _____
Please see related links below First Encounter with Hermann Goering sample scene
Visit the links:
Return to Table of Contents
Sqaudron Leaders like Angelfire:
What follows is the private journal of Waldron Sigfried Magnuson, an SS officer and pilot who opposed Third Reich policy. The story occurs mostly in Germany 1919 to 1938. Entries representing early years were written in 1922 when he began the journal. Bracketed commentary has been added by me.
FADE TO BLACK:
Winter 1903. Ma and Pa teach me to ski. Expert by age seven.
Have wonderful frisky wolf-dog companions as a child. Many good friends at school. Both parents and Grandma are good cooks. We travel frequently to Germany on business vacations. Learn fluent German early. We often visit Pa's friend Gustav Flodine at his family villa in the country. Become very good at shooting Pa's Mauser pistol. Pa warns me that every gun is different.
Summer 1909. Electrical inventor Eric Peterson comes to visit. He is married to Gustav's daughter Agnes. Later Pa tells me that Eric is a friend of Charles Steinmetz and was with Guglielmo Marconi on occasion of first transatlantic communication.
June 1910. First working summer. Learn value of diligence and frugality. Attempt to cultivate within myself a disdain for the ownership of material things. The money I earn will go further and I will have greater mobility. One can enjoy nice things out and about or in museums without having to own or maintain them. Ma tells me I'm awfully serious for a boy my age. She says I was even serious when I was a baby - but not grumpy. I am very pleased to hear this and take it as a compliment. Begin diverse program of summer study. Enjoy Old Norse lore. Read Snorri Sturlusson.
June 1911. Read Alphonse Louis Constant. Study Rosicucian books and Hebrew Qabalah. Come to value spiritual self determination.
January 1912. Visit Joseph Wagner and Marie Gangolf while in Chamonix-Mont Blanc for skiing with my parents.
September 1912. Begin friendship with Lars Lokison.
June 1913. Spend all night with shapely twenty-two year old woman who likes to initiate young males into the mysteries of sex. From here forward enjoy one skinny or zaftig lady per month, but not more than this. Most sought-after pleasures are costly, frivolous, and produce dependency. Keeping a good outlook makes nearly everything pleasurable without disadvantage.
June 1914. Read Richard von Kraft-Ebbing, Sigmund Freud, Herbert Silberer, Carl Jung.
March 1918. Lars and I call ourselves warriors of heroic destiny. We often discuss the value of unimpeded evolution and individual Liberty. We agree that those who truly value these things are an extreme minority in every country on Earth - like sighted people among the blind. One day we swear a solemn oath to never make unjust encroachment against any living thing, to always stand stalwart against the Legions of Mediocrity, and to defend our own or family Liberty without hesitation or guilt even unto grim and bloody death if need be. We also swear to exert libertarian influence whenever and wherever possible all the rest of our lives no matter where we may find ourselves and whatever else we may have to do.
June 23, 1918. Have jeweler make heavy silver ring inscribed with Elder Futhark [Old Norse Runes].
September 1918. Begin at Stockholm University.
November 11, 1918. War ends. Have often thought of living in Germany and the rebuilding period should offer many opportunities for someone my age. Apply for transfer to University of Munich.
June 26, 1919. Move to Munich.
July 1919. Get driver's permit. Buy nice used Audi. Blue w grey interior. Explore local countryside. Plan program of world travel.
March 1921. Grandma goes through transition [term for death with reincarnation].
July 1922. Buy tiny four room house on quiet street. Sturdy but simple furniture. Pa says Zeppelin business will grow. Begin to invest some portion back into it whenever I get money ahead. Go book shopping. Increase arcane studies. Take Oath of Silence [indicates only a resolution not to speak more than necessary]. Begin flying lessons. Learn this quickly. Start keeping personal journal. Reconstruct early years in same style [this document].
August 14, 1922. Meet pretty young Witch named Helga Ingram. She is head of coven comprising twelve other more or less attractive women. Naked activities in the woods.
September 12, 1922. Buy fine large handmade dagger.
September 16, 1922. Set up ritual chamber at home.
October 31, 1922. Serve as Priapic Celebrant for Helga's coven. Sleep very late next day.
November 1922. Read Friedrich Nietzsche, Oswald Spengler. Buy my own Fokker D7. Hardly used. Give it sporty multichrome paint job with large Swedish non military markings. This will keep farmers from shooting at me when they are out crow hunting [Flies this everywhere in Europe. Gets monoplane later, but no mention of this ahead].
February 12, 1923. Join Rosicrucian Order.
April 21, 1923. (Production Reminder: sample scene for this date, First Encounter with Hermann Goering, linked at bottom).
Make sentimental visit to site of the old JG1, Richthofen's Squadron. War ace Hermann Goering happens also to be visiting. In the years ahead I will come to view this coincidence as a very fortuitous one. He sees me circle and land. Says he admires my ability. We talk for some time at lunch. He must trust me implicitly, because he tells me about the Luftwaffe and suggests that I join [Luftwaffe is at this time secret and in violation of the Treaty of Versailles]. Tell him I feel very honored, but that relative to my overall goals as a non German I think it's far too dangerous - like being a duck with many hunters.
October 1923. Meet Dietrich Eckart. At my request he suggests additional readings.
November 1923. Meet Hans Horbiger. He explains his "Welteislehre" Cosmology. Fascinating theory consistent with all known science. It explains all geological, paleontological, archaeological, and historical mysteries. The only problem is that there is no evidence to prove it.
March 1924. Have long talk with Himmler. Discuss various arcane orders. Interesting, but have always preferred spiritual development to be an individual matter. One can self-initiate using books offered by fraternal groups without having to waste time on socializing, meetings, and protocol. This, of course, requires one to very honest with oneself.
July 1924. Visit Adolf Hitler in Landsburg with Himmler. Very intense, but likable, man.
September 2, 1924. Visit parents in Gottenberg. Ma says I look good, but thin.
February 1925. Talk about Thule Society [Norse Mythology] with Rudolf von Serbottendorff. Join Thule Society.
July 1925. Read Mein Kampf. Discuss this at length with Helga.
March 1926. Hitler wants me to join his elite personal guard, the SS. Says not to worry - that I will be assigned to archaeological expeditions whenever possible. Why not? Good exercise and I need the money. Get uniform. Prefer my own dagger [rank attainments were a separate record to be interspersed into text later].
July 4, 1926. Attend founding ceremony for Hitler Youth.
August 16, 1927. Compile data regarding spiritual dualism. Consecrate "Pentacle" [symbol of universe reflecting aspirant's perceived place therein].
Feb 12, 1928. Climb Brocken Mountain with Helga and six other Witches. In formal robes we found Ordo Sangrealis Baphometis [balanced spiritual view stressing Liberty].
July 1928. Period of inspiration wherein I write very comprehensive "Liber OSB".
September 1928. Meet Magda and Joseph Goebbels with Alfred Rosenberg at Nuremberg. Get along very well with all the Nazi leaders I've met, but will never join the Nazi Party,because the principles are not viable. Socialism doesn't work and having some kind of exclusionary religious agenda will never make it work, any more than calling it by a different name will really make it all that different from Communism. While it was mainly complex political Jews who initiated Marxism in Russia, it is not just Jews who now sustain it. Harassing Jews in general is off-target, completely unjust, and will not accomplish anything. Promoting the Capitalist writings of Ludwig von Mises and other Austrian free market economists is what will defeat Communism. Mises completely refuted every principle of Marxism by 1920. Free enterprise within national borders and free world trade will solve every problem on Earth. The free market people condemn the kind of unchecked international finance Capitalism which allows bankers to help create massive economic upheavals leading to war just so they can finance both sides. If people would only read more and talk less. In spite of everything I must admit that I love the grand spectacle of these rallies. I guess it's the Viking in me. If only the Nazi program could be equal to the spirit and highest ideals which animate it.
January 1929. Speak extensively with archaeologist Otto Rahn.
August 1929. Receive Day Badge at Nuremberg. Ask Ribbentrop his bootmaker.
September 8, 1929. Visit parents in Gottenberg. Always enjoy meals at home, just like when I was little. Pa has snazy looking new Volvo. Red w black interior.
March 1930. Gain some influence in Zeppelin activity.
April 1930. Suggest Zeppelin make contracts with river shipping companies for distribution.
Oktoberfest 1931. Dicuss geopolitics with Karl Haushoffer. Join Munich Institute of Geopolitics.
Oktoberfest 1932. Again visit wicked ladies of Hamburg. Brunella is the Cat's Propeller. It's well for my health that I don't live in Hamburg.
May 1933. Rescue old couple from beating by Communist thugs. Kill two of them. Three others run off, one wounded. Hope they don't see me first next time.
April 28, 1934. Receive Life Saving Medal for helping the old people last year. It was discovered that one of the dead thugs was wanted for nine murders.
July 25, 1934. Visit parents in Gottenberg. Help Ma with vegetable garden. Good pot-roast with fresh-cut spinach afterwards.
August 1934. Visit Paris on SS business. See Louis Armstrong. Superb as usual. Wish I could have seen him with Bertha Hill, however.
January 1935. Try out in alpine and ski jumping categories for upcoming Winter Olympics. Do very well for someone my age.
March 16, 1935. Hitler enacts military conscription. Disappointed, but not surprised.
July 1935. Join Ahnenerbe Society [Division of the SS involved in archeological research]. Hopefully this is where my uviversity training will come into play.
December 12, 1935. Join Lebensborn. Involves flying dangerous missions to rescue German children from foreign orphanages. Kids are given homes with deserving German couples. Nearly killed on several occasions, but happy little faces prove well worth the risk.
February 4, 1936. Receive Olympic Decoration for helping to organize the games.
July 1936. Visit U-83 Submarine Squadron. Enjoy good chicken dinner with the sailors.
November 8, 1936. Join Reich Animal Psychology Society.
January 30, 1937. Receive National Prize for Art and Science in archeology. No mention of my explorations with Otto Rahn. I am proud of the objectivity which I brought to these endeavors despite pressures of the very agenda-oriented zeitgeist of this period.
December 1937. Get special Ahnenerbe ring. We insisted that the SS runes not be stylized.
Jan 30, 1938. Receive SS Long Service Award 2nd Class. Never got involved in the arcane side of the SS, but certainly admire by itself the "Articles of Faith" of the Black Order [Himmler's inner circle]. It reflects a superb intellectual understanding of spirituality. Such, of course, can be used either for good or evil depending on the people involved.
June 14, 1938. Pa goes through transition. Visit Ma in Gottenberg. Store a few of Pa's things at her house.
July 8, 1938. Sell my house and most contents.
July 12, 1938. Receive Aircraft Pilot patch. Better late than never.
July 17, 1938. Go house hunting in Switzerland.
August 2, 1938. Buy new seven room house. Quite ample with privacy and beautiful view. Transfer all money to Switzerland.
August 8, 1938. Leave Germany with everything I own, which is very little.
August 18, 1938. Visit Paris. Buy Art Deco furnishings for entire house. Sadly mail big sack of farewell letters to friends in Germany as I leave Paris. Some, of course, will be angry with me for not staying around to commit suicide with them.
November 9, 1938. Goebbels arranges Crystal Night as a protest. SA instigates window breaking.
November 10, 1938. Hitler orders SS to intervene and stop the whole business.
September 3, 1939. Britain, France, Australia, and New Zealand declare war on Germany. It feels very good to be sitting next to my kitchen stove safe at home. Someone must see to the hens, after all.
September 10, 1939. Canada declares war on Germany. Battle of the Atlantic begins.
January 1940. Expand studies. Increase travel plans, especially for outside of Europe.
February 1941. Buy new Walther P-38 pistol. Excellent design. Fits hand like a glove. Can release safety and cock hammer in one motion as I pull from side holster under coat. 
March 20, 1942. Priscilla Kelly writes telling me that Erk is now a fighter pilot and disappeared last month over an area called the Bermuda Triangle before ever seeing any combat.
April 4, 1943. Visit Ma in Gottenberg. We dine out and have lobster on three occasions.
March 16, 1944. 700th anniversary ritual commemorating Fall of Montsegur. Rosenberg and others fly overhead creating Sunwheel and Celtic Cross patterns. Sorry to have missed this.
July 25, 1944. Decide not to write autobiography. Am well enough off with money. Book might or might not be success, but would certainly rob me of privacy and possibly of safety. Will continue journal, however, just in case I change my mind later.
December 16, 1944. Ma goes through transition.
January 2, 1945. Visit Gottenberg. Nice service on warm day. Bring a few things back.
May 7, 1945. Germany in ruins concedes the war.
June 26, 1945. Visit San Francisco. They are having conference for founding of United Nations. Have become very interested in this as possible instrument of world Liberty and peace. Countries need not lose sovereignty as many fear.
June 26, 1945. United Nations resolution goes into effect.
February 12, 1946. Initiate Lars and Greta Lokison into the Ordo Sangrealis Baphometis. Greta's little boy Dirk is a cutie. I can see his parent's courage in his eyes already.
September 1946. Visit Aleister Crowley at home in Hastings England. It's been a long time, but he seems glad to see me again. We talk in his garden for hours. Enjoy a fine lunch. Tells me the whole business about Mussolini running him out of Sicily. We discuss the war and the New Aeon. He agrees with me that besides archetypal inspiration from mythology, a person's srirituality involves three primary measures: the degree of intellectual understanding, the relative amount of good and evil present, plus the absolute amount of good and evil manifesting, which of course, simply reflects the scale upon which one lives.
March 1948. Buy first of the 356 Porsche cars. Looks like a bath tub upside-down. Green w tan leather. Very good car. Feels like riding on a leopard's back. Stiff suspension.
September 14, 1948. Mount amber fog lights on 356 bumper.
From here on travel extensively. Ski everywhere on Earth including many areas where there is not yet any towing machinery.
April 2, 1954. Vacation in America. Visit Eric and Agnes Peterson living in nice little brick house on Buzzards' Bay in Falmouth Massachusetts. Agnes introduces young grandson Carl who excels in science. Eric and I discuss new technology and the future while we drink cranberry juice.
September 1956. Visit New York. One night see young hepcat Elvis Prestley with big sideburns on television. Buy supercharged Ford Thunderbird. Red w tan interior. Very fast acceleration but quite a gas drinker by standards back home.
July 1962. Visit Gottenberg for sentiment. Talk with Pa's old friend Mungus Holme.
September 1962. Buy 12 cylinder Ferrari Berlinetta. Light metallic blue w red interior. Very beautiful and fast. Needs too much fuel and maintenance though. Small seats and pedals.
August 1966. Am astounded to read "Tragedy and Hope" by Dr. Carrol Quigley. The knowledge compiled in this book will surely prevent further large scale wars and major economic problems if we can just get the people to read it. I just hope the men in power don't murder Quigley for writing it.
September 17, 1966. Buy first of the new 911 Porsches. Silver w tan interior. Handles like 356, but has much more horsepower. Can't believe how fast I can drive this extraordinary beauty. Like a bat flying from Hell on a curving country road.
April 1967. Spend three weeks in London and a good part of this with Albert Speer. London is quite a place and he seems very glad to show me around. It's always fun to talk with people you knew during more eventful times. He's writing a book about the whole thing.
thugs, old couple, and hooded man are fictitious.
Third Reich represent real people and events in the recent past.
real and in the exact time period and place indicated.
Producers and actors are ready.
All we need is one major star
Synopsis with Proposal for Movie or TV
Heroic Destiny Productions Homepage
First Encounter with Hermann Goering
Synopsis with Proposal for Movie or TV
Heroic Destiny Productions Homepage
Roy C Peterson Film Profile
Roy C Peterson Biography
Angelfire Home Pages
