starr
Personally Written Poems
I'm sorry
June 1, 2001
I'm sorry for everything done wrong
I'm sorry for the harsh words I've said
You taught me right from wrong
You never failed to tuck me into bed
Somewhere in the course of my life
I took the wrong turn
Took the road that brought you strife
I wish that from my wrongs, I would learn
I hurt you more each day
I can tell in your eyes
It's in what I do and say
It's in all that I tell you that are lies
I wish I could be good again
I don't know when I turned bad
I just know I must be
Because I always make you sad
Mommy, please forgive me
Please take me back
Don't abandon me
I don't want your love for me to lack
You're always there for me
I can always talk to you
You're the best to me that you can be
Everything you tell me is always true
I want to be the same, like before
I wish I didn't yell
I want you to love me more
In my heart, I wish you could tell
That what I say I mean
Even if I don't act like it
You're the one I need
I couldn't live without you, not one bit
Please don't be mad at me
Forgive me if you can
Happy is how I want you to be
But with me like this,
I don't think you can
I'm going to change
Back to who I was
Before my whole world fell apart
And you weren't by my side anymore
I'm really going to try
I want you to smile
I don't want to see you cry
Throw all your hurt into one big pile
Then forget them with one big sigh
Memories
June 1, 2001
I know that I will always be with you
Even if I'm not nearby
You will always keep the memories with you
You will always have them close by
Everybody has to leave behind certain things
There's no reason to wonder why
You can never change the past
If they're meant to be, they'll come back by
All I can think back to is that day
When it all ended
The words I didn't want to say
I pray that your heart has mended
That you will someday take me back
I don't care what other people think
All my dreams would come true if I could have you back
You and I are like a link
We make each other worth needing
Without you, I have no meaning
We give each other a purpose
If that's taken away, there's no reason to care
I lost all sense of time
Ever since I lost you
Yesterday's all that fills my mind
I wish you felt that way, too
You have always filled my soul and heart
With many dreams to be filled
I hoped that we would never part
Now that time has come
It came far too soon
For now, we're done
On my bed, I sit and stare at the moon
Maybe you're doing the same
Maybe you're sitting on your windowsill
Perhaps, calling out my name
Wishing I was there beside you
Wanting me to hold you
To feel each other so close
To have each other so near
If things between us would only change
If they would only easily fix
Then everything would be good again
Then, in my heart, there would be no more knicks
Even though they were caused by me
I want them gone
I want things back how they used to be
I want to hold you in my arms
To be held in your strong embrace
To feel safe in your loving arms
To know that you will never let go
It would be heaven just to feel, again, your touch
So gentle and sweet
To me, it would mean so much
How in the world did we ever meet?
We are meant for each other
This, I know is true
I cannot love this strong for any other
I know that I will always be with you
Meant To Be
June 1, 2001
What's happened to us?
All day, it was you and me
Now, everything has changed
Nothing's like it used to be
You keep telling everyone you want me back
How will I know it's true?
It doesn't show in how you act
But all I can think about is you
Everything between us was so perfect, so true
Now, since I messed it up
I wish I could get back the day I found you
I wish I had the courage to say
With all my heart and all my soul
You're the one I think about each day
With you, no moment was ever dull
You are all my dreams, come true
With you, I've always been so happy
Since the day I found you
I know that no matter what
You're the one I'll never forget
Even if things change and we come to a rut
You're the one that I will never regret
You were my first love
I know this is right
My one and only true love
In the beginning, there was no end in sight
I wish I could take back what I've done
I wish we were still together
I don't like being left with none
Or being without you in my life
You made everything worthwhile
You are very special to me
I love you so much
This love must be meant to be
You
May 18, 2001
I spend my nights thinking about you
They're as empty for you as for me
With each passed day, my love grew
I pray you think of me, only me
When you feel tempted and lonely
Just remember our special moonlit nights
When I was your one, your only
You said you would wait forever
You'd spend with me, eternity
Will forever turn into never?
Will I loose all that makes me happy?
Everything I am, I owe to you
You brought out parts in me I didn't know I had
I learned to only hang onto the true
You turned all things good when they went bad
If you should fall on the dust upon your track
I'll be the light to guide you on your path
You're there for me
I'm here for you
All the hard times,
We'll make it through
No one
May 17, 2001
No one else comes close to you
No one makes me feel the way you do
Baby with just one touch
You do so much
It's the look in your eye
It's the way you make me feel
Makes me wonder why
With just one touch, all wounds heal
Why do I deserve this?
Why did I fall so fast?
It's your sweet, tender kiss
I know this will always last
No one has made me feel this way
I know this is a unique and precious love
No one made me happy for a brand new day
You're an angel, sent from above
Just thinking about you makes me glow
You're on my mind all day
I'm on yours, this I know
Because that is what you say
No one else comes close to you
The First Time
May 17, 2001
There's no easy way to say this
The first time's always the worst
When away, you're the one I miss
If I don't say this soon, I'll burst
I don't want to scare you away
I've held it in for so long
I don't know what you'll say
But I know this isn't wrong
I've never said this to anyone
I've never felt this way
I know that you're the one
With you, I’m happy every day
How can saying something be so tough?
Why can't I get my feelings out?
You've been there for me when times were rough
In me, you never had any doubt
There is no start
There is no end
With you in my heart
My broken heart will mend
There's a first time for everything
That time is here
I love you more than anything
Baby, there's nothing to fear
Now and Always
May 14, 2001
From the very first day
I felt something for you
Something I never thought I'd say
I knew my love was true
You made me feel bright
Made each day an experience
Inside of me, you turned on a light
Because of you, it won't ever dim
You make each day of mine so dear
Now I do things on a whim
Because I have nothing to fear
Now, knowing that you
Will always be near
Sometimes I question what you say
Wonder if you really mean all
As beside you, I lay
But when I look in your eyes
I see only truth
No glimmer of lies
Because of Love
May 14, 2001
The thought of feeling your touch
So soft and sweet
Makes my body tremble
Makes my heart skip a beat
It's been almost been one whole year
You tell me its love
Each time you say it, I begin to fear
I've heard those words before
Those three special words
Yet they meant nothing more
I know that now
Cause right now, right here
I can tell in your touch on my skin
Your words are sincere
You say it many times
You pull me near
Our breaths become short
In your eyes, I see a tear
Not a tear of hurt
Or a tear of sadness
Perhaps, one of fear
As our lips touch
I close my eyes
As our tongues meet
I grow weak on my feet
"I'm not scared" I begin to think
"I love him,” I tell myself
But then my heart starts to sink
I quickly pull away
As I look up, I see the hurt on your face
I pull you close and hold on tight
Why should I worry?
There's no end in sight
Your passionate kiss
Reassures me of this
I let go of all
Give myself to you
I do this because
Baby, I love you
Best Friends
May 13, 2001
Forever friends
We'll always be
‘Til the end
That's you and me
You're always there
When I'm down
You show you care
You take away my frown
In the beginning, we always fought
Now we're so tight
No one would have thought
I can get through the night
Knowing we're best friends
Without a doubt, I can call
My broken heart, you help me mend
I'd do anything for you
You'd do anything for me
That's how true
Best friends should be
You never criticize
Never loose patience
You see through my eyes
The pains that cause dents
You help me through all
Now it's my turn to do the same for you
All you have to do is call
And tell me what to do
Cheated
May 13, 2001
We haven't talked for a long time
With each day, the pain swells more
You made me believe you were mine
I wish everything were like before
I never thought I could get so sad
No one can help my aching heart
What did I do to make you so mad?
I felt you were the one from the start
Now our time is done
Before it had a chance to begin
All I can think is "How come?"
We talked for hours on end
I couldn't wait 'til you got home
It seemed like things were so right
When I wasn't talking to you, my mind would roam
To thoughts of you...No end in sight
You told me the same
I thought it was true
But to you, it was all a game
Just something for you to do
You said I made you happy
You made me feel the same
Now I feel so damn crappy
Because I was caught in your game
I wish things could transform
That the result could alter
Then my heart would not be so torn
Then when I see you, I would not falter
If only you could know how I feel
Or what I am going through
Maybe then my heart could heal
Then you'd know my feelings were true
It's all over
It's all done
It lasted shortly
Now it's gone
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