Child Support AGAIN
Mood:  d'oh
Well I called the Child Support place today to find out if Richard was telling the truth about paying child support or not. At first they said he didnt because it wasnt on file. But they looked in there notes and it turns out that WOW he payed.........some! Only $50.00 of it. They wont give me it until he pays the full amount so what good does it do me? The full amount is $200.00 so he still has a little ways to go. So I called him and left a voice message of how i dont understand why he thought they were gonna give me just $50.00 of $200.00. Go figure havent heard from him since.

Gavin's Birthday!
Mood:  celebratory
Today offically Gavin is now TWO!!!! YAY, not sure if it is a good thing or not but I am sure it is. And WOW Richard actually called.....And he told me he paid the child support and I should get it in a couple of days. I wanted to get it by this time. I was hoping to take Gavin to the zoo but its okay better late than never.

DRAMA
Mood:  d'oh
Well, today was Gavin's Birthday party. Almost everyone showed up....plus some. I invited my friend tiffany and her daughter....I didnt invite her sister and her two girls. Go figure she showed with her boyfriend. Some stupid drama started about the boyfriend hitting one of her girls with the basketball.......My friend Caterina wanted to know if it was true or how she hurt herself so she went to ask and the boyfriend started acting a fool! He ran off to tell his girl what happened yelling that they better not have the cops there when he got back.....Well at this point i had to go to get a candle. By the time I got back the boyfriend had returned with his sister and brother apparently.. Cat and her mom tried to explain what happened to the sister while the boys were acting like immature idiots. Then cats dad got involved cuz he didnt like the way the guys were acting towards his wife.I showed up as they were leaving. Apparently they had threatened to come back with more people and weapons.......Which by this point it was rediculious. Steph called the athorities to let them know what happened and we happened to see the "drama people" broke down on the next street pushing the car. LOL The cop let us know that they had run out of gas..........How funny. But This is my childs second birthday party.......You dont act like that. I told them if thats how they wanna act they need to leave. What idiots. But what really sucks is that this incident caused my sister in law my brother and my nephew all to return to bowling green a bit earlier than planed. THAT SUCKS. But i understand. other than that gavin had a great time and it was an overall success. All I have to say is that I am offically worn out!

Am I important?
Mood:  not sure
I have spent the entire day cleaning. It feels good to be in a clean house. And I rearranged my room. It actually seems like I have more room. But somethings been buggin me for the last couple of days. i feel like crap. Am i important? I try my best to do nice things for the people I care for. I try to include people I care about in my life. But it just doesnt seem to matter. I dont know. I like to do nice things for people I care for but I dont like it when its not noticed. Then I am called a Bitch or whatever else with out the thought of all the nice things I try to do. I dont know I guess I dont know what I am talking about. I just feel like crap. I want to be noticed! LOL I guess thats all it is, I want to feel special. And LOVED~! That over anything. I want to be LOVED!

A survey about the opposite sex.......
Mood:  chillin'
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)

Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 39975 times on bzoink!
--Your Favorite--

Hair Color: depends on what looks good on the guy

Eye Color: depends on what looks good on the guy but I am usually a sucker for light eyes

(Their)Music Genre Preference: Just as long as they like it and dont care what others think.....

Height(estimate): Taller than me usually

Age: 20-25 or so

Personality Type: good personality funny easy going understanding

--This or That--

Older or Younger: older

Romantic or Horndog: romantic

Smart or Stupid: smart

Fat or Skinny: doesnt matter if I like them

Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: umm again doesnt really matter but I dont like them too muscular where they have no neck

Punk or Preppy: punk

The Big Picture or the Little Things: Little things

Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: flowers/candy

Mixtape or Burned CD: burned cd

Love or Lust: love

Emotional or Just Not: emotional

Sincere or Jokester: little bit of both I want someone who can joke around but know when to be sincere

Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: ugly and sweet

Sexy or Just Cute: either way is good lol

Arse or Abs: arse

Hair or Hands: hands

Dimples or Eyes: o god thats a tough one........both i am greedy lol

Biceps or Calves/Thighs: calves/thighs

Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd): both hehe

Clean Shaven or Scruffy: clean shaven definatly but can be just a lil scruffy

Rugged or Prim and Proper: rugged mostly depends on his personality

Countryboy or Cityboy cityboy

Date alone or With Friends either/or depends on the things we're doing

Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: hahaha rebel i think maybe a little of a mamas boy they have more respect for females

--Have You Ever--

Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: umm never

Loved a guy because he stalked you: nope beat one up because of it though

Loved a guy because he hated you: No then that would make me weird

Asked your friend's crush out: Nope would never do it on purpose

Lead a guy on for kicks: Nope thats just plain wrong

Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: No thats shallow

Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: Nope thats cheating

Lied about not having a boyfriend: Yea actually to be left alone when I dont feel like being hit on

Lied about having one: Nope if you have to do that your ashamed and that means you guys shouldnt be together

Cheated: Nope

Been Cheated on: Yes and it hurts like hell expecually when you know you look better than the other girls....thats why I dont do it. even to those who do it to me.....Its better to just leave

Had a crush on a gay guy: umm No

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--

Boxers?: Yes

Briefs?: At least not all the time

Hat?: depends how they look with one on

Skater Shoes?: some guys look good with them

Pimp Shoes?: umm if you mean shiney dress shoes than no

Band Shirts?: doesnt matter as long as you actually know the band and like them lol

Vintage shirts?: sure

Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: sure

Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: ummmm depends

Independent/DC?: yea

S&M/Little Devil?: ummmm

Fox/Thor?: what

Jeans or Shorts?: doesnt matter but the shorts gotta come below the knees or in the middle of them......

--Be Honest--

Would you ever date a guy for his money?: Nope never had one with money lol

Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: Nope no reason to they suck lol

Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: LOL no

Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? Nope I am not fake

Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: Hell no I dont screw a lot of guys lol

Do looks matter?: not all the time but it does help and you know it

Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: Yes
its very injureing to the ego and self esteem

Does size matter?: yea and no Just not to big where it hurts and not so small you cant tell the difference between hard and soft lol sorry

Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: No

Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: No

Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): I would be if I was

Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: Nope I am usually an open book but no one likes to be embarressed

Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: LOL nope

Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: Yes Actually I do i dont wanna look stupid going out I want to look good....Now if I am wanting a fat ass than its a good thing lol

Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: No I dont want false feelings but everyone wants to be loved

Wanna be a virgin till marriage? LOL cant go back

Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? When I say it I feel love but that doesnt mean that it doesnt go away when they hurt you enough

Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: Yes I do

Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: Not for curiosity..........

Does this survey suck nuts? may be a little LOL

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Gavins Birthday
Mood:  celebratory
Yay gavin's Birthday is coming up. He will be two on Aug. 2 for those who dont know. Its gonna be bigger than I thought it was gonna be but it should be fun. Also Samara is finally coming up to visit. It is about time. I sam sick of cj coming up all the time with out her!

fucking weekend bullshit
Mood:  don't ask
Well cj is down this weekends and that always sucks when Samara doesnt come. Now I have so many unwanted people around its not even funny. God I hate it. And I am sick of chasing things around.....I am so pissed off right now. I am just so confused that I really dont know what to do or how to act. Honestly I just want to hit someone. I already hit the wall so yea my fist hurts but what can be done. Micah needs to go home and never come back I HATE him with a passion he thinks he is such a fucking ladies man....Hes nothing but a follower. GOD I HATE MY LIFE. or at least most of it.

Red heart no way

Your Heart is Red


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"YOU SUCK AND THATS SAD!"

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


which happy bunny are you?
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ummm maybe so

In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^


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