Don't Know
You do not know who I am,
You only think you do.
You do not know who I am,
I have not told you.
You do not know who I am,
My life and all it's secrets
You do not know who I am,
For I have not told you those secrets.
You do not know who I am,
My life is only in my hands,
You do not know who I am,
For I have travelled a lot of land.
It is my life,
So why do you care?
Life is not always fair,
It's my life, I told you.
So why are you always asking who?
It's my life.
Mine and my only one,
Why would you care if I'm so lonely?
You do not know who I am,
For you only think you do.
You do not know who I am,
For I have not told you.
waiting
and it's so good to know that you really care
about waiting
for that second chance to hell...
oh my
where have i gone
i left you like they left you
on that road leading to no where
oh why
do you call
i don't want to see you
come near and i choke
all the living shit i spit
goodbye, farewell
i don't need you
for i am better than all you are
Left
I left
this place
walked down the broken path of age
reborn
I relived
I breathed again the white summer's air
returned
I was happy
far away from endless pain
slumped down
I fell down
into the pit again
Spider Web
Fuck you
I won't do as you tell me
Fuck you
I'll rape all your feelings
Fuck you
All your work shall be ruined
Fuck you
Like a web in the wind
I won't give you forgiveness
Plea and beg all you want
Let me see you grovel
But you picked me up
Just to kick me to the ground
I don't need fucking sorries
I spit at you with pity
Fuck you
I see your two faces
Fuck you
I don't play these games
Fuck you
Red is the colour of revenge
Fuck you
I'll shove everything down your throat
I won't see anymore of your lies
You're meaningless and full of shame
I see your real face in the mirror
And I'll break that mirror
To show the world your ugly face
You disgrace all that I stand for
You need somebody else to take your shit
Garden of Eden
underneath the centre tree
deep in the Garden of Eden
Adam and Eve are fucking themselves
the serpant slithers down the evil.
once upon those rosy apples
now they're mouldy and rotten
the fruit of the evil
has been gvien these feelings of hurting
eat the fruit, the serpant lures
come down into the doom of the world
the shitless, pointless, fucked up world.
I ate one of those fruits
I ate it greedily and fast
the taste of hurting flowed into my blood
the poison of unhappiness trailed
swarmed around were ghosts with pitchforks
beady eyes with underlying red
the party was just getting started
I wanted to make my pain
I was made to be insane
sometimes I wished that I would be strong
so then I could go through with it
Trees In Winter
Intruded with out keys
She lies there full of emptiness
Ruthfully taken.
Naked like the trees in winter,
Without clothes for leaves
He took her there and took her then
Not even saying sorry.
Left her tarnished,
Letf her without guilt,
Left her with his pleasure fulfilled,
Left her to the wolves.
He left her down on her knees,
Silent, disturbed face
Lying on the carpet
Silent as she bled.
Taken without permission,
Bled his unforgiving crime
Bled for what wasn't his,
Naked like trees in winter.
What was pure is not now
She put her finger to herself
Felt the blood from herself
Devil red on pure white.
Orange
Pushing my pen across the page
I gather my thoughts
Trying to put them into words
Fitting together the phrases
To create my next masterpiece.
Attempting to cram all the ideas
Onto a single page
Rhyming an orange
With Helen of Troy
And a purple dinosaur.
Attacking the lines
With these words, my words
And when I'm done
I look back at the start,
Realising I'm further away
From the beginning
Then I wished, wanted, expected.
From that orange,
I manage to take you on a voyage,
Across the ocean to Timbuktu
Upon a polka-dot elephant,
With a yellow frog eating your meals...
Oh my, what a trip that was!
Exhausting as experiencing.
I leave you till the next escaspade...