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this page is dedicated to mark aaron beazley. i've known you for nine month and in that time i have learned to love you, cry for you, hate you and have memeories with you. you have made me feel things i have never even dreamed of feeling before. you touched my life and made it feel worthwhile.

you were there for me when i almost did something i would've regretted for the rest of my life. you supported me and told me that things would get better. it took a long time and we have grown further apart in that time but you were right. i'm getting over that struggle and it is brighter over the hill. i have you to thank for some of this.

you were the first person to really make me feel special. you made me feel loved and liked. it was one the best things you could've ever given to me. learning to live without you was one of the hardest things i ever faced. thnk you for making me a stronger person. thank you for the love we shared and the memories that i will remember forever. thank-you.

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the star machine will last forever.
love always, jenn