Ok, I'm calm now
Not like you'd know
I'm gonna gnaw at my mind now
I feel a little low
Yeah, it hurts
searing red pain
evil thoughts and bad thoughts
crashing through my brain
Why a nice guy?
How do I choose this way to live?
no one cares
My heart a sieve
I can't even hear it anymore
Unless I panic then it's there
but do I love?
now I don't even care.
I'm disconnected
Get me back on track
Help me remember my thoughts
i think lying on my back
Sleep, I can't
the static is always there
so I lie in bed,
wondering why no one ever cared