siblings suck
Mood:  blue
I hate having siblings. Manly younger ones. My little brother is getting on my last nerve. I wanna punch him so damn bad it hurts, but I dont, not sure why. I am so angry. I can't wait to move out. The thing is matt dont think i am really going to move. I do so much for that little shit and hes tring to say i dont do shit. Which if you know me then you would know how much of a crock of shit that is. I am not doing anything for that ungreatful lil shit anymore. God i am so sick of shit around here. Only children should be glad they dont have any fuckers to deal with!!!!

This sucks
Mood:  down
This sucks.. I dont feel to good my throught is killing me and i think i took to much nyquil cuz i feel a little toppsy. If this blog makes no sense that's why. I hope i can make it to bowling green this weekend. And I want to sweep all that bullshit we have all been going through under the rug. I agree with samara. We all get pissed and do plus say shit on the spur of the moment. But i stilll say I can be civil but i cant be friends with someone i dont trust entirely. I cant help that. I wont pretend but i can be civil. Imagin that LOL.

I love samara
Mood:  silly
Your the greatest SAMARA. You know its funny that me you and cat can all be crazy since we all have the same point of view, or is it we are sane and someone else is crazy? Well if anything we can keep each other company, at least we will be in good company. We are all bitches too so it will always be interesting right? HEHE Your blogs are the best keep them coming because its soooo funny.

Hey heres an idea
Mood:  bright
Why dont you keep me out of it. The only person I was arguing was samara and thats over..Thats all i was worried about the other person is X'ed out of my life and thats how i want it. I dont like fake people and dont need them or the shit they bring into my life. Screw all that shit. Thats all i gots to say about it. Dont want nothin to do with them. Sooooooo there ya have it. I better not have to deal with it any more.

Where is Samara?
Mood:  quizzical
Where are you? I havent heard from you in a while. I am worried. You didnt come down with CJ why not? I am assuming you havent been on here since you haven't answered any of my e-mails. Are you mad or what? If so i dont know why so please clue me in on whats going on.......Talk to you soon i hope.

Damn It Gavin
Mood:  d'oh
Yea so I had to take Gavin to the doctors today. He's congested and has coughing fits. I have other crap to give him now which sucks. I don't understand why shit has to be so difficult. Plus he has mysterious scratches on his forehead. I donno where they came from.....I don't get it this kid can get the most scratches and marks on him and i wont know where half of them come from.

Angelina Jolie
Mood:  mischievious
I love Angelina Jolie. It maybe cliche' but shes gorgeous. Bout the only person i would go gay for. And since samara says i look somewhat like her then i guess i love myself. Which is kind of disturbing and weird.......Whart do you think?

what to say........
Mood:  hug me
UMM first off who is the mysterious person leaving comments on my blogs? I never said my problems were worst than anyones just that is whats going on at that point.......I know there are people with worst problems and worst lives......Like my ex-boyfriend. yea I miss him because he was so much fun.. I know what some people are thinking. He's a bum blah blah. I wasn't porpoising marriage or asking him to support me or anything but he was sweet and nice and so much fun. Not to mention how good he was with my son. He did cheat or lie that was a major plus. You know how hard that is to find and around here...well who ain't gay! I think i was the only one feeling that way though. But i miss him damn it. I'm sad. But at least he still wants to be friends. I guess as long as hes happy even if it ain't with me then i'll get over it. As much as it pains me sooo......And i did care soooo much about him. people cant help who they care about, I'm sorry. Yea pathetic i don't need negative comments please. I know its probably not what some want to hear.........

I had fun
Mood:  chillin'
The weekend was fun. Friday me Gavin and Matt drove down to bowling green to spend the weekend with cj and Samara.OK that wasn't the fun part. We got down there and me and SAM went out we had Chinese. I loved the honey chicken and the rice thats about it. The boys mad an absolute mess. We had to change them before we left. I had to change mine twice. Thank god we come prepared. lol Saturday we went out with steph. shopping. Shes such an airhead sometimes.......its okay though. The boys acted up of course since we were in stores. Well mainly Devin but Gavin did too.....Sunday we cooked. Yea and whats with weird county boys liking me? They ain't even cute. Guess thats the story of my life i like someone who dont like me and guys that i dont, like me. or think i am cute. Not the same thing. Other than that i Had fun fun fun.......:D

Mothers day weekend
Mood:  special
Not sure how this weekends gonna go. I havent been able to get my sis-in-law or my mom anything yet.I'm broke. but i will get them something eventually. I got a pretty silver necklace from my mom, I love it. I'm just gonna lay back this weekend with my son. Samara i wish you could be here. I miss you. CJ sucks lol :). j/k love ya