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Cut myself on my broken dreams
Let the crimson river flow
Tread softly upon the broken glass
The remains of yet another blow
Drown myself in sticky red tears
Cried from the eyes of my soul
Lick tenderly at my open wounds
Before I'm swallowed in yet another black hole
Sliced by your ahrp words
They cut deep and scar inside
The blade surfaces the hurt
The pain reflected from my mind
A hurried glance backwards, as they leave her behind
She's unlovable
A friendly offer, of meaningless words
She's unlovable
A hoped for phonecall, only to say goodbye
She's unlovable
A quick hug from a friend, but their touch is cold
She's unlovable
A pair of brown eyes, watching her die
She's unlovable
Creeping in as daylight fades
The demons hiss and spit
Covering my body black and blue
They ravage, hurt and hit
Tear my flesh wide open
And let my soul bleed red
Scar my skin as they scar my mind
Memories flashing through my head
They cruelly puncture my heart
And coldly pierce my soul
I hide the unexplainable marks
But nothing can fill the empty hole
The demons flow from my veins
Sticky, crimson and warm
Staining my sheets, flesh and mind
Liquid from a fiery storm
I knew what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
Everything was normal, everything was calm
Nothing out of place, nothing seemed to be wrong
Yet I knew what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
I saw my own face looking the same
Two months before feeling the same
Fighting the temptation, just the same
I knew what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
I couldn't do what they had done, I couldn't stand and watch
I could feel the desperation, I had to make her stop
I knew what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
Only two had gone, I wished someone had stopped me there
Last one to her mouth and the packet out of sight
I knew what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
One last gulp
A grateful smile crossing her face
I had known what the girl was doing
The Volvic bottle touch her lips
And I had stopped her
Evening scarf turned deadly noose
With one little sliding knot
Lamp just hanging there, motionless
Like my body will be, within minutes
Pain and tiredness blurring my sight
My only vision is my death
One step off the ground
One step nearer to my dream
Nearer and nearer with every second
Knotted to the lamp, loop around my neck
Almost there, almost proud
Imagining the final fall
Visualising the gentle swing
Not even a split-second of uncertainty
Not even a flicker of doubt
One step into the air
One step nearer my dream
Nearer and nearer with every second
Pain surging through my neck
Eliminating all the suffering of my heart
Suffocating, breathless, choking
Satisfying, exciting, thrilling
My dream realising before my eyes
My life hanging from the ceiling
One step towards the ground
One step further from my dream
Nearer and nearer with every second
A white dove fluttering before my eyes
Dies as it becomes a paper lampshade
Floating disappointedly to the ground
Echoes of the cracking lamp
Floor beneath me rising upwards
Hits me hard as my breath returns
My dream has crashed
Little Angel
Who's left you all alone?
Saddened Creature
What pathos have you grown?
Your eyes cry
The world sleeps through your rain
Your heart bleeds
An unrelenting pain
Who did this?
Who broke your little heart?
The world crushed you
And tore your soul apart
You are sweetness
But no one ever sees
Taken for granted
Immobile as the trees
I want to hold you
And wrap you in my love.
You ought to sparkle
With all the stars above
Written by: Kelly
Email any comments to her at: Foscasgarden@webtv.net
Just one cut
One little slice
Feel the pain release your mind
Just one cut
Your mind screams free
Your anger building
Tension freed
Just one cut
Saves me
Lets me breathe
Written by: Marie
Email any comments to her at: Mariewhite33@hotmail.com
It takes strength to fit in
It takes courage to stand out
It takes strength to feel a friend's pain
It takes courage to feel your own pain
It takes strength to hide your own pains
It takes courage to show them
It takes strength to endure abuse
It takes courage to stop it
It takes strength to stand alone
It takes courage to lean on another
It takes strength to love
It takes courage to be loved
It takes strength to survive
It takes courage to live
Written by: Angela Nicole Mullins
Email any comments to her at: Cudlyangel2u@aol.com
I don't need your love, so take it back
I don't want it any more
I want you to take back the promises
and all the lies you've told before
when you give me back the truth
then you'll take away the blame
when you can answer for what you've done
then you'll take away the shame
while we're on the give and take
I'm taking back the trust I freely gave to you
I'm taking back my life
and the control I gave you too
I'd give you back the pain
but I've spent it all in tears
I'd give you back the insecurity
but I've wasted it on my fears
all I have left is just the anger
and very little left to say
I guarantee you'll take it all back
but I won't stop living, waiting for that day
Written by: Michelle
Email any comments to her at: Psychotic_gemini@yahoo.com
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The rain washes away your tears
You yawn from the tiredness of this life
The steam that rises from your mouth
Is the only warmth you'll see tonight
Your beige hood is no protection
From Finchley Road's grey, urban storm
The sky's dirty tears stain you
And even pegged on a line
You'll take your own slow endless time
To dry
I can hurt myself more than you
And you can't win because I've already lost
I can hate myself more than you
And we can't fight because we're on the same side
I can hurt myself more than you
So fuck you!
I have five days left to live
I am getting ready to die
But I know when I am dead
People will ask 'why?'
But maybe they don't notice
That I am unhappy
But as the five days pass so slowly
I know I'll soon be free
Four days left to live
I still cry at night
But I smile in the day
Well, I try with all my might
I cut my arms with razor blades
And hide away the blood
Then I cry and
My tears come like a flood
Three days left to live
And nobody cares
My life is just a waste
What happened to all those years?
I write out notes to my friends and family
And tell them they're not to blame
I tell them not to worry
Because life will be the same
Two days left to live
I don't talk in school
And on one talks to me
Because I am not cool
I wonder what it'll be like
When I am finally dead
I wonder what'll be the last thought
going through my head
One day left to live
I don't sleep anymore
I'm in to much pain
My heart is far to sore
I make a plan up quietly
A plan to take some pills
Teenage Suicide is a terrible thing
Everyday it kills
My last day left to live
And I'm a little scared
But I change my mind
That's my biggest fear
I take the pills
One by one
I'm a little nervous
But I am almost done
I fall into the Darkness
I scream out in pain
Hurting this bad, I don't know
How anyone could keep sane
I wonder who'll find me
Dead, lying here
But I doubt whoever it is
Will ever shed a tear
Written by: Alison
Email any comments to her at: Unluckyallie13@aol.com
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