In 1998 I was living in Clearwater, Fla. I was very happy when I met Gary on the beach in Fla. We were a good spiritual couple, though he has exhibited some Dom attributes.
I moved to California. We stayed in touch and about 6 months later, Gary came to Ca. for a visit.
I did not know that I had fell totally in love with Gary. Our sexual play was fun for he could control orgasms and spank me during sexual intimacy. After a 3-week visit and his moving back home to Texas to take care of his two sons, I knew I was going to live in Texas and be his girlfriend. I have fell head over heals for this sweetguy who loved to play. He was no Dom. I gave up my submissive to be his vanilla girlfriend
When I got to Texas things came down real hard on me after the first 3 months of total bliss. My car finally arrived from Ca. by rail and my water pump was leaking. Gary decides to take the water pump out and restore it. The water pump never got back in. Within two weeks I knew I was trapped. I had rented a 2-bedroom house for a year. Gary and his two sons lived down the road. I lived off a dirt covered road that led to nowhere. The lake.
I would lay in my bed at night and watch the scorpions crawl up my legs praying for death. There were no neighbors within walking distance. There was a little grocery store about a mile away for milk and other items. A female cat had moved into my laundry room via a hole in the floor and she became my best friend.
Every time I was seen walking down the street to the store, somehow, Gary was behind me in his van. He would abruptly stop his van in front of my path and drag me into the van. I never did get to the store. He would be screaming “Why did you leave the house without asking me.” I just want you to be safe walking down the street.” I told him I was a walker and he said "no more. Not around his lake." Therefore, every time I ventured out of the house he was up to my house within seconds. I would have to beg for him to take me to the grocery store and sometimes he would not take me for weeks. Hunger became my other friend. He said I was too fat. I weigh 107lbs. and am 5’tall. I learned that I had to live with many blankets around the windows so no one could see in. Gary was always cleaning up and if he didn't like something that he found, he would store these things in a little box, whether it be a piece of paper or a lamp.
The dry weather came to Texas and the well dried up. I had no water, no shower, and no tub for 3 weeks, while Gary and his children had all the necessary water.
I was very happy when Queenie, my cat, gave birth to her 5 kittens. Gary would supply me with canned cat food and dry food. He loved that cat. He would hit me or lock me in the bathroom, if I didn't sign my checks for Walmart grocery store. I called the police the first time he hit me, but he had told them I was into spanking. They believed him. He would not take me into public. If we shopped it was after midnight at a Walmart store. He would walk next to me and If I tried to make a phone call or say something, my hand was squeezed hard. I couldn't even talk to the cashiers for a few seconds.
Meanwhile, his 2 boys were robbing me blind of my MS medication, breaking my windows and doors and overdosing on my pain meds.
I finally told my friends in my submissive curiosity room about the punishments of bruised ribs, my cage and my desire to get out. Everyone was supportive and then Gary would get under my skin and beg me not to leave that he would kill himself.
In November last year I packed my bags and called this man who fixed my bathroom to get me to the airport. He never showed up. Gary saw my belongings packed and grabbed me and marched me around the house for 24 hours putting everything back in place. Then he left Christmas weekend with his boys and I had a wonderful dinner of cat food because he had not taken me to the store. I had no money, no heat and no airconditioner for summer. All I had was the TV and the computer.
I was chatting offline with a Dom in Austin. Texas, begging him to pick me up and Gary had come back. He came in the house and started hitting me, biting my face, pulling me across the floors, Bruising my kidneys. So the Dom in Austin had tapped the abuse and called the cops. He was taken in and released. I had signed a complaint. Finally, I found out his cousin was the Judge.
Within 2 weeks I had caught his children snorting a white substance and doing Pot. I used a neighbors phone to call Child protective services in another county, since Gary had taken all the phone sockets out of the house after the police let him go. I had no phone now.
The next day, CPS was at my door and Gary sat with them and me and told them I was having hallucinations. CPS did take the oldest son away or the drugs, but the younger one remained home. In January, the 11 year old threatened to shoot everyone a school and himself and was taken to headquarters. Gary picked up his son and took his youngster and ran, leaving me with 2 weeks worth of cat food to eat. Sorry, kitties you went and got moles, but I at least had a can a cat food a day. I have withdrawn from smoking on and off because of the inability to get to a store and learned that cigarettes where withheld as punishment. I was about driven out of my mind.
Gary took his child on the run and there is an APB out for him across the country. He can be looking at 15 years for child neglect. The courts will not do a thing about me, but if I am summoned to court they will hear my entire woeful tale. Since Gary was hiding in Dallas, I was able to dye my hair, cut it and call my slum landlord to drive me to Dallas/Fort Worth Airport and here I am.
I am safe and very angry. No person whether they be a submissive or a vanilla girlfriend deserves anything like this. No human being does.
This is not acting like a Dom, this is not love, this is insanity. What I experienced was not much more than living like an animal. I survived because of you my Friends, you may have been 3,000 miles away but you were here and I survived because I had hope. I knew I was going to get free.
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